𝓢𝓸𝓹𝓱𝓲𝓮 𝓜𝓬𝓒𝓪𝓵𝓵

It's been 2 weeks since the lacrosse game, Scott and Stiles both have been avoiding me since they found out I'm helping Derek. Derek has also been helping me, everyday after cheer I've been going to his place to train or whatever.

He's helping me get as much control over my power without a pack as I can. It hasn't been easy but it's working somehow. I feel way lighter than I did two weeks ago.

I haven't really talked to Lydia since seeing her at the lacrosse game with Allison and they seem to have gotten really close. Call me crazy for being a little jealous but just a year ago I was Allison.

Lydia found me on the first day of school and made me her new best friend, maybe this is what she does. Befriends the new girls and then dumps them a year later before she gets tired of them.

I walked into school, I skipped first period to sleep in. Ever since becoming a wolf sleeping isn't the easiest thing, I don't know what it is but falling asleep is easy it's the staying asleep that's hard.

I stopped at my locker opening it, I grabbed my books out closing it. I turned around to see Allison walking up to me, "hey, you're Sophie right? Scott's sister?" I nodded slowly, "yes? Why?" I remember Derek saying to stay away from her until he knew her dad's intentions about being back in Beacon hills.

"I was wondering if you've talked to him today? He's been avoiding me for the past 2 weeks and he thinks I haven't noticed but I have." I chuckled softly, "I live with him of course I've seen him but he's also not really talking to me so I can't help you."

She nodded slowly, I went to walk past her but she stopped me by grabbing my arm "hey," I looked down to her arm confused, I glared up at her as she took her hand away quickly "Sorry, you're friends with Lydia right?"

I scoffed nodding, "used to be." She nodded slowly, "yeah she ditched me for her star boyfriend so prepare for the same in about a year." She looked at me confused shaking her head "what do you mean?"

I sighed, "last year, on the first day of school I was the new girl so she swooped in and took me under her wing. We became best friends and Then Jackson came along and you can see how that turned out. Sound familiar?"

She looked down moving a piece of hair that fell out of her face, "all I'm saying is Lydia is not who she makes you think she is and soon enough she'll dump you for a boy just like she did me." I walked past her to my next class.

Allison was nice but she was also the daughter of a hunter that tried to kill Derek, Derek is my friend so therefore, I don't like her nor do I like her dad.

Lunch rolled around and I was officially done with this school day, a bus driver was attacked and Scott is convinced he did it. Something about a dream turned out to be real, I don't know. He seems to over react about things so I'm not too worried.

Also maybe he has a right to be worried because last night was a full moon so, maybe he did do it. I spent the night at Derek's because I went full wolf, like i turned into an actual werewolf.

When you google pictures of werewolves, that's what I looked like. Furry dog like animal. Just like the girl Derek buried, which I learned from Stiles was his sister.

I didn't question Derek about it because I felt like maybe it was a touchy subject. But now I'm thinking maybe I should've because I turned into an actual wolf like she would if she wasn't dead.

I followed Scott and Stiles as they rushed to a table talking about the events "but dreams aren't memories." Stiles stated, "it wasn't a dream." Scott sat across from me and Stiles as I sat beside Stiles. "Ok, something happened last night and I can't remember what."

I sighed, "Scott calm down. You didn't kill anyone." She shrugged, "how do you know that?" I shook my head, "I don't know, but I think if you killed someone you'd remember it. Maybe you should talk to Derek."

Scott scoffed as Stiles sighed annoyed "What makes you so sure Derek has all the answers?" I shrugged, "he's had all the answers for me so." Stiles nodded,

I haven't told Scott or Stiles what Derek told me. So they think I'm a normal wolf just like Scott. I don't know when I'll tell them, maybe when I have more answers or after Derek kills the alpha and becomes the alpha.

"Derek has to know something because during the full moon he wasn't fully changed. He was in full control. While I was running around attacking some totally innocent guy." I sighed, "you don't know that." Stiles reassured him. "I don't not know it."

"Can we please talk about something else? All this wolf talk is really killing my already bad mood." They both sighed, "I can't go out with Allison, I have to cancel."

I chuckled nodding "yes, because going out with Allison wasn't already a bad idea. Her dads the hunter, that was a bad idea to begin with." Stiles shook her head, "no, you're not cancelling. You can't just cancel your life, we'll figure it out."

A plate slammed onto the table beside Scott, I looked up to see Lydia. Great, "figure what out?" She questioned as she sat down beside Scott, Stiles breath hitched as he looked to me then back to Lydia. Wow, he is still head over hills for her.

I scoffed shaking my head, "just homework, Lydia." She looked to me as she raised an eyebrow glaring at me. Stiles leaned across the table toward Scott "why is she sitting with us?" He whispered as Scott shrugged.

Some lacrosse players and Allison joined now, Allison sat across from me. I sighed annoyed looking around for an escape out of this, "yeah I need to," I went to stand up to leave but Stiles placed his hand on my shoulder holding me back "sit."

I groaned sitting back down, jackson walked over "get up." The guy at the end of the table looked up confused "why don't you ask Danny to get up?" Danny chuckled, "because I don't stare at his girlfriends boobs." Lydia smiled as the boy stood up and left as Jackson took his seat.

God please give me the strength to get through this without ripping someone's head off, "so I hear they're saying it's some type of animal attack." I groaned, god is this all everyone wants to talk about? What about the awesome win at the lacrosse game the other night?

"I heard mountain lion." Jackson chimed in. Stiles pulled his phone out looking at it, "a cougar is a mountain lion, isn't it?" Lydia questioned confused, she wasn't dumb and she knew the answer to that but Jackson is here so she has to be the dumb girl for him.

"Who cares? The guys probably some homeless tweaker who's gonna die anyways." Classic Jackson, no care for anyone but himself. "Actually I just found out who it is. Check it out."

Stiles showed his phone to everyone, it was a news clip of outside by the bus and showed sheriff stilinski examining the crime scene, "the sheriffs department won't speculate on details of the incident but confirmed the victim Garris Meyers did survive the attack, Meyers was taken to the local hospital where he remains in critical condition."

"I know that guy," I looked up to Scott as he nodded, "yeah, when we used to take the bus back when we lived with our dad." I nodded, "he was the bus driver." I finished as everyone looked surprised and concerned, I looked down.

Mr Meyers was also one of my teachers, he was really nice. He didn't give out much homework and he wasn't a pain in the ass like all the other bus drivers.

"Can we talk about something slightly more fun please?" Lydia broke the silence, "like where we are going tomorrow night?" She questioned looking to Allison, she looked at her confused, "you said you and Scott are hanging out tomorrow night right?" She nodded as Scott turned to her confused.

"Um, well we were thinking about what we were gonna do." Lydia sighed, "well I am not sitting home again watching lacrosse videos so the four of us are hanging out and we are gonna do something fun." Lydia demanded as I sighed, I am not sitting here listening to them make plans for a double date.

"Hanging out?" Scott questioned confused looking to Allison, maybe I will stay, I like seeing Scott squirm. Allison shrugged slightly, "like the four of us? Do you want to hangout, like us and them?" Scott questioned again as Allison nodded slowly, "yeah I guess, it's fun."

I chuckled under my breath as Stiles hit my shoulder, I looked at him confused, "you know what else sounds fun? Stabbing myself in the face with this fork?" He picked up a fork showing it to everyone, Lydia grabbed it from him.

"How about bowling? You love to bowl." Lydia exclaimed as Jackson groaned, "yeah with actual competition." Yeah this is when I leave, "I need to go." I stood up as Lydia looked to me "Sophie," I stopped looking to her, "maybe you could come? And Stiles? A triple date?" I scoffed shaking my head, "yeah I'm with Jackson, I'd rather stab myself with a fork. I can't anyways, I have a date of my own."

"With who?" Stiles questioned quickly, I looked down to him shrugging "it doesn't matter. But it's gonna be a lot better than bowling." I turned walking away leaving him to wonder.

I didn't actually have a real date, I was hanging out with Derek tomorrow night but Stiles doesn't need to know that. I also know it'll make not only Stiles jealous knowing it's a date but also Lydia.

She hated the idea of me dating when we were friends, I don't know why. Maybe because she hated sharing me. But it was okay for her to date and ditch me for her boyfriend when me and her were supposed to hang out.

I was slowly beginning to get over Lydia's act, I was more like getting used to it. If she wants to waste her time on a boy who doesn't care about her then so be it. I can't stop her.

I'd rather spend my time with someone who actually wants to, like Derek. He's actually present when we hangout, he also doesn't blow me off.

I don't know what's happening with me and Derek, I mean we're just friends but does friends really hanging every day and are you supposed to miss them when they're not around.

I can't fall for him, he's Derek. Scott and Stiles aren't very big fans of him and he has a track recorded of burying girls bodies on his property. But he's nice to me, he seems to care about me.

And the way he looks at me is a lot like the way Stiles used to look at me before we started dating, but more intense.

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