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"If youn move yo ass out the way..." I told Luxor while I continued dribbling the ball between my legs.

"Nahhh you claim you was good come on make the shot from here." Luxor said and I rolled my eyes before standing up and aiming for the basket.

I threw my arms out and the ball went flying into the air before making it into the basket.

"Now what was you saying?" I said fixing my cap.

"I'm...impressed." Luxor said and Amare shook his head.

"Ion know why you made that dumbass bet knowing she use to play basketball a lot when we were younger." Amare said.

"I thought she would've lost some skills damn." Luxor said.

"Yeah when we get to yo house I want my weed nigga." I said and he crossed his arms.

"Mmcht fine...stupid bitch." He tried to mumble the last part.

I grabbed the basketball and threw it straight at his head making him stumble and almost fall.

"Owwww now imma have a damn headache later."he said walking off and I shook my head.

I looked over at the bleachers where Adaliya and Mariah were.

I walked over to them and Mariah noticed me first before tapping Adaliya and posting towards me.

Adaliya looked up at me as I got closer to her,"Not you using makeup to cover up my marks..." I said noticing all of the sudden the hickeys weren't on her neck.

"Mmm..." I made a face.

"The fuck was that mmm?" I asked and she rolled her eyes.

"Chile lemme go..." Mariah said getting up and walking off.

"I just said mmm, move." Adaliya said grabbing her Powerade and walking off.

"Nah come back here." I gently grabbed her arm pulling her back to me.

"Fuck wrong wit you??" I asked and she rolled her eyes.

"Just leave me alone damn." She said and I grabbed her by her neck.

"Stop fuckin playing wit me Liya." I said and she stared at me and slightly moved her legs together.

got em...

"You gotta fuckin attitude for what?" I asked and she didn't say anything.

"Na' you can't speak.." I said slightly tightening my grip.

"Y'all nasty." Amare said making us look at him and his face was scrunched up and fake gagging.

"You done?" Adaliya asked as I let her neck go.

She looked at me once I did and I only stared back down at her.

"If you ain't want them marks that's all you had to say." I said once Amare walked away.

I let the ball fall my my hands onto the pavement before walking towards my car.

I heard footsteps behind me making me turn around and saw Adaliya following me.

this girl I swear...

"What you want??" I asked her and she looked some while playing wit her fingers.

"You were too busy playing to give me a hug when I came..." she said still looking down.

I know damn well she ain't have an attitude over that-

"That's why you was upset wit me?" I asked and she didn't say anything.

I shook my head before bringing her into a hug, she hugged me back.

"Crybaby ass..." I said before giving her a peck on the lips.

"You good now??" I asked and she nodded.

"Adaliya come on!!" Mariah yelled catching Adaliya's attention.

"Bye." Adaliya said then let my hand go and ran towards Mariah car.

I got in my car and just drove where I felt like going.

••••

"If you don't get that shit away from me." I told Nevaeh as she tried to put some blush on me.

"Pleaseeee." She begged doing puppy dog eyes but that shit don't work on me.

"Nevaeh." I said and she stomped her foot before walking out my room.

"COME BACK AND CLOSE MY DAMN DOOR!!" I yelled since my father was still at work.

She came back in my doorway, she flipped me off before grabbing the knob.

"And you betta not slam it." I said and she started closing it slowly before slamming it.

See cause na' im finna body slam her small ass

As I got up the doorbell ring making me confused, cause who the hell—

I went to the door and looked out the peephole seeing the person I once called a mom.

I opened it and stood there as she did too, she had gotten skinner.

"Don't tell me—"

"I'm not here for your shit Journey I'm here to get my daughter and leave." She snapped before blowing smoke from her cancer stick in my face.

I waved the smoke away and kept a mean look on my face,"Your daughter? Or the only daughter you care about?" I asked and she rolled her eyes.

"Whatever I don't got time for this shit where is she?"

"Hey mommy!" I saw Nevaeh come to the doorway wit her bag.

"Wait dad ain't even here...and this ain't your weekend." I said and she shrugged.

"It doesn't matter I gave birth to her come on baby." She held out her hand but I held Nevaeh back.

"No she ain't going wit you." I said and Nevaeh kept trying to get out my grip.

"Why the fuck not are you jealous or sumn damn your grown now you don't need me anymore but she still does since your father don't do shit." She said.

"Wait— dad doesn't do shit?? Reallyyy-...so he didn't check you into rehab about 3 times, paid all that fuckin money just for you to waste it each time." I said and she rolled her eyes.

"Move I wanna go with mommy!" Nevaeh yelled making me look at her.

"Go to your room." I told her and she started throwing a fit.

"I don't want to!!—"

"Nevaeh go to your fuckin room now." I said slightly raising my voice and she looked at me wit tears in her eyes.

"I hate you." She said before throwing her bag down and running to towards the hall.

"At least I'm not the only one.." she said before throwing her cigarette down and stomping on it.

She looked up at me,"you know I should've just swallowed you and saved an egg."

"I'm sure your mother feels the same." I said.

"Please I'm happy that bitch dead." She said and I wanted to punch her then and there.

Because grandma wasn't nothing but good to all of us and kept shit together.

When she passed a lot started changing, she was even the one who helped me find myself.

"Leave." Was all I said.

"Please I'm not leaving till I get my daughter."

"I then already said she ain't fuckin going wit you, it ain't even your weekend just go!" I yelled before shutting the door in her face and going to my room.

I closed the door and laid down on the bed before grabbing a pillow and putting it over my face.

I screamed into the pillow as loud as I could before I felt tears down my face.

I wiped them because they were just angry tears, which I fuckin hate shit annoying.

Why can't she just love me..

Ever since I was born I don't know what I ever did to my mom to hate me so much, and once I came out as Lesbian that's when she really lost it and kicked me out.

But then she started not taking good care of Nevaeh which lead to us both staying with my dad.

I mean which was good but I wish I could've had that mother love too.

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