𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟷.
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𝚌𝚑𝚙 𝟹𝟾.
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carson taylor brown.
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𝖠𝗍𝗅𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖺, 𝖦𝖾𝗋𝗈𝗀𝗂𝖺.

▬▬ 𝟷𝟶: 𝟸𝟹 𝙿𝙼 ▬▬

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Carson sat on her bed absolutely seething with anger. "I told you he was gon' fuck that bitch!" She told Majesty.

"And I told you to apologize before it happened." Majesty hummed, looking at the tv. "I don't like it either but you guys aren't together." She shrugged.

"We technically are, he never broke up with me." Carson pouted.

"Almost breaking your neck wasn't enough for you?" Majesty asked with a raised eyebrow.

Carson just looked at her with a blank expression, "He knows I liked to be choked. Thats just how we play."

"Bitch," Both Majesty and Deja laughed. "Shut up. And let it go."

"I ain't letting shit go, I refuse to lose to a bitch named after a rock." Carson pulled her blankets over her head with a sigh.

"Don't act like you ain't named after a city now," Majesty mumbled, a pillow flew across the room and hit her right in the face seconds later. "You heavy handed bitch." She frowned as the pillow knocked her wig crooked, she had just taken off all the glue and was ready to take it off to let her hair breathe.

"But it would be wrong if i went and slept with Dior, right?" Carson asked.

Majesty threw the pillow back at her, "You don't understand!" Deja groaned. "If this is how you wanna act just let Jack be free."

"Girl, Jack is on the verge of leaving you for good." Majesty said seriously. "And if he pop out with lil ms amethyst you really gon' be in your feelings. So stop acting like you don't care, grow a pair of balls and go talk to him."

"Or stop talking about him, I'm tired of hearing about it." Deja cut in while grabbing her phone again.

Carson sighed, honestly she was afraid to talk to Jack. She didn't know what his reaction would be to anything she said and the last thing she wanted to do was knock on his door and Rubi opened it. She couldn't stand the thought of him moving on. She mumbled a quiet, "okay."

After a minute or so she looked at Deja, "So how are you and Oakley going?" She asked, trying to change the subject.

Deja instantly smiled at the mention of him, "It's good." She nodded. "He's treating me so well. I've never dated anyone like him."

Majesty smiled faintly, "Thats so cute, D. Im happy for you." Both Majesty and Carson were happy for their friend, Deja didn't think she would find love after her last relationship. Her last boyfriend had almost broken her completely.

"Thank you, Maj." She smiled and glanced back down at her phone, they were texting now.

"Isn't he a rapper?" Carson asked, turning to Netflix. Deja turned off her phone, putting it down.

"Mhm, UK rapper. That's actually how we met. I was listening to one of his songs on my story then he slide into the DMs." Deja smiled at the memory.

"That's cute," Carson mumbled getting up. "You wanna invite him over for movie night?" She then added.

Deja popped her head up, "Can I?"

Carson nodded, walking towards the bathroom. "Alright bet." Deja mumbled, messaging Oakley.

Carson was in the bathroom, holding her stomach. She hadn't been feeling well for a past few days but she just thought it was because she stressed. But tonight, it was hurting bad, real bad.

She hovered over the toilet as her body began to grow weak. Ringing in her ears made her stagger back as panicked gasps left Carson's body. It feel as if her lungs were being squeezed, preventing any air from going in or out.

She fell onto her knees, just as bile comes out of her mouth, making Carson gag at the bitter taste. "You okay?" Majesty comes and sit by her, since she had heard the gagging from the the other room.

Carson looked at her with watery eyes, "I don't know, Ion feel so well." She mumbled, "My stomach hurts so damn bad and I can't breath properly."

Majesty looked at her weird, she took her face in her hands before examining it. Her face felt warm and clammy. "Probably just a stomach flu, you'll be better by tomorrow."

Carson stood up, fighting the pain all in her body. They went back towards the living room where Deja was scrolling through the horror movies they could watch.

"Oh, we could watch Texas Chainsaw Massacre. But only the old ones, not the newest one because that one is straight up ass." Deja said, as she clicked on the 1974 version. Majesty and Carson nodded in agreement before turning off the other lights and getting comfortable.

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The trio heard a knock on the door before Deja quickly got up to go open it. Once she opened it she saw Oakley. He smiled down at her, wrapping his arms around her waist and gripping her ass in his hands. "I thought you was never gon come," She mumbled pulling away.

Oakley kissed the top of her head, "I had to stay in the studio a little bit longer," He said closing the door, "Waddup li bits." He nodded his head towards Majesty and Carson who did the same.

Deja took his arm and walked him over to the couch, Carson watched their interaction, it made her miss Jack even more. She ignored the bad aching in her lower stomach as she laid her head down on Majesty's lap.

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𝙈𝙖𝙟𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙮𝙎𝙖 '𝙉𝙮𝙞 𝙍𝙤𝙮𝙖𝙡𝙚
𝖠𝗍𝗅𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖺, 𝖦𝖾𝗋𝗈𝗀𝗂𝖺, 𝟤𝟢𝟤𝟣.

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Majesty sighed getting out her car, heading into the ER. She was sleeping peacefully at her house when she had gotten a call that Carson was in the emergency room. She knew she was having a stomach problems but she didn't know it was this bad. She walked towards the hospital doors going straight towards the receptionist.

"Hi, I'm here for Carson Brown Taylor." She mumbled, rubbing the sleep out of her eyes. The receptionist glanced up at Majesty before nodding.

"She's in room 119, down the hall towards your right." She women smiled. Majesty nods before walking towards the room number. When she entered she seen Deja rubbing Carson's back, as Carson looked pale and sickly.

"What's happening?" She asked confusingly.

Carson looked at Majesty and opened her mouth to speak but she started crying, dropping her face into her hands. Majesty stopped walking and she looked at Deja who just shook her head slowly with a slight frown.

A few minutes later Carson was able to stop crying enough to talk, "I woke up because I was in so much pain." She sniffed. "And there was blood." She began to cry again as both of her friends rubbed her back.

"It's okay, Carson." Majesty mumbled. "Take your time."

"The doctor said I was 2.5 months pregnant." She wiped her face. "And I killed my baby." Carson sobbed.

"No you didn't," Deja moved her hair back. "You didn't know. It was an accident."

Carson pulled a pillow into her lap and dropped her face into it, "I should've known."

Majesty swallowed, "Should I call Jack?" She began to pull out her phone.

"I already tried. He didn't answer." Carson looked at Majesty. "Twice."

"Oh..." Majesty put her phone away again. "Well did you leave a voicemail?"

"No, I never leave voicemails." She shrugged. "I didn't know what to say."

"Anything would've been better than nothing," Deja smoothed down her leggings.

"Honestly, guys. I just want to be left alone." Carson curled up in the bed with a pillow.

Majesty furrowed her eyebrows, "What? Why?"

Carson didn't answer, just put the pillow over her head. "Please, just go."

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"Long time no see!" Ace exclaimed loudly as Majesty and Deja walked through the studio doors. It had been a few days since they had found out Carson had a miscarriage, ever since then Carson has been moping in her bed, crying everyday. They tried helping and being there for her but she didn't want their help.

"Mhm.." Majesty hummed, looking around at all the familiar faces she have not seen in a while. She had seen Rubi in the corner but ignored her presence.

They weren't friends, or associates.

"Hey y'all." Deja said, sitting down next to Druski. Everyone greeted the two before falling back into their own conversations.

"Why you look like you holding in something?" Urban asked Majesty was staring out into space. "You wanna tell me anything?"

She shrugged getting out her phone, "I'm fine. How's your day going?" She asked trying to get as much of attention off her as possible.

"It's been alright. What's on ya' mind, why you acting so weird?" Urban furrowed his eyebrows.

"Weird? How? I'm not acting weird, you're acting weird." Majesty nervously chuckled, shifting in her spot awkwardly.

"Ok.." Urban mumbled, laying his head in the crook of her neck as he scrolled back on his phone. Jack wasn't there yet because he had some errands to run and Urban would had went if he wasn't feeling lazy.

"Urban, if I tell you this, you gotta promise you can't tell Jack." Majesty turned her body towards him, He looked at her confusingly, "Alright."

"Promise me, bitch." Majesty mugged him, he sighed. He didn't wanna promise her anything when it came to Jack because he knew he was probably going to tell him anyway. Thats his best friend after all.

"I'm not promising anything, Maj. Might as well not tell me then." He shrugged, acting like he didn't care.

Majesty sighed heavily, "Carson had a miscarriage." She mumbled but Urban still heard her, he snapped his head towards her with his eyes widen.

"With Jac-" He was cut off by Majesty, "Obviously, who the fuck else. Don't ask idiotic questions, Urban." Majesty rolled her eyes.

"It wasn't that idiotic of a question." He mumbled. "Damn, is she okay?" Urban sat up. "Did you guys leave her alone?"

Majesty looked at him side ways, "Don't disrespect her like that. And yes, we did. She wanted to be left alone no matter how hard we tried staying. She literally told us to get our asses out." Majesty frowned.

Her and Deja wasn't even planning on staying in the studio for long, they really just came for Urban and was going to leave back to Carson's house. Before Urban got the chance to speak again, Jack walked through the doors with his hoodie over his hair as usual, and hands in his pockets.

Rubi instantly smiled when she saw him, the two had been getting a lot closer these past few weeks. She went over to hug him which he gladly returned.

Majesty faked cough to get his attention, Jack glanced over at her and rolled his eyes. "Yes?"

"Okay rudeness, but hi to you too." She mumbled, getting up to go sit in one of the rolling chairs.

Jack shook his head laughing, dropping the fake attitude. "I feel like I haven't seen y'all two in forever." He crossed his arms looking at Deja and Majesty.

"It was better that way," Druski mumbled, scrolling through his phone. Deja glanced at him weirdly, he been acting funny towards her lately and she didn't understand why, she shrugged it off, picking at the ends of her hoodie.

"Yeah, we were just stopping by to say hello, but I feel very unwelcome so ima just leave." Deja said, grabbing her phone from the couch and walking towards the door, waiting for Majesty.

Majesty said nothing, getting her things. Before she left she gave a pointed look towards Urban who just looked away. She then kissed her teeth. "Bro, if you say anything about it I'm breaking up with you." She whined.

"Say anything about what?" Jack asked, wanting to be in the mix.

"None of your business, bitch. Always tryna be in the mix of something damn." Majesty told him causing Deja, Druski and Nemo to laugh.

"Y'all always laughing about anything and everything. She didn't even say nothing funny." Jack mumbled, crossing his arms.

Rubi looked over at Jack, "Don't pout."

"I'm not pouting," He glanced at her.

"You're definitely pouting." She sat down next to him and that's when Majesty and Deja left the studio.

"You think that's going to last?" Deja asked Majesty.

Maj just shook her head, "Hell no. Jack can't handle that."

"He handled Carson," She walked towards the elevator with Majesty.

"Don't compare, Carson is nothing like that." She scoffed.

"Like what? We don't even know the girl." Deja pressed the button on the elevator wall that would take the downstairs. As they walked into the elevator Majesty leaned against the wall.

"I told Urban." She mumbled making Deja look at her with wide eyes.

She couldn't even say anything at first, "What if he tells Jack?"

Majesty crossed her arms and shook her head, "He won't."

"Did he promise?" Deja raised an eyebrow.

"Well, no, but-."

"He's going to tell Jack. And Carson is going to hate the both of us forever." Deja dropped her head into her hands.

Majesty shook her head, "Girl, stop being so dramatic."

𝙅𝙖𝙘𝙠𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙏 𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙡𝙤𝙬 | 𝙅𝙖𝙘𝙠
𝖠𝗍𝗅𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖺, 𝖦𝖾𝗋𝗈𝗀𝗂𝖺, 𝟤𝟢𝟤𝟣.
▬▬ 𝟷:𝟹𝟺 𝙿𝙼 ▬▬

Back in the studio Jack was typing lyrics into his notes app, Rubi just watched him.

"You over there writin' a love song?" She teased as she twisted one of her braids around her finger.

He glanced at her, "Yeah."

'For who?" She leaned forward to look at his phone.

Jack pressed his phone to his chest, "For you. Duh." He joked, causing them both to laugh.

Druski gagged loudly enough to catch both Jack and Rubi's attention. "Can y'all stop flirting? Jack, did you order the food?"

Jack waved Druski off, "I ordered it fifteen minutes ago. It should be here soon."

"Yeah, it better be. You drag us here every single day to sit here and stare at each other and don't even have the audacity to provide food or drinks. Why do we put up with this fellas?" Druski looked around and everyone was silent.

"Nigga, shut up." Lucci finally broke the silence, everyones laughter following his statement.

Druski stood up, pushing his chair back, "Fuck all y'all." He left the room, causing his friends to laugh even harder.

A few moments later, Rubi's phone buzzed and she stood up. "I gotta go." She grabbed her purse.

"You don't have to announce your departure, bye." Jack bit back his smile as he spoke.

She hit him in the head with her purse, "Shut the fuck up." She said while waving bye to everyone and leaving the studio.

𝘾𝙖𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙏𝙖𝙮𝙡𝙤𝙧 𝘽𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙣
𝖠𝗍𝗅𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖺, 𝖦𝖾𝗋𝗈𝗀𝗂𝖺, 𝟤𝟢𝟤𝟣.
▬▬ 𝟹:𝟷𝟸 𝙿𝙼 ▬▬

𝟷 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔 𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛.

Carson was sprawled out on her couch watching Criminal Minds eating from a plate of freshly baked cookies. It had been a full week and a half since her miscarriage and she just felt numb.

She hadn't been on social media. She hadn't left the house. She could barely bring herself to bathe. Carson felt broken.

"C, did you hear me?" Majesty asked from the armchair.

Carson looked over at her and shook her head, "What did you say?"

"I said pass the damn cookies, they smell amazing." She held out her hand for the plate.

Carson passed her the plate before turning back to face the tv, "I'm going to bed." She stood up and tossed the blanket down.

"It's 3PM." Majesty looked at the time on her phone.

"Since when does being tired have a time?" She started to walk off. Majesty stood up and followed after her. "I can go to bed alone, Maj."

"Well I want to go with you." She said as they went up the stairs.

Carson rubbed her eyes, "Whatever."

"Are you okay, for real, Carson?" Majesty asked as they got to her room.

Carson crawled into the bed and buried her face into a pillow, crying silently. "No I'm not okay. I lost my baby." She cried.

Majesty took a seat on the edge of the bed, rubbing Carson's back soothingly. "I'm sorry." She sighed.

"Stop saying sorry, you didn't do anything." She sniffed, closing her eyes. "I want Jack." She mumbled.

"You can call him again," Majesty suggested softly.

There was a pause as Carson opened her eyes and nodded, "I will."

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