smut warning ☺️

ava's pov.

it's been about a week since me and billie made up, and it's been perfect honestly. she's done everything for me, which shocked me. she always is kissing up on me, making me food, cuddling with me, all of it. i sleep with her every night now, and she's always there when i have my nightmares.

i'm not used to this billie, but i'm not complaining. the only thing she gets on my ass about is my phone. being careful not to tell anyone where we are.

i've talked to adry and marina on snap a few times, i miss them like crazy. they're okay, jah and them are doing the same thing as us, staying in. apparently marina has been staying up late nights with him, sooo we all know what's going on there.

billie has talked to finneas, and jayvin is bringing in the money for him since she's here with me. which makes happy to know that her loved one is okay still. and it makes her happy too, i can.

it's 10am, and i wake up to see billie not there. i get up and i open the door, to smell food that smelt amazing. my first few days here i barely could eat, but the last week i've been eating like crazy.

i run down the stairs, and see billie cooking bacon. i go behind her and hug her.

"hi bil." i say in her shirt. she always smelt so good.

she continues to cook. "hi beautiful." she says.

i let go and i go sit at the table, swinging my legs like a toddler, waiting for food. "i'm sooo hungry what'd you make?" i say with a smile.

she takes the bacon off, putting it on a plate with a bunch other stuff. "eggs, french toast and bacon." she says, grinning.

she brings me over the food with apple juice, and sits down next to me. i immediately start shoving food in my mouth.

she laughs. "damn ava slow down." she says.

i continue to eat, finishing it all within 5 minutes.

i was satisfied, then my stomach started growling again. "i'm still hungry." i say laughing. 

she continues to eat her french toast, and looks at me with wide eyes. "you just ate so much baby, how?"

i shrug. "i want a donut i don't know." i say and laugh.

she finishes her food, grabbing our dishes. "i'll doordash you some donuts then princess." she says.

my heart flutters at her calling me all these names. she's been so good to me lately, i think she feels guilty. i know i was mad at first, but i shouldn't of. she didn't want it happen, and now she's here with me, when she didn't have to be. she chose to stay with me and protect me.

i smile and jump off the chair, and hug her, nearly knocking her over.

she doesn't hesitate to hug me back, then lifting my legs up around her waist. i just look at her. she looked so beautiful as always, her tattoos were fully revealed. she was wearing basketball shorts and a tank top. her faded blue hair was in a bun.

"you're so beautiful." i whisper, moving a strand from her face. "everything about you." my finger traces her tattoo on her neck.

her whole body gets goosebumps, and she stares at me. "i wish you knew how much i cared for you. i would die for you." she whispered.

smut is starting

my heart stops at her words, no one has ever been like this with me. then i smash my lips on hers. she kisses back immediately, forcing her tongue in. she squeezes my ass as she holds me.

she leads us into the living room, throws me on the couch. she then lays down, pulling me onto of her. i straddle her, and start kissing her again. she runs her hands through every part of my body. i grind on her, needing the friction. the sensation makes me let out a soft moan into her mouth.

that moan set her off, puts a hand under my shirt, squeezing my breast. i look up at her and bite my lip, and take off my tank top.

she smirks at me, and then immediately sucks on my breast. each spot she kissed gave my body tingles, and i gasped.

"everything about you is perfect." she whispers as she sucks.

my whole body jerks at her words, turning me on. i feel the wet spot in my panties, and she did too.

"i love how i'm the only one who can make you feel like this." she whispers into my neck, sucking.

i moan from the sensation. and she pulls at my shorts. i sit up and slide them off gently.

she looks up at me, her hands roaming my entire body. i get a little shy, and i look down.

she begins to kiss my neck again, going to my ear.

"this is all mine." she growls in my ear, sucking on my ear lobe.

she comes back to my face, and smashes her lips on mine again. as her tongue explores my mouth, she slides her fingers to my vagina lips, teasing me.

i sit up slightly, one of my hands holding myself up.

her fingers roam around a little more, making me desperate. "please billie." i beg, into the kiss.

she smirks into the kiss, and shoves 3 fingers into my entrance, pumping them in and out slowly.

i throw my head back, and let out soft moans. she kisses the front of my neck, going faster and harder. the sensation was crazy, like nothing i've ever felt until billie was doing these things to me.

she takes her fingers out, and sticks them in her mouth, licking me off of her.

she goes into to start making out with me again, and she whispers into the kiss. "ride my face."

i look at her, biting my lip. i nod. she pushes herself down more, and pushes me up, my vagina now directly on top of her mouth.

she opens me up, and her warm tongue roams my clit. i gasp, and throw my head back once again. she made me feel so good.

i move my hips up and down as she explores my vagina, my moans getting louder and more intense.

"f-fuck." i moan, my hips moving faster from the intense sensation.

as the sensation rises, my whole body is arching and my moans are continuous.

the flicks of her tongue begin to soften, and it makes my whole body lift, i start to begin to climax.

"i love you." i let out, as i moan.

billie seemed to love that, and begins to go faster, her hands scratching down my back.

the feeling was immaculate, my soft moans were louder then before, and my hips were going faster and faster.

as i finish, my hips give out and my clit was throbbing. she places a small kiss on my lips, and pulls me down, straddling her once again.

she looks at me, and smiles. "i love you too." she says, with a wink. i cover my face, remembering what i said.

she moves my hands and looks at me. "i'm so glad i was the first person to touch you baby girl." she whispers.

i smile. "me too. i only want with you." i say.

we sit there for a moment, i look down at her tank top. her nipples were hard, her breast's were laying perfectly. she wasn't wearing a bra.

she watches me as i look at her breasts. i move my hand to the strap, slowly moving it down. i start doing the other one, billie watching my hands as they do it.

i move down slightly, and i look up at her. "can i?" i whisper. she nods.

i pull down her tank top down to her waist, revealing her breasts. they were so pretty. her pale skin, her nipples were a soft pink. they didn't sag or anything.

i look back up to her, she is just staring at me. i look back down to them, and run my fingers over her nipples.

"i want to.." i trail off. i've never fucked a girl before, i was actually nervous. but i wanted to make billie feel like she made me feel. i wanted to try with her.

her eyes widen, and raises an eyebrow. "you sure?" she says.

i nod. and she smiles. "go ahead baby." she whispers.

i place a kiss on her collar bone, then i start kissing all of her chest. when i reach her breast, i start sucking on her nipples, doing figure eights with my tongues.

i feel her breathing get heavier, and she starts gasping slightly.

i start kissing down her stomach, then getting to her belly button, i pull down the tank top and basketball shorts and moving them to the ground.

i move down more, and i look up at her. she was biting her lip, watching me. i look back down and gently open her legs.

i begin to kiss all over her thighs, and i open up her lips. her whole vagina was dripping, literally. it excited me. i never did this, so i was just gonna do what billie did to me.

without thinking, i stick my tongue in it, and begin swirling around on her clit. her juices tasted like strawberries, it was good.

her body was jerking and i heard small moans coming from her, it sounded so pretty. i begin to do figure eights with my tongue on her clit, licking up all of her juices.

"just like that baby." she lets out with her moan. her talking to me while she moaned made my whole body excited.

i started flicking my tongue around faster, and billies moans started getting louder. my tongue explores around her clit, and i put it in lower, into her hole.

her whole body jerks up, and she lets out a loud moan as i swirl my tongue around.

i go back up to her clit, swirling my tongue around it, flicking up and down.

after a few moments, her back goes up and she lets out a loud moan, gripping my hair gently.

i continue to flick my tongue around, and a few moments later her body limps down. i sit up and i look at her, her face was sweaty. she had a piece of her hair stuck to it.

smut ended

i smile at her, and i lean up and move the hair. she looks at me, and smirks.

"i would've never guessed that was your first time." she says.

i bite my lip and look down, smiling. "it was good?"

she nods, with that smirk still on her face. "hell yeah baby." she stands up, pulling me up with her. "shower with me." she says, smacking my ass then pulling me up the stairs.

  •

after we showered, we got dressed and started watching tv.

she was watching selena with me, i finally forced her into it. and so far she loved it. we continued to watch the movie when she got a text.

she looks down at it and immediately her face goes cold.

she throws her phone to the side, and leans back, covering her face with her hands. she groans.

i look over. "what's wrong?" i whisper. i know billie wouldn't ever hurt me, but when she gets frustrated, she can be mean. so i was nervous.

she sits up, and puts her hand through her hair. "plays are slow, and jayvin doesn't have enough for rent here." she says.

i look around, and then back at her. i had an idea but i don't think she would let me, but it was worth a shot.

"maybe i could get a job." i whisper, looking down. i've never worked before, because of my anxiety. i still have it pretty bad, but we needed money to stay here.

she shakes her head. "no ava. you can't be seen." she says.

i sit up. "no billie. let me. there's literally a dunkin' donuts right next to the complex i could walk there. no one would see me, it's all drive thru, and i could work with the food or something. it's better then nothing until things get better and you can get money." i plead. i just wanted to help her, and to be honest i needed a job. i would probably lose my mind sitting here everyday.

she stands up, and starts pacing. "fuck dude. fine." she says.

i look at her shocked. i expected a hard NO. but looking at her right now, she's desperate.

i nod, and i walkover to her. "i'll fill out the application. please just relax. it will be fine. i promise." i say, holding her face.

she sits there for a moment, then kisses my forehead. "okay." she whispers.

i felt relief. she didn't have an outburst. something she would usually flip out about, she didn't. her whole persona around me has changed. i didn't feel scared as much as i used too.

she was really changing.

    •

we finished eating a huge dinner from mcdonald's that we doordashed, and i just finished my mcflurry.

i look down at myself, and i feel huge. my sweatpants barely fit. i've ate so much in the last week, i feel like i've gained like 15 pounds. i'm usually a zero in everything.

i sigh. "billie im getting fat." i pout. she rolls her eyes as she eats her ice cream.

"no your not baby. you're probably just getting your period. just bloated." she says, poking my belly.

i playfully push her hand away, and roll my eyes. "well it needs to come and end because i'm still hungry after all that." i say.

she laughs. "it will." she says, throwing all of her food away. "let's go finish selena. i kinda fuck with it." she says.

i raise my eyebrow. "i told youuuuu!" i said, laughing.

she picks me up and throws me over her shoulder and run towards the couch, throwing us both on it. i turn the tv back on, and we continue watching it.

i look at her in the corner of my eye as i lay on her shoulder, she was so into the tv. i just felt so happy. i know we were hiding from someone who was trying to kill me, but every moment with her i cherished. she's no good for me, but i didn't care at all. i loved every part of her.