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chapter thirty six | no one's point of view.

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eileenparker went to vegas with these losers. sorry! i meant my sisters. new vlog link is in my bio!!!

jamescharles  i love u

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userone it's a sad day. we all saw ur story.

usertwo so u and aaron are friends??? was this for clout wtf

userthree VINNIE AND EILEEN SHIT YUP YUP YUP YUP

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userfive wtf why
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userfour @userfive her story
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userfive how fucking old are u? like seriously

11:42 PM.

vinnie sits in the drivers seat of his car, his heart practically beating out of his chest. he finally just shakes his head and takes his phone out, going to the phone app and pressing on eileen's contact.

"hello?" he hears. his stomach drops. he's quiet for a moment, trying to settle his nerves. "um, i'm outside. you never told me what floor or anything it was on," he starts. eileen laughs. "shit. i'm an idiot. i'll come down, wait a min."

she quickly hangs up, and vinnie turns off the car and just sits for a moment. he had ended his stream at about 7:15, and he had gotten sleep until about 15 minutes ago— before he left to come to her apartment. when he woke, he asked for her address, and he just came.

he was extremely nervous, which confused him. he had hung out with eileen since her trip to europe, but this time he felt like it was gonna be different. and he couldn't pinpoint why.

he's just staring at his steering wheel, until he hears a tap on the window beside him. he jumps, and looks over and sees eileen. he lets out a sigh of relief, and he hears her laugh. he grabs his keys and his phone before opening up the door, as she steps back.

"jesus, you scared the shit out of me," he complains. she just giggles and stands in front of him for a moment. the two teens take the time to look over each other's appearance.

vinnie was wearing simple white tennis shoes, black nike sweatpants, a white t shirt with a nude champion hoodie over it. he had on a backwards black hat on his head, and his curls were peaking out from underneath it.

eileen was wearing jordan 1 retro high obsidians, light washed baggy jeans, a simple white cropped tank top and a navy blue beanie.

"what ya been up to?" she asks, as she starts to lead the way up to the apartment building. he follows behind her, not even hiding the fact that he was checking her out as she led him.

"well i've been streaming all day, so really nothing. what about you?" he asks. they're waiting for the elevator, so she turns and looks at him. she shrugs her shoulders, and he doesn't stop the grin from coming to his face.

"everyone's been over since like eight. dylan says his roommate at ucla is throwing a party, so we might stop by," she mentions. vinnie nods. eileen furrows her eyebrows, and she's about to speak until the elevator dings.

they both make their way in, and when the doors shut, she presses the sixth button. "if that's okay with you?" he frantically shakes his head. "i'm down for whatever, really."

it's silent for a moment and he just looks at the doors, as she stands.

"hey vin?" she starts. his heart jumps at the nickname, and when he looks over at her, he starts laughing.

she's stood there making an upside down circle sign with her fingers under her waist, and she grins when he looks at it.

"got your ass," she manages to make out through her laughter. when the doors open up on her floor, he just shakes his head before looking back at her. "you're so weird."

she just shrugs and she leads him to a door, and she just opens it. as they walk in, they're met with troy, sam, dylan and tristan taking shots in the kitchen. then halle is on the ground, just on tik tok. then jessie and aaron are playing games on eileen's playstation.

"hey!" dylan greets when vinnie and eileen walk in. she shuts the door behind him, and they first go into the kitchen.

"what up," tristan says, shaking his head from the taste of the strong tequila shot he just took.

"eileen," halle says. eileen looks towards her friend, who's motioning her to come over. she leaves the boys in the kitchen, and they're just talking.

"what?" she asks, once she's in front of halle. her best friend motions her to come closer, and she does.

"i know you wanna fuck him," she whispers in eileen's ear. she moves back with a gasp and she laughs.

"you're so drunk, you dunno what you're talking about man," eileen laughs. halle just shrugs before taking a sip of her drink from the red solo cup.

"hey i don't blame you. it's kinda unbelievable you guys are friends. i remember it feels like just yesterday you showed me his tik tok."

"you're literally murdering my ass, you could go a little bit easy on me!" jessie giggles, and aaron just shakes his head as they play mario kart on the tv. "i think you just suck." aaron responds back, his gaze trained on the game.

eileen shakes her head, and looks away, to sit beside halle on the floor.

jessie and aaron had been by each other's side all night, and it didn't make eileen sad. not like she thought it might have.

she couldn't really focus on aaron when vinnie was in the same room as her. as she looked up at him laughing with her friends, and sipping on some drink in a red solo cup, it's like no one else mattered.

"yes! that's what i'm fucking talking about!"

they had been at this random, small ucla dorm party for about fifteen minutes now, and eileen couldn't wait to leave.

dylan and tristan were already cross faded, so jessie drove them. they had all taken two cars. halle, sam, tristan, dylan and jessie in one. in the other, eileen, vinnie, troy and aaron.

troy and vinnie had only had one drink, so they weren't bad at all. jessie and aaron spent the night playing video games, so they hadn't drank any. and eileen also hadn't taken or drank anything.

sam, dylan and tristan were all playing beer pong in the corner of the living room. troy and aaron were on the balcony smoking. eileen, jessie and halle were in the kitchen chatting up two random girls.

the dorm was small, because it was sort of like a suite type of dorm. it was off campus, and it had four bedrooms, one bathroom, and a small kitchen and living room.

"no, but like you're gorgeous. and if you're here with vinnie, bitch what are you doing with us? if that was me, i'd go into todd's room and fuck the absolute shit out of him," the black headed girl exclaimed.

eileen's mouth opens up in shock, and she just shakes her head while laughing. the girls they had met, tara and jane, were absolutely drunk. when they had saw eileen, they called her over and just started ranting about how jealous they were of her.

"i just, i don't think he likes me like that, you know? everything between us is so complicated, i-i dunno," eileen responds. jessie and halle had left, so it was just the three girls in the kitchen.

jane shakes her head, leaning up and giving eileen a hug. eileen just laughs, and waits for her to move before she leans back and gives her a serious look.

"look bitch, you've been over here for like an hour?" eileen tilted her head, because they had only been here for not even thirty minutes. nonetheless, she listened to the drunk girl with an amused look on her face.

"and you've been talking to us, and he hasn't even taken his eyes off of you."

eileen bites her lip, and slowly looks out of the kitchen, and her gaze peers through the living room. she sees vinnie, troy and aaron sitting on a couch now. troy and aaron are laughing, as aaron shows them something off his phone.

vinnie's eyes crinkle when he laughs, and after he laughs, his eyes immediately gravitate towards eileen.

his eyes widen slightly when they make eye contact, and eileen's cheeks heat up.

when they looked at each other, it truly felt like everything else faded away. it's like they were the only people in the room.

he just simply smirks at her, before turning back to his friends, laughing.

"holy shit. bitch?!? go suck his dick or i will," tara whisper- shouts after watching the interaction between the two. eileen is about to respond before a loud voice yells from the living room.

"i know this is some middle school shit, but i wanna play seven minutes in heaven!"

some people shrug them off, either going back to the beer pong game or just listening to the music playing from the speaker.

"oh yes! let's go. we have to make sure vinnie plays," jane shouts, taking tara and eileen's hands, leading them into the living room.

four minutes later, a small circle formed on the ground in the living room. it was todd (the guy who insisted they played— also dylan's roommate ), tara, jane, eileen, troy, vinnie, and some other random people eileen didn't know.

she sat criss cross apple sauce on the floor, and her gaze didn't leave from vinnie. he was sitting right across from her, just talking to a random guy.

lord, he was gorgeous. his cheeks were red, and he kept mindlessly biting his lips. it felt unbearable. to just watch him, as he was doing little things. eileen knows he didn't realize how much of an impact his presence had on her.

"okay, let's start. who wants the spin the bottle?" todd asks.

jane gasps, while tara shouts. "eileen! you spin it!"

eileen furrows her eyebrows, and when her gaze moved around the circle, she just shrugs. troy is laughing with todd at something random, tara and jane are looking at her with smirks. vinnie just looks back at her with a small grin on his face.

she clears her throat and leans up to spin the glass coke bottle.

it spins for a moment, and eileen doesn't leave the gaze of it.

she desperately wished it would land on vinnie. she just wanted to talk to him, and the thought of being alone with him for seven minutes made butterflies erupt in her stomach.

eventually it stopped spinning, and when she looks up at who it's pointed towards, her heart drops.

she looks up and sees vinnie looking at her with a small smirk.

tara gasps. "damn! oh shit. you gotta go. the bottle spoke,"she says in a surprised tone. jane just giggles and watches eileen with a smirk.

they hold eye contact for a moment, before vinnie slowly stands up, striding over to eileen.

she looks up at him with a nervous stare, and she gulps when she makes eye contact with him.

he leans his hand out for her to grab, and she shakily brings her hand in his, standing up.

"shall we?" he says in a joking tone, and all of eileen's nervousness goes away.

she just laughs and nods, as he leads her into the hallway of bedrooms. everyone has long forgotten them, going back to their own situations.

he leads her into some random room, and it's some guys room. he shuts the door, causing the music outside to he muffled.

eileen just moves to sit on the bed, and vinnie moves to sits beside her. they just sit on the edge of the bed, looking everywhere around the room but each other.

vinnie's heart was practically beating out his chest. it was unbearable to be near her, and not to just be consumed in her. he wanted to just be near her. being beside her wasn't enough.

"so, uh did you and aaron talk today?" he finally gains the courage to ask. he hopes it doesn't sound as desperate as he feared it did.

eileen just nods. "yeah. decided it was better to just be friends. besides, i think he has a crush on jessie."

his eyes widen for a moment until he finally just nods. "yeah. they seem good together though."

eileen just nods and sends him a small smile, before looking down at her lap.

vinnie bites his lip and looks at her as she stares at her lap.

the tension in the room is thick, and they both wonder if the other can feel it.

before he could even realize it, he slowly leans forward and brings his finger to her chin, and he tilts her head up.

eileen looks up at him with admiration in her eyes, and his finger stills on her chin.

their eyes are locked on each other's, and eileen can feel his breath slightly fanning on her face.

"can i kiss you?" he quietly asks. her heart drops and she can feel adrenaline rushing in.

"you gonna leave after or what?" she jokes, and it eases the tension in the room. he slowly bites his lip with a small grin before shaking his head.

"never again," he whispers. eileen nervously gulps, and slowly nods her head. vinnie just shakes his head, slightly leaning in closer.

"i want to hear you say it," he urges. eileen's stomach drops and she feels nervous all over again. it just hit her that this was literally vinnie hacker. here he was, asking her to kiss him.

"yes," she whispers.

he leans in, and connects their lips. they feel the warmth, and this time vinnie doesn't panic.

he lets it happen, he lets the feeling of eileen consume him all at once.

the two teenagers sit in the bedroom for seven minutes, and it's like all their problems faded away.

the past— the hurt. everything. it's like they were starting over, and it was addiction. eileen already felt immensely attached to him. vinnie was already letting her consume him in the best way possible.

dude this is i think my longest chapter!

anyways, how has your day been? mine has been decent.  i woke up late, but went to the gym and i literally watched a whole crime series today. i also have the worst migraine, but it's alright. i hope u guys enjoy this chapter. let me know how ur feeling with this book, i love to hear feedback. even if it's negative. i love u all so so so much.

also, this book hit 40k reads!! dude how?!? u guys are insane, and i can't thank you enough for all of the attention you give it. thank u for everything. i love u all <3