contains
degrading
praising
blood kink
begging
oral sex
choking kink
mature language
mature themes
teasing
mentions of masturbation
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"Eren."

"What? It's true. I mean he did get to fuck you before I did."

"So? I didn't say it was good. You're assuming."

"So it wasn't good?"

"No, it wasn't that good."

"Damn. I bet he didn't even make you cum, huh?"

"Stop."

"Stop what? What did I do?"

"You know what you're doing Eren."

"No I don't, enlighten me."

Eren knew exactly what he was doing. He was getting me turned on. I didn't want our first time having sex being because he was jealous. I wanted it to be rememberable. I mean it didn't matter either was I'd most definitely remember it.

"I'm not saying it."

"Awww but why? Just admit I'm making you turned on, and we can leave the conversation at that."

"I highly doubt you would 'leave the conversation at that'."

"You're probably right."

"See, exactly."

"But am I, though?"

"Are you what?"

"Turning you on."

"No."

"You know you're a really bad liar."

We had stayed in silence for a while before Eren began to speak again.

"Do you not want to or something?"

"No, it's not that. I just don't want our first time having sex to be because you're jealous."

"Who said I was jealous?"

"Eren, you don't have to say anything I can just tell."

"Why do you always use my words against me?"

"Force of habit, I guess."

"Love?"

"Yeah?"

"Were you lying when you said you weren't turned on?"

"Honestly?"

"Yeah."

"Yeah, I was."

"So you did wanna fuck?"

"Not right now Eren. I don't think this is a good time. I mean this isn't how I want it to go."

"How would you want it to go?"

"For you to be gentle and not jealous."

"I can do both."

"No, you can't."

"What else?"

"I don't know, but right now isn't the right time. Okay?"

"God, I want you so fucking bad."

"I'm sorry. I promise, though, whenever it's the right time we'll have sex okay?"

"Okay."

He sounded a little disappointed, which was understandable. I did want to have sex with Eren. I wanted to more than anything in the world. Having sex right now, while he's a little pissed off and jealous wasn't ideal, though.

"I'm gonna go take a shower, you stay here 'kay?"

"Yeah, got it."

Eren walked into the bathroom and took his shower. He was taking longer than usual, though.

Probably getting himself off or something.

The idea originally didn't seem all that great to me. But the more I thought about him in the shower the more it turned me on.

His head being thrown back as he got himself off.

Having such ideas about him was all too much for me. At this point I needed him. My panties were practically soaked, my nipples hardening through my bra. I bit my lip deciding what to do. I whined in response, still thinking about him in the shower. As much as I needed him now, I just decided for him to get out of the shower. I didn't want to have shower sex. I just wanted him.

I quietly waited for him, after about 10 minutes I heard the water shut off.

Finally

Eren got dried off and walked outside into his room. I laid on his bad just looking up at the ceiling. I didn't want to look at him right now. I feared that if I did look at him right now, that it'd be obvious how painfully turned on I was.

Eren noticed the silence and called out to me.

"The hell are you so quite for?"

"N-nothing."

Shit

"Did you just stutter? Okay now I'm even more interested as to what the hell's going on."

Eren took a spot next to me on the bed. He was only in his boxers.

"So?"

"Hm?"

"The hell are you acting so weird for?"

I inhaled as much as I could before talking.

"There's nothing wrong."

"Yeah there is, you're acting different. Talk to me."

Do I just tell him now? I mean is he really going to care?

Just tell him y/n.

"Eren?"

"Yeah?"

"Can you- please just touch me."

"Not exactly the response I was expecting."

"Please, I want you. I want you so fucking bad."

"Oh yeah? Since when? Just a couple of minutes ago you were bitching at me about not wanting to have sex. You literally made me get off in the shower. And now you're horny?"

I stayed silent.

"God, you're so fucking desperate. Sit between my legs, facing away with your back on my chest."

I did as he said almost immediately.

"God you really are such a needy slut for me huh?"

"Shut up."

He got up close to my ear where his breath tickled my neck.

"Tell me how bad you want it."

"I want you so bad. I'm all wet for you, only you. Please, Eren. I want to be fucked so bad, only by you."

"You really are a slut you know that? My slut."

"Only yours."

Eren proceeded to slowly trace his hands down my sides. I flinched.

"How sensitive are you? Flinching all because I touched your sides. Y/n, you're a very needy girl right?"

"Mhm."

"I think you have too much on your plate to handle, love."

I whined out of response.

"Sad. I don't think any guy can ever get you as riled up as I have you right now

"Eren, please. Please touch me, like you said I'm a needy girl."

"Yeah, but you haven't exactly been a good girl. Remember, you made me jerk myself off in the shower, all by myself."

"Please, I'll do anything."

"Anything?"

"Mhm, as long as you finger fuck me."

"Really are a needy slut. But if you'll do anything I might consider."

"Put on a show for me, love."

God, he didn't know the things that name did to me. It went straight down to my clit, begging to be touched.

I slowly stood out of the bed, before standing in front of him.

I started by slowly removing my shirt.

"I asked for a show, love. Not a damn pg-13 film."

I undid my bra allowing it to slowly come off. I had started sliding off my pants before Eren stopped me.

"Play with yourself first. Nipples baby, they're hard."

I inched my hands up to my nipples, slowly rubbing them at first. I became more needy, and starting rubbing them between my index and middle finger. I increase the speed making me whine and whimper every now and then.

After getting used to my index and middle finger, I started my pinching them. This made me bite my lip, trying to suppress my moans.

"Stop biting your lip. I wanna hear those moans."

"Can I take my pants off now?"

"Yeah, sure go ahead love."

I pushed my pants low, before kicking them off completely. I was left in black soaked lace underwear. I started to slowly circle my aching clit.

"Fuck baby you don't know what you're doing to me. Come here."

I made my way over to Eren. He grabbed my jaw, forcing his lips onto mine. This kiss was needy, filled with lust. Our lips moved in synch for a while before he moved to my jaw. He started moving lower, trying to find my sweet spot. When he eventually found it, I let out a moan.

"Eren- right there."

He continued abusing that spot, before doing the same to the rest of my neck. I knew I was covered in bruises, but I didn't care, I just want him in me.

"Eren."

"Yeah?"

"I want you. I want you in me."

"Lay down."

I did as he said.

"Now these, they're coming off."

He slid my panties down, before taking them off completely.

He positioned himself in front of my cunt. He slowly made his way from my ankles to my thighs. My breath hitched when he kissed the inside of my thigh. He noticed this. He continued to abuse the inside of my thighs. As he got closer, his breath fanned over my cunt. I whined.

"Here?" He kissed my outer lip.

"Or here?" He kissed my clit. My legs clamped as he kissed my clit.

"Guess it's here." He slowly began licking and suck on my clit.

I threw my head back in pure ecstasy. God, his tongue. He was so fucking good.

"Fuck- Eren. Keep doing that, please." I gripped his hair which earned me a groan from Eren.

Eren sucked on my clit before slowly pulling back to spit on it. His spit ran from my slit to my opening. He slowly took two fingers, teasing my hole.

I started touching my nipples. I knew Eren wasn't going to give me a release anytime soon. He was going to continue to tease me the entire night.

"Look at me while I eat you out."

I looked at him, whining in the process. Him maintaining eye contact the entire time wasn't helping. He slowly resumed back to teasing my hole. He harshly sucked on my clit, before entering me with his fingers.

"Mm, Eren. Fuck-."

Eren came up continuing to thrust his fingers in and out, his thumb slowly moving on my clit. He gave me a short kiss before latching himself onto my nipple. He twirled my nipple around with his tongue. I whined and moaned. As he continued to suck on my nipples, his fingers curled and he increased his pace. I felt the same familiar feeling building up in the bottom of my stomach.

"Eren. Baby, I'm gonna cum. Keep doing that."

I could feel Eren grin against my breast. He bit harshly down on my nipple, making me yelp. He took the opportunity to come up to my face.

"You should see yourself right now. All used and slutty, for me."

"Yeah, just for you."

He increased the pace of his fingers, before coming even closer to my face

"You're only mine, no one else's."

I lifted my head to where my mouth was by his ear.

"Show me how I'm yours then."

He started thrusting his fingers faster, increasing the pace of his thumb in my clit. The coil in my stomach was building up faster.

"These tits, they're mine." He said while grabbing my breast.

"These lips, they're mine." he caressed his thumb on my lip.

He put his thumb in my mouth, which I sucked on. I bucked my hips in the air, trying to get myself closer to cumming.

He took his thumb out of my mouth, a string of saliva connecting the two. He came up and kissed me. This time it was different, this was actually filled with passion. I wanted more. I harshly bit down on his bottom lip, drawing blood. He pulled back.

"What the fuck y/n."

"Just s- shut up and kiss me again."

"There's blood on my lip, though."

"That's the whole point."

He was hesitant at first, but he eventually came and kissed my again. I ran my tongue over his bottom lip, licking the blood off.

"I'll never understand you."

"Good. Now fuck me faster Eren."

He increased the pace of his fingers, the coil in my stomach was building up more intensely this time. I was going to cum soon

"Eren."

"Yeah? What is it baby?"

"I'm g-gonna cum." It was hard for me to form words.

He whispered into my ear again.

"Then cum."

He wrapped his hands around my throat, slightly choking me. He increased his thrust to a fast pace, it was one I didn't even think was possible. I was sure my cunt was like a waterfall at this point due to how fast he was going. My mouth hung agape. I could feel the coil in my stomach explode.

"Eren baby, I'm cumming."

I came with a loud moan, almost as if I had just screamed. My heels dug into the bed sheets. My legs started to shake. I was squirming everywhere.

Who could've known that Eren could do so much with just his fingers and mouth.

As I continued cumming Eren kissed me, swallowing my moans. As I came down from my high, he slowly rubbed my clit trying to bring me down from my high. My legs still kicked due to being so sensitive.

"You did so good, love. Such a good fucking girl."

He pulled his fingers out. I could feel my cum dripping onto the mattress. He was definitely going to have to clean the sheets after this.
I slightly laughed, giggling.

"What are you laughing about? Huh?"

"My cum's all over your sheets so you're going to have to wash them."

"Shit. You're right."

"Here."

He stuck the two fingers that were just in me, in front of my face.

"What? You want me to lick my cum off your fingers?"

"Mhm, now open."

I opened my mouth to his fingers, slowly licking my cum off. It didn't necessarily taste bad. Women's cum never tasted terrible, but it also wasn't a great taste. I continued licking his fingers off until my cum was off of them. Saliva started running down the sides on my mouth. He pulled his fingers out of my mouth, a string of saliva connecting the two. He came back up and kissed me, this one was passionate again.

I could kiss this man forever.

He pulled back, leaning his forehead on mine.

"You did so fucking good baby. So good. You're such a good fucking girl. You know that?"

"Your good girl."

"Yup, only mine. No one else's."

"Let me ask you something."

"Yeah?"

"Can any person you've ever been with make you cum like that with just their fingers and mouth?"

"No. Only you."

I gave him another kiss before he got up. Eren went into the bathroom and got a rag, cleaning me up. He motioned for me to move, so he could remove the bed sheets.

"Eren, where the hell are we going to sleep?"

"On the floor I guess, since you wanted to cum everywhere."

"Hey! That's not my fault. You're just that good."

"Yeah, or so I've been told."

"How are we going to sleep on the floor idiot?"

"I have blankets. You wanna get dressed while I go get the stuff?"

"No, I'd rather sleep naked."

Eren walked out of the room, returning with two pillows and a huge blanket.

"Alright you. Come here, and not that kind of come."

"You're never going to stop teasing me about this, are you?"

"Nope."

"Oh just you wait. One day I'm going to give you head, and you're gonna end up exploding all over my face, probably in my eye too. Then who'd be teasing who?"

"I think I'd still be the one teasing you, especially with cum in your eye."

"Shut up. It'd mean that you can't control your load."

"Since when could any guy ever control how much is in his load?"

"Fair point. I'm tired, can we go to sleep now?"

"Yeah, I'll set the stuff up."

After Eren set up our stuff I joined him. He spooned me, me being the little spoon. He wrapped his arms around my waist, burying his face in my neck.

"You know I love you, y/n."

"I love you too, Eren."

He planted a kiss of the side of my temple.

"Goodnight, love."

"Goodnight, baby."
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A/N:
This is my first time ever writing smut so if it's not good I'm srry. The picture for this chapter has me going crazy, I was literally screaming. Also I was kind of high while writing this so if there mistakes I'm sorry. Also 3 more chapters to go :(