Contains
fluff
mentions of mental illness
sexual humor
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-Time skip 4 months-

As the months passed Eren and I grew stronger. We still didn't have a label on it. We weren't technically dating, but we also were passed the stage of talking. We also had never kissed, which was weird. Like I said, unlabeled. I had meant to ask Eren about it for a while now, I was just scared. The only thing I knew was that we were exclusive, no seeing other people. Eren was possessive of me, and I was possessive of him, so being exclusive was the best option.

Eren and I never really took it too much further other than just spooning each other. I didn't want to sound needy, or anything, but the innocent play was kind of working me up. With as much as Eren talks, he has very little to show for it. Physically and romantically he never showed for it. I wanted to put a label on us. I just didn't want to pressure him or anything.

I mean it had been 4 months since we admitted how we felt towards each other, and still nothing. I was growing frustrated, but I cared more about Eren's comfortableness more than my own emotions and needs.

I was just sitting on my bed thinking. I had also forgot to mention that Jean and I did end up becoming friends again. As much as he hated Eren, he did approve of the idea of me and him seeing each other. I didn't really need Jean's approval, but it was just there I guess. Jean also ended up getting a girl friend, who was actually really pretty. She and I got along, which was good. He seemed like he genuinely moved on from me and started to love someone else.

I thought back to everything, everything that happened this year. I thought about everything between Eren and me, Jean, my mental health, and my relationships with everyone.

The more days I spent with Eren, the more closer I got to becoming happy. It wasn't like I wasn't actually happy, I just didn't want to experience little snippets of happiness anymore. I wanted to be happy for a long period of time, without my depression ruining everything. I knew I was going to live with it for as long as I lived, but I tried to make the most of it.

Eren was there whenever I needed him, whether it was me crying, or just needing someone. Eren was the boy who I loved, and I never regretted that for a second. I just never expected the idiot to like me too. I mean really, who the hell would've known that he liked me since 7th grade? Not me, because I certainly didn't.

I was pulled out of my thoughts by a text. A text from Eren.

My idiot
I'm picking you up

Me
Oh yeah? Says who?

My idiot
Says me

Me
Okay. Where are we going?

My idiot
That's a surprise
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I left him on read, trying to figure out where the hell he was going to take me. I was yet again pulled out of my thoughts by a text, signifying that he had arrived. I got out of my bed and headed downstairs. I told my parents that I was going out and headed out the door. I got in Eren's car and greeted him.

"Ready to go?"

"Ready as I'll ever be."

Eren started to drive, playing some music while doing so.

"So, where are we going?"

"Like I said love, it's a surprise."

"But I don't like surprises you know that."

"You're gonna like this one, though."

"Oh yeah? How are you so sure?"

"Because I just am."

"How far away is it?"

"About an hour."

"An hour?! Eren are you crazy?"

"What? Don't trust me to drive or something now?"

"No, no, I just- that's really far."

"Not really. You always talk about how you like to view nature right? So if you like it so much why don't you ever go out and travel?"

"I don't have the money, that's why."

"We could go on a trip, just you and me. I think it'd be cool."

"What? Go to Miami, so you can look at big booty bitches?"

"I wouldn't be conplai-" I interrupted him.

"Don't you even think about finishing that sentence."

"But you asked, I was just being honest."

"Oh yeah? Well, if I'm being honest, I would be looking too."

"Exactly! You're a hypocrite y/n."

"Am not."

"Are too."

"Am not."

"Are too. You just scolded me for saying I'd wanna see a big booty girl yet you'd also want to as well."

"Who wouldn't?"

"True that. Anyway, the place is about 40 minutes away now. Take a nap on the way. You look tired."

"This is how I naturally look Eren."

"You're lying."

"Am not."

"Are too."

"Am not."

"How come I've never seen you like that then?"

"Because your love blinded all my imperfections, that's why."

"Knowing you, that's probably backed up by a scientific article or some shit. I'm surprised you chose me instead of Armin. He seems more your type."

"What exactly is my type huh?"

"Uh I don't know. I just said that because you both like learning new things, I guess."

"Well I wouldn't want a guy who's like the male version of me."

"But I am the male version of you."

"No you're not. I'm hotter than you, therefore you can't be the male version of me."

"I'm not going to argue with you on that part. I am pretty hot though, right?"

"Yeah I guess, nothing compared to me, though."

"Yeah yeah, I'm just fueling your ego."

"You sure are."

The drive continued with the occasional way too inappropriate jokes from Eren, and my need to go piss constantly.

We ended up arriving at a hill.

"You're not going to throw me off are you?"

"I don't know. Keep saying that my dick is small then I just might."

"Well sorry, I've never seen it so I don't know."

"I mean you could see it though, you just choose not to."

"Not true. You had multiple occasions where you could've shown me your dick. I wouldn't even have objected to it either."

"Don't recall any. Anyway c'mon, we're going up there."

He pointed up to a trail.

"Eren, it's literally eight at night. By the time we reach the top, it's going to be night."

"So?"

"What do you mean 'so?'. We'll literally be stuck up there."

"As long as your with me you'll be safe babe. I would never leave you by yourself stranded alone, promise."

"I have a feeling that the 'promise' you just made would easily be broken if you saw a raccoon up there."

"You got jokes huh?"

"Yup plenty of them."

"Okay. Well, we better get hiking, or we really are going to get lost."

We followed the trail, which honestly wasn't that far. Once we reached the top, there was a view. It was a beautiful view. I was able to see the stars. Everything looked so beautiful.

"Eren. You didn't have to do this."

"Anything for the girl I love."

"Thank you, really."

My eyes were filled with happiness, a smile on my face. Eren had never really seen me as happy as I was now.

"I'm happy you like it."

"That's a bit of an understatement."

"You really do like the view huh?"

"Yeah I do. Thanks again Eren, you didn't have to do all this."

"Like I said, I'll do anything for the girl I love."

I scooted in front of him, plopping myself down into his lap. His chin rested on top of my head, while my back rested on his chest.

"Eren?"

"Yeah?"

"What are we?"

"Whatever you want us to be."

"So would you be okay with us being together?"

"I thought we were already together."

"I mean yeah we kind of are, but we don't have a label. I want to out a label on us."

"You're free to do as you please."

"Would you be okay with being my boyfriend then?"

"As long as you're okay with being my girlfriend, then yeah."

"I want this moment to last forever."

"Why don't you just take a picture?"

"Oh yeah, why didn't I think of that?"

"Because you're slow."

"Wow, way to ruin the moment."

"My pleasure. You know I really do love you though, right?"

"Yeah. I love you too idiot."

"If you love me so much then you wouldn't mind kissing me, right?"
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A/N:
Like I said I'll only be posting 6 more chapters and 1 bonus. I really do hope you guys enjoyed my fanfic so far. Thank you guys so much !