I'm basically going insane without Sofia. I miss her laugh and the way her eyes locked with mine after every kiss.

I look in the fridge to see the watermelon sitting there half cut. I don't really eat watermelon but I know she used too when she didn't think about her weight.

I really hope she's eating. I literally don't care what it is I just want her to be okay.

I left it there staring at it for a moment remembering the time she basically praised me for having watermelon.

Cutie.

I let Azrael and Akio leave since I can't rely on them too much. Should I get a dog for her? No. I don't know how to look after one. When she comes back.

I want upstairs and sat on my side of the bed glancing to hers every other second. I miss her hands on my chest and her hair in my face when the windows were open.

Everything in the house reminded me of her.

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𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐈𝐀𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕:

I sat their fiddling with my fingers behind the chair looking for more clues of where I am. Roman will
come.

I know he will. But he needs clues first.

There were eyes on me everywhere too. It was kinda uncomfortable. Dolorez was sitting comfortable doing god knows what while girls were massaging him.

Alex was doing weird faces at me everytime he went round in a circle. Probably the faces he made when he hooked up with that girl. It didn't look very attractive.

We were basically like that in silence the whole time. I wasn't aloud to sleep bc I got punched if I did. Learnt that the hard way. I wanna cry.

"Can I eat?"

"No"

"Why."

"Because I said so."

"That's not a good reason though."

"The only thing your aloud to eat is my dick. Do you want it?"

"No."

"Shut up then." A punch was followed after his sentence after he clicked at the guy behind me.
They use me as their punching bags. I just wanna go to Roman.

"Where are we?" I ask suddenly

"Why would I tell you?"

"Considering I cant leave what am I going to do with the information?"

He sat there silently staring at the wall.

"Are we even in Chicago?"

"Take a guess."

"No."

"Correct. Indiana."

Indiana? The bitch is bored.

"What's the exact address."

"Why are you so concerned?" Alex butted in.

"It wasn't your question."

"Shut up." He spat at me.

"Anyways sir." I said turning back to him.

"Since you've got nothing to do I might as well tell you. We are in an abandoned park. It just had this shed in it so we were using it to kill people."

"Your gonna kill me?"

"If you ask another question I will." He said smirking.

I took a mental note of everything he said and was planning on giving it to Roman when I use the bathroom again.

"I need the bathroom."

"No you don't."

"I really do."

"You went in a few hours ago."

"A ladies gotta do what she's gotta do." I said doing jazz hands at him.

"No."

"Please?"

"Search her."

Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.

The guy behind me patted my body up and down and went past my thigh. He came back up and felt something on both sides.

"She's got something boss."

"Uncuff her." He said standing up running his fingers through his hair. Only Roman looks attractive doing that.

They were gonna find my gun anyways and probably shoot me with the weapon I was meant to shoot them with.

I care about the phone though.

"This is uncomfortable." I said grunting as he shook the chair around trying to get the key into the hole.

"Shut up."

"Okay." I said looking down.

"Stand up." He said throwing the chair out of the way.

I stood up not daring to look into his eyes.

He searched my pocket and took out the gun, phone, and extra change.

"I want my change. And I still need the toilet."

"You not getting shit back." He said speaking through his teeth.

"Fair enough." I said looking back down.

He stared at the gun the put it back into the selection of guns he already had. He looked at me then sat back down.

"Can I stay uncuffed?" I ask.

"No."

"Please?"

"No."

"You can lock all the doors. I swear I won't leave."

"Fine." He clicked at the guy he quickly started to walk quickly to lock all the doors.

I walked back and forth flicking the rubber band that was still on my hand from the day in the bus.

"Sofia."

"What." I said being stopped by a familiar set of hands.

"Stop moving."

"What do you-" he interrupted me by covering my mouth with his hand.

"Sir she really needs the toilet I'll make sure she doesn't get up to stupid stuff." He spoke dragging me away.

"What is with the change of attitude do you see what you have done to me?!" I said pointing at my face. Half of the bruises were his doing.

"Chill I'm sorry."

"Sorry my foot Alex."

He's definitely on drugs. Meth or heroin. Or cocaine actually.

"I know you me mad and you can stay mad I don't give a shit about you."

"I figured that out." I said muttering.

"My point is it's jot you that I want. It's Roman. He's fucking-"

"He's brainwashed you! He's crazy!" I said mimicking his next words.

"Exactly what I was going to say. Do you even know he's apart of the mafia."

"Mhm."

"It's not safe to be around him. He'll end up leaving you. He always has. Me and him used to be friends you know?"

"Yeah that's because I introduced you too."

"No. We lied to you. We met before hand but we were on bad terms."

"Oh?"

"Yeah."

"I still don't understand why I'm here."

"Your here because Dorlorez wants you." He stated obviously. Thanks for the news.

"For what?"

"Roman."

"Oh yeah."

"How long am I gonna be here."

"Until he gets inside of Romans mind. His whole plan is to brainwash him. More then he already is. By now he's probably gone haywire. Destroying stuff, screaming at Akio and Azrael."

"Shit."

"Your friend group."

"What about them."

"Romans apart of the mafia and your gone because you got involved."

"So what's the group gotta do with it?"

"They are gonna find out sooner or later. Or if you hurry up and get the news to Roman maybe they won't."

"Oh wow."

"Mhm."

"Do me a favour."

"I cant send him the message my phone-"

"IS SHE TAKING A SHIT? GET HER OUT OF THERE RIGHT NOW."

"Flush the toilet."

I ran inside and flushed the toilet. He then grabbed my hair and dragged me back to my seat unexpectedly. That hurt.

I don't really know how I'm gonna trust him? Actually I don't care. I just found out a ton of shit. And it sounds accurate too.

God I hope he's okay.