a/n give me some billie fic suggestions please <3

alysia's pov

"hey, huddy." i smiled as i opened the front door.

"hey, alysia." he smiled back, wrapping me into a hug.

he pulled away from the hug. "you mind if i get me a glass of water?"

i shook my head. "not at all." i walked into the kitchen and he followed, going over to the cabinets to grab a cup, then proceeded to fill it up with water.

"sometimes i think you just come over to eat my food." i joked as he grabbed a candy bar off of the counter.

"looks like i've been caught." he sighed. we both let out small laughs. "so what have you been up to?"

i shrugged. "nothing much. i've just been texting billie. her ep is coming out in a couple days." i grinned excitedly.

his smile faltered for a moment. "oh. that's cool."

i furrowed my brows. "why do you always get so weird when i bring billie up?"

he raised an eyebrow and chuckled. "what are you talking about?"

"your smile always drops, but only for, like, a few seconds. and your whole mood changes. what is that about?" i asked softly.

"i don't know what you're talking about." he shook his head.

"yes you do, hudson. you're my bestfriend. i thought we told each other everything?"

he kissed his teeth and shook his head once more. "that's the thing. right there. bestfriends." he brought a hand up to run through his hair. "i'm in fucking love with you, alysia! is that what you wanted to know?"

i shook my head slowly. "h-hudson... i'm gay. y-you can't like me."

"i know. trust me, i know." he said lowly.

he pushed himself off the counter that he had leaned against, and placed his glass down on it. "i'm gonna go, now." he mumbled.

i just stood there in shock, watching as he left the kitchen. i heard the front door slam shut and i flinched.

how does he like me? he knows that i'm gay (very gay at that.)

"hey, you okay?" i heard a voice call.

i looked up and saw brendan looking at me with concern. i shook my head and he frowned, walking over and embracing me in a tight, warm hug.

"what happened, sissy? i heard the door slam." he asked as he ran a hand up and down my back.

i rested my head against his chest. "it was hudson... h-he said he's in love with me." i mumbled quietly.

brendan rested his chin on top of my head. "but you're gay..."

"i know. that's what i don't get. i... i feel so bad."

"it's not your fault, alysia." i could hear him frown. "you're just really loveable."

i laughed a little. "that's not a word."

"yeah it is. i just said it."

i shook my head with a small smile. "i'ma go to sleep."

"it's only seven o'clock." he furrowed his eyebrows.

"i'm going to sleep." i repeated.

"well goodnight then." he pressed a kiss to my forehead. "love you."

"love you too." i smiled softly.