Nothing ever went my way.

It was advancing closer towards the end of this nightmare, where mum would arrive out from the shadows. She would give me the same frightened expression that she'd given me the last couple of weeks. Crawling into the moonlight, gasping as she observed me carefully, afraid of what her only daughter had become. A beast from the depths of hell.

The cold drops fall from my eyes down to my cheeks as I've watched her countless of times begging me to stop. It was soon the end but I couldn't wake up now otherwise I would be a wrack in front of Katsuki. If I were to wake up Katsuki would ask questions and my dark secret would be let out.

I was terrified of this place but I was even more afraid if anyone knew about this.

However, no matter how hard I tried to gain control to stay here the demon would never let me have the wheel. My body walked on its own, scared that I would hurt my mum but had done something unexpected.

Going down on my knees next to the dead body I had killed and turned the face to reveal the victim. One of the most important person to me, Katsuki Bakugo.

That was all I needed to see before I attempted to escape but this sadistic motherfucker wouldn't let me. Staying where we were as he smirked at my weak attempts to get away from this.

"I'll let you go for now. Spend as much time as you can with him"

That was the first time that creature had ever communicated to me, sitting up in bed as I started to break free from whatever was holding me down. It was none other than Katsuki holding onto my waist.

With me moving around it was no surprise that I had woken him up, he sat up rubbing his eyes. So adorable. My breathing was all over the place as I stared at my boyfriend with so much love, hoping he would always stay in my life.

Once he kinda woke up I embraced him tightly with my head on his shoulder, it took him a little bit to wrap his muscular arms around me holding me tightly as if protecting me for anything and everything. Right here, in his arms was my safe place, even if he didn't know he was comforting me as I wiped away the tears that strayed onto my redden cheeks.

Katsuki pulls away slightly to get a view of my face but I try to avoid his piercing eyes. That doesn't stop him from grabbing ahold of my chin tenderly urging me to look at him as he pecks my lips. "What's wrong" never could I imagine that his voice could go that soft.

"It was just a nightmare, sorry" glancing down again as he carries on holding my chin.

"What was it about?" fuck. Why did he have to ask? I need to think of something so I don't tell him. Maybe I can tell him some of it.

"It-it was just a dream where you had died by m-" couldn't even say the last bit as his held the normal glazes. "I'm not gonna fucking dead by someone else hands only by old age" he laughed as let go of my chin before smashing his hands together creating a miniature explosion.

"Let's go back to sleep" nodding my head as he fell unconscious next to me but I couldn't go back to sleep. I didn't wanna go back there, I know that demon is anticipating for my next arrival.

Katsuki didn't even listen to what I had to say, it wasn't by any ordinary person's hand that he died. It was by the girl he cherishes.

Sorry for the short chapter, I'm on holidays now so some chapter might be short.

Chapter 46 is already up on my Patreon :)