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The pair soon reached Y/N's apartment, after they had parked their cars Y/N lead Jungkook to her front door.

Just then she remembered her best friend was still there.

"Shoot." She muttered under her breath and pulled out her phone as it began to ring at the wrong time.

Jungkook just stood close by not saying a word, his nervousness still lingered and he didn't like it.

He was usually always confident, leading the conversation and so on but tonight it was like a glitch in the system for him.

On the other hand, Y/N sighed in relief as her best friend Jimin informed her that he left the apartment about an hour ago since he had company.

Indirectly telling her, that he was not going to do his business in her room as promised. Y/N laughed and thanked him then told him to enjoy his night.

"Come in, I apologize if my place is a mess Jimin was here earlier." She shrugged off her blazer and set it aside with her clutch purse.

"Not at all, you have a very beautiful home it's cozy just perfect," Jungkook commented as he scanned her neat living room.

"Thanks, I spent my savings on this place and it's just enough for me." She smiled as watched him make himself at home.

Her hard work paid off as she was able to buy her first apartment, it was home for her.

"Y/N you never fail to amaze me." He spoke with a proud smile, she felt shy as he praised her.

But gathered herself to ask if he wanted any refreshments.

Grabbing two bottles of water Y/N joined Jungkook back into the living room.

"My mom has asked about you every single day, even though I know she's in contact with you." He chuckled nervously and took a sip of his water.

Y/N copied his action and hummed not knowing what to say. Everything was just weird and awkward, as they avoided the elephant in the room.

"Jungkook, can we just get to the point of this."

Y/N couldn't take it anymore, she just wanted to get over the beating around the bush.

Jungkook was a little startled but turned to face her completely, the only thought that was running through his mind was how much more beautiful she had gotten over time.

He admired her natural hair and appreciated that she didn't wear much makeup keeping it minimal so he could still recognize her natural beauty.

Although he never failed to notice how her breasts were slightly larger now, so were her thighs and ass. He loved it, however, he hated himself for thinking about her naked but he was a man with needs.

And he hadn't been active since that night, my matter how much he tried he couldn't find any other woman attractive.

But he lost a good one because of his foolishness and pride.

"Yes, I-I, I'm so very sorry for my words Y/N. I know my apology will do nothing to make it up to you for my stupidity. But please know that I never meant it."

Jungkook was surprised at himself, he never thought he could let those words out but he felt a huge burden lifted off his chest. He could breathe a little easier now.

"You're right about that, your apology won't heal those wounds that you've caused," Y/N spoke and saw him swallow thickly. "But I accept it because I can tell that you're sincere and judging by my observations since we've met, I know this isn't easy for you to do either."

Jungkook was surprised, no, being surprised would be an understatement. He was in awe at how understanding she was, but he knew she could also read him quite well she was indeed a smart woman.

"Thank you, but I also need you to know that you're more than just a submissive to me Y/N. You're so much more."

He took her hand into his, softly stroking her skin thankful that she even allowed him the skinship.

Oh, how he missed this, her smaller hand in his large callous ones. What he missed the most was her body against his, he wanted to be close to her again not just physically but emotionally too.

"You were much more than a dominant to me as well," Y/N admits softly as she stares into his deep brown eyes, she loved getting lost in their depths.

She couldn't help but glance down at his cherry lips, thinking back to how they felt against hers.

"Please baby, please I need you, I need another chance but this time to do it right. Can you give me a second chance to prove myself?" He asked as he took both her hands into his, she felt slightly pressured at this point.

"I can't give you an answer right now, please understand." Y/N squeezed his hand, her eyes started to build up with tears.

"Please don't cry, I can't see you crying it, I hate myself for ever doing that to you, to us. We could've been together in a proper relationship from the start."

Y/N shook her head with a sad smile and scooted closer to him hugging him.

Jungkook wrapped his muscular arms around her waist pulling her close until they could practically hear each other's heartbeat.

"Please, I can't lose you." He whispered into her hair and Y/N sniffled.

"You're not losing me Kook, but I know you still have unsolved issues. I don't know why you don't do relationships, I never got why you had the whole contract thing but you have the answers and you need to get over whatever is holding you back from having a normal relationship."

Jungkook felt himself shiver slightly in Y/N's embrace and he knew she was right, he had the keyword being 'had' issues.

But he was wise enough to seek the therapy he needed before coming to her and asking for another chance.

Pulling back to have her look at him he still kept her hands in his.

"I promise you that I've got the help I needed, I'm getting over my past issues, I just need you Y/N. You make me feel alive, and I haven't felt that in a while."

Y/N's heart softened as a tear slipped from his eyes, her hand came up to gently wipe it away.

Jungkook placed his palm on her wanting to keep her hand there, to feel her warmth and lean into her touch.

"Alright, I believe you. But I still need my space and time." She spoke, her heart had decided that he earned another chance and so she gave it to him.

Only time will tell if she had made the right choice.

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