Chapter 21

Cushane's pov

I force my needs aside and focus on pleasing Lamais, but the sex was so good I could not hold out too long and soon I gripped her waist and delved in and out of her as my urge to release burns like wildfire. Her moans were like music to my ears and I came hard up inside her groaning from the unexplainable pleasure. I caught her as she almost toppled over and we went to to bathroom to bathe.

I truly hadn't gotten enough of her and as my cock became rock hard again I could not help but to have her up on the bathroom wall. "Keep your legs wide for me baby, I love inside of you," I told her as she tries to ease away from my needy cock.

I put her down then lift one of her legs high up in the air, she moans nonstop as I wine thrust and jam into her until I came again. "I'm not letting you go no matter what, I love everything about you and I love your pussy," I tell her bluntly while we showered.

She was extremely quiet over dinner so I opted to ask her about her day and if she needed anything, like I knew the answer would be no. I love that she was such an independent woman, it made me want to marry her all the more knowing she will not be marrying me for financial benefits. We cuddled on the couch afterwards and I fell asleep, when I awake she was talking on the phone to someone in the kitchen and I got up and went upstairs to her bedroom.

"I'm not going home tonight I can't," I said when she came in and turn on the light.

With a sigh she switch it off and came on the bed sometime after, I cuddled her and we went to sleep. The next morning I got out of bed early and fix breakfast, we ate on her bed and kissed so much my lips remained pink for most of the day. I had to resist the urge to not go over or ask her to come over that evening and we spent the whole evening talking on the phone. I told her that I wish to get baptize and we both prayed before finally saying goodbye.

After attending church service the following Sunday, I fight the urge and leave as soon as we ate dinner. Shanty was like a mother hen and I did not want to be picked, I barely got a chips with her watching and laughing before I wish them both goodbye and left. We restrain ourselves from meeting up alone as she had a baptism coming up and I didn't want God to strike me for not being respectful.

As I was working on a file that evening after everyone else had gone home Nicole suddenly came into my office. "I thought you had gone home is something wrong?" I ask her.

"I wanted to talk to you privately," she said with a piteous look on her face.

Earlier that week it was said that a few of them were to get transferred to a different office but I had no control over that I thought sitting up. "Ok then," I told her.

She sat on the couch and begin to take off her underwear, I started at her then ask. "What are you doing?"

"Cushane, I know you must be wanting some sex and I'm burning, I can't go to just anyone," she said coming to stand in front of my desk.

A door slammed somewhere and she ducked behind my desk, I sighed with annoyance and then my office door was knocked. I said enter as I drew up my chair and pretended to be busy over the file as the chief director came in. Nicole hands was on my pants front and I squirmed inwardly, someone else walk by and the chief spoke to them before walking up to my desk.

"Hey man, you're working late?" He greeted saying.

I cleared my throat and say. "Yea, the file that you had ask to go over I'm almost done though."

"Oh great, it is supposed to be sent to the Kingston office. Are you the one going with the team?" He said then ask but I could hardly concentrate on what he was saying as my cock was pulled out of my pants and being sucked under my desk.

"Uh, I- I am not sure, I haven't been given any information about such as yet," I told him easing forward slightly as Nicole pulled on my dick.

Her mouth covered and sucked me hard making me feel like I want to come and- "I think you'll hear in tomorrow's meeting," he said walking slowly to the door.

"Okay," I said.

"A'right have a great evening," he said holding the door to close it.

"You too," I told him and moan as the door closes.

Nicole pushed out my chair and was on her knees sucking me sweetly, I was so aroused I could not even push her off. When she tries to sit on me I pushed her away, she opens her legs and damn her pussy looked good. She touch herself with her finger then taste herself while my heart pounded hard in my chest, I cannot believe this is happening. I persed my lips and close my eyes trying to get myself under control as Lamais cross my mine, I open them as Nicole walk over to me and bent down taking my cock into her mouth again.

"I don't have any condom," I said when she stood and took off her skirt showing me the beauty of her body.

"Just fuck mi," she said and I worriedly ease down my pants as she back it up and fucked her.

I barely manage to ease out and ask her immediately if she was on contraceptive, she replied yes but I still give her money to buy a pack a postinor 2 before she left. The next day when I was assigned to go with the team to Kingston I gladly went, I felt too guilty to face Lamais and I could hardly speak to her at night with others around. I prayed fervently asking God to forgive me and promise myself to practice better self control, I hoped to God this will go away because I did not want my love to read me and find out- I don't ever want to hurt her.

When I tell my parents of my wish to get baptize they wanted to come to witness it. I tell Lamais and when she said she missed me my heart felt like it was going to break, I tell her I miss her more and that she had no idea how hard it was to stay away. I almost cry after she said she understand and when I reach back and went to work the next Monday I heard Nicole is listed to be transferred I was so happy. She looked nice and I hopes she finds someone to love her because I am head over heel in love with Lamais and nothing was going to change that.

I went to bible study on Tuesday night and leave after we hugged in front of Shanty, I can see that Lamais is finding it hard to restrain herself and I make it easier for her by pecking both her cheeks and leaving. She is doing her best at controlling herself because I am going to baptize, while I've only been able to control myself out of guilt. I blocked Nicole's number when she calls me two nights after, her secret was safe with us I told myself as I deleted the text message she sent.

The date of a sent off party was announced and I avoided her like all the viruses that has ever been known to mankind. I excuse myself at the last minute for the sent off party and went to Lamais's house where we ate together then I play dominoes with Kemar, Bro. Kirkland and Msrah. I felt happy and free when I left afterwards, especially knowing that my parents will be arriving in the coming week and I will be baptized.

For that week I was steadfast in prayer, reading my bible and keeping my focus. I shop for extra groceries and clean my apartment, it was a relief not to see or run into Nicole at work, there were other women who had their eyes on me but I was not interested. I know their only interest was because I was a foreigner, some of them were opportunists and my male co-workers chat them often times. Some even had their personal partners but still cheat, I did not want that life though- I wanted an honest and loyal relationship.

I went to collect my parents from the airport and was surprise to see my brother. "You think I'd miss your baptism?" He ask as we hugged.

"I'm too happy to see you to worry about whatever mischief you'll be up to," I told him.

We catch up on the long drive back to my apartment, stopping to buy fast food or view something. They goshed at my slightly darker complexion, my hair growth and facial hair.

"Oh you look really handsome honey," my mom said and I groan at how she makes me sound like a little kid still.

To be continued...