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Raiden ends up taking you out for lunch. You pick at each other and did a little bit of flirting. Raiden was definitely an entertaining person.....but it felt somewhat off. Like you know how some people say life is a simulation? Yea it felt like you were in a simulation right now and you possibly made the wrong choice. You kept thinking about what would happen if you were with Kirishima right now.

*Snap snap*

"Y/N? Hellooooo? You still with me?"

You jump a little, not realizing Raiden has been trying to get your attention for like a good 4 minutes. "Uhm yea I'm fine. Just thinking about a lot I guess".

"I get that. Tonight is definitely going to be a shitshow."

You bit your lip feeling a tad bit nervous. Tonight's mission was an important one and you really didn't wanna fuck it up. You were getting a chance to work with a lot of powerful pros. The last thing you wanted was to embarrass yourself by messing up the mission like some rookie.

"Well it's our job to make sure it's not. You still remember the plan right?"

"Yea yea, I'm straight. What bout you cause you look like your ready to piss yourself"

"The fuck? I'm fucking fantastic! I know this plan like the back of my hand. I got this in the bag. Shut up......goofy ass" you fussed back and ended up mumbling at the end.

"Yeaaaaaa cause you sound soooo sureeeeee."

You gave him a light smack upside his head and left the restaurant. You walked back to the hotel, unbothered by the way Raiden chased after you.

"Why you left like that? I was jus' playin"

"I know. I'm jus' tired and wanna get some more rest before tonight"

"Aight I guess text me later then....get some rest". He gave you a side hug then left you alone to walk back to your hotel.

You barely had time to walk inside the building before a group of women almost trampled you down. A quick flash of brown and pink came into view.

"Omg we're soooo sorry Y/N we didn't mean to almost knock you over. Are you ok?" Ochaco helped you steady yourself and looked at you with concern.

"Yea I'm fine. Where y'all goin'?"

"We always spend a little quality girl time before a mission. It helps us relax and increases our compatibility. Your more than welcome to join us" Momo offers with a warm smile.

You've spent so much time dealing with men, that the levels of testosterone was starting to get to you. You were definitely in need of some girl time.

"Honestly, that sounds so amazing. I'll come."

"Yayyyyyyy" Mina jumped into your arms.

Mina grabs you by the hand and drags you away from the hotel with the rest of the group. You use this time to talk to the rest of the girls and get to know them a little better. You don't even pay attention to where your going, too wrapped up in your debate with Jiro about which kind of music is better.

You finally make it a fancy looking building. It's painted in mint green and sea blue. Momo opens the door and a crisp, cool feeling tickled your face. Your hit with the calming and subtle fragrance of lavender and eucalyptus. It hit you that you have arrived at a day spa.

"Hello and welcome to Rirakkusu.
I am Madoka. How may I help you today" a soft spoken woman greets you all. Momo steps up and answers.

"Hi, I would like to request massages, facials, and time in the sauna for my friends and I"

The worker types in the information on her computer. "Would you like to upgrade to the diamond package?"

"Yes ma'am"

"Alright......your total is 54,474.99 yen."

Everyone else seemed calm as you chocked on air. How were these people not freaking out right now. That is an insane amount of money JUST for a spa day!

"Uh Momo, you don't have to pay for all of that. We can go somewhere else to hang out...preferably a place I can afford"

"Oh Y/N, your our new acquaintance. I wouldn't dare ask you to pay for anything. Trust me, I'll take care of all our expenses." She spoke with a motherly smile.

You were speechless. You wanted to say thanks, but your mouth felt dry. No one you know has EVER spent this much money on you.

"Wow......thank you so much"

"Your quite welcome dear....besides I love taking care of my friends". Momo turned around and started to pay for the expenses.

"Momo is loaded and loves to spend it. Get used to it." Jiro smirks as she elbows your arm.

The worker brings a group of you to a changing room where you all shed your clothing and put on the most expensive and fluffiest robes you've ever felt. She then brought you all to a shared massage room. You laid down on between Jiro and Tsu. While you waited for your masseuse, you all talked and got to know each other a little better. You would laugh and make jokes, tell them about your life in America, and learned a lot of bout their UA days. Each of their personalities grew on you, creating new bonds of trust and friendships between you all. Eventually, your masseuse came and gave you one of the most relaxing deep tissue massages you've ever had. Your body no longer ached and felt more flexible.

Next, you all switched rooms for your facials. You felt so relaxed, you actually fell asleep in the middle of the facial. When you woke up, your face felt smooth, moisturized, and softer. The group obviously picked fun at you a little for your loud ass snores. But who can blame you, it was one good ass facial.

Finally, you enter a room next to the sauna. You replaced your robe with a light towel, and stepped into the sauna. As soon as you entered, a breathe of warm steam engulfed your entire body. You sat down on the bench while Mina poured more water onto the sizzling rocks.

"Don't worry everyone, I paid a little extra to keep the room private for the next 45 minutes." Momo beamed.

'Of course you did' everyone thought.

You propped your elbows on the bench behind you and laid your head back. You closed your eyes as you felt your toxins and stress leak out of your body. Your was completely blank.......until a flash of ruby crossed your mind.

Kirishima.

You couldn't stop thinking about him all day. You missed being around him. You missed the way he made you laugh, his god awful fashion sense, how his culinary skills were negative 10 thousand, his hugs, his warmth......you missed him.

But then, a flash of gold flew across your mind. Raiden was something new, challenging, and unexpectedly caring. You would laugh all the time, and could talk to him without having to censor yourself.

You were so conflicted. You liked them both, but your mind kept screwing you over. Whenever your with Raiden, you can't help but think about Kirishima. Whenever your Kirishima, you can't help but think it's too good to be true. Your brains was starting to hurt from thinking too hard.

"Y/N, are you ok? You look like your constipated." Tsuyu asked questioningly.

You heard a few giggles, but didn't pay them any mind. Your heart was beginning to hurt. Maybe opening up would help?

"Guys.....can I talk to you about something personal?"

The atmosphere switched from playful to serious. They gave you looks of concern from how you switched from having fun, to wanting to get personal.

"Yes, of course. What's on your mind." Ochaco spoke, placing her hand on yours.

You closed your eyes and took a deep breath. "Ok so....me and kirishima sorta had a thing, something Mina already knows,......but I shut it down so I could get him more as a person. Then I met Hikaru and we kinda hit it off. Now I'm confused as shit because I like the both of them now, but feel guilty when I'm with both of them. Like I really like Kiri and have for a long time, but I feel like he's-......I don't know, maybe too good for me i guess? And when I'm with Hikaru, it's like I made the wrong choice.......like I shouldn't be with him in the first place. I'm confused and really needed to let that out." You finally opened your eyes to see the wide eyes of everyone in the room. Their gaze stayed on your for some time while they processed, making you feel a little uncomfortable.

"Damn........that's a lot" Ochaco spoke first.

"Who you tellin" you sighed while placing your face in your hands.

"This is exactly why I'm gay." Everyone chuckled at Jiro's comment.

"Well lest try to break this down first. Tell us what you like about both men" Momo suggested.

"With Kirishima...everything is like a cheesy romcom" you chuckle, "he's insanely sweet, caring, gentle, a complete goof, and is so inspiring. He makes me feel safe and his smile is so warm. His hugs are so comforting and has such a gentle touch. He's so passionate about saving people and gives his all into his work. He's just so.......amazing."

As you spoke about their red headed friend, you didn't notice the looks of content and happiness radiating from them. You spoke with such conviction and so dreamily, you sounded like...

...a girl in love

"But when I'm with Hikaru, it's different. We always get into playful little arguments. He's funny and nice to be around. When I'm with him, I feel like I can let go, ya know? Like I can talk and act freely, without having to watch what I say. He doesn't make me feel the same way I feel when I'm with Kiri, but it's also another good feeling."

There are a couple beats of silence.

"So......what should I do" you finally spoke.

"Well........to me it sounds like Hikaru is more of a distraction. You may have feelings for him, but your feelings for Kirishima are stronger. It makes sense if you always thinking about him when your with Hikaru. Another problem is that you place Kirishima on a pedestal. You think of him so highly, that you don't think you deserve to be with some like him. I think what you should do is let go of Hikaru instead of stringing him along if your feelings for another man is this strong. You should also talk to Kirishima to let him know your true feelings and work things out that way. You pushing him away is only going to hurt both of you in the process." Momo spoke.

Everyone gave nods of agreement while you gawked with wide eyes. She basically sort of solved all your problems. How is this woman so wonderful?

"Momo....once again, thanks for everything. You have no idea how much this cleared some things up for me"

She gave you a warm smile and stretched her arms out towards you. "No problems what are friends for"

You moved towards her and gave her a strong hug.

"THIS IS JUST TOO SWEET! I WANT A HUG TOO" Mina practically sobs and jumps in on the hug. The rest of the girls join in, crating a huddle of sweaty bodies embracing one another (in a platonic way). Any other time it would've made you VERY uncomfortable, but this time it didn't. It felt nice to be surrounded by your new group of friends.
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You all walked out of the spa laughing about something stupid. Lemon water in hand, you all strutted down the street glowing and feeling rejuvenated. You had time to talk to each individual personal and create a connection with them. A trust and friendship you will always cherish. You also had a clear state of mind. You were ready to face Raiden, talk to Eijiro, and crush your mission.

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