I was on the rooftop,stargazing sitting in a chair.

Its been a while since i got a chance star gazing because i got busy these days, why?

Well because I'm searching to Mikasa .

I also come to my school to look at Loke so i can asked him

Because Mikasa is his cousin but unfortunately Loke transferred already since i drop out my classmate said to me 'How are you? idiot' i said to myself as i was looking at the star.

Then suddenly i felt someone behind me i turned around i smiled as i saw Kai

"are you not going to sleep?" he asked as he patted my head i shook my head "Not yet, I will later"

I said and smile at him he nod and sit beside me i felt his head in my shoulder which made me look at him and patted his head

"Tired?" i asked as i stroke his head.

He just answerd me humming so i look back at the sky "I love you" Kai said my cheeks started to glow up and smiled at him.

Okay, here we go again, saying that word out of the blue.

"I love you too" i replied he look into my eyes making me tilt my head waiting him to talk.

"What if we broke up one day?" he said made my eyes widened and laughed

"Will you leave?" he added but i shook my head "I cant" i said he tilt his head and pulled down his beak mask

"Master brought me, remember?" i said and laughed

He sighed "I'm sorry because i took your normal life..." he said made my eyes widened

I shook my head "it's not your fault, it's my father fault." I said made him look at me

"and if I don't like being with you, I will not be here, don't you think?" I said and gave him a warm smile

"but the fact that we met because of your father's fault is kinda hard to accept" he commented made me nod

"you're right with that, but it's not like it's our fault" I responded and look up to the sky

"So, please Kai" I said and pause "if you ever fall out of love tell me and leave me" I added

His eyes widened then a mere seconds of silence he chuckled "bold of you to assume that will happened"

I look at him surprised "you are the first person who didn't judge for who I am, you accepted me even though I was cold towards to you and manage to make me fell for you. I won't...s-stop loving you..."

He said made me smiled and speechless, too.

I bit my lips from shyness and gave him a quick peck in the lips

"You're quite talkative right now, huh?" i said smirking

he gave me a small smile and stroke his hair he look back at the sky

"I'm just saying what's on my mind" he said so i giggled and look back at the sky

I suddenly felt a hand in my waist i smiled and gave Kai another kiss but this time in the cheek he suddenly blush made my eyes widened and laughed

"What are you laughing?" he asked and looked away to hide his blush, I shook my head as nothing

"You're so cute when blushing" i said made him look at me again "I'm not cute"

He declared but I refused "You are" i said

he leaned closer to my face and kissed my neck makes me blushed and shiver

"Now who's cute?" he asked with a deep voice made my heart flutter

"I can actually make you scream'' he said smirking teasingly, i bit my lip into shyness and look away

Even Kai and I are sleeping in the same bed, were not doing 'it' yet, even though he didn't told me why, I know

He wanted me to marry before doing it, I know Kai well and I wanted my first time to be with him too, after our marriage

But right now, Kai is not asking me for marriage because he said that he wanted me to do what I want

Since I'm still 23, I'm still young for marriage.

"Bastard" i said making him laughed and wrapped his hands around me

"Want to try?" he said with a smirk to his lips i clench my jaw and hit his shoulder

"Ouch" he said and laughed "I'm just teasing you" he said and kissed me in the cheeks

I just smiled and finally hugged him back "But do you want to?" he said making me glare at him

"Kai!" i said and he laughed.

He brushed his lips into mine made my eyes winded but i also returned it made him smirk at the kiss after that he leaned his head into mine and look at my eyes

"Your lips taste delicious, babe?" he said to me making me chuckled.

Did he just call me a babe?....

"I ate chocolate earlier" I said.

He nod and caressed my cheeks "No wonder" he smiled and hug me again which i returned a hug too

"I don't want to interrupt you lovebirds but, Overhaul? Master is calling you" Kuruno appeared and said made us look at him nod.

We both stand up and leave the rooftop Kai headed to Master office while I came back to our room and started to do my night routine.

I finished showered and wear my pj.

I lay down in the bed while i was scrolling through my phone when i heard the door opened by Kai by himself i look at him and gave him a smile

"Finished already?" i asked he simply gave me a nod and sit beside me while removing his coat.

I saw his arm with a rashes made me get up and grabbed an alcohol i wiped his arm he just let me do it for him like i was doing to him every time he got a rashes

"You don't have to" but i shook my head and gave him a smile

"Let me" i said he simply nod and patted my head

"You are really not scared of me, aren't you?" he said made me chuckled and nod at the same time.

"We're going to a party tomorrow. " he said i look at him and stopped because i'm done

"Another meeting?" i asked he nod and wrap his hands on my waist so i just nod and hug him back.

"Okay, go to shower so we can sleep already" i said and let go but he shook his head and whisper to my ears with a deep voice

"5 minutes more..." he said made me chuckled and nod then suddenly i felt a kiss in my neck making me shivers

"(Y/N)?" Kai said made me hummed "d-don't break...never mind" he said

"What is it?" i and waited him to continue but he just shook his head and kissed my forehead

"I told you, never mind" he said and gave me a small smile.

Come to think of it his been acting weird since earlier in the rooftop? did something happened,

I hope not or maybe his overthinking again? my, my this guy.