I barely slept yesterday after what happened i couldn't process anything and Akça didn't get out of her room the whole day yesterday and i grew more worried . she obviously told my mom that i was the one behind it and it was all bullshit because i would never .

" Sah sultan will send us her guards today , i think she has finalised her decision" mom said as she digged in her food .

" Mom i couldn't care less about this if it wasn't for my dad , plus we all know that akça was the one who wanted this not me " i slammed my cup on the table making my mom shoot me a glare .

" I don't wanna hear this anymore"that was the last thing she said before meltem came running informing us that sah sultan has come personally .

I quickly rose up from my seat and tried to swallow my food all at once before sah sultan was seen coming in , my mom walked towards her and bowed down

" Valide sultan welcome" sah sultan smiled to us as her eyes fell on me and i bowed down to her

" We didn't know your highness was gonna come" my mom started making up excuses even thought she knew she was going to come

"It's okay Hatice , I had to come and announce this amazing news infront of you" she clapped her hands before my mom offered her a seat which she gladly took

" After a lot of consideration we thought that we can never find a suitable woman as hiranur for my lion , and we would like them to get married as soon as possible" my heart sunk and i felt my soul leave my body and my brain disconnect

" This is very great news sultana , my happiness can't be put into words" my mom smiled widely as she looked over at me trying to persuade me to say a word

what was i supposed to say thank you ?or sorry for your nephew ? or ? or ? exactly .

i didn't know nor how to feel or what to say i stood blank there .

" I suppose her happiness is greater than mine she can't even express herself" my mom tried to find an excuse before i spoke .

i had to

" Thank you for seeing me suitable sultanim i hope that i can meet your excpectations" i approached her and kissed her hand for blessing before i went back to my seat .

" It will be the biggest wedding the history has ever witnessed , i want my lion to be happy and satisfied" Sah sultan continued talking about how amazing the wedding should be and how important it was to the world that the sultan gets the biggest wedding .

but i felt like it was a lot and this wasn't my place , i didn't know selim personally and i'm about to share my whole life with obviously no chance to divorce .

i was about to share the same bed , life and self with this man and i didn't know how to feel about this . all of this is because i don't want my dad to lose his job and for us to be poor just like we were before he came a vizir .

I tried to keep up with their talk until Sah sultan left and i was left alone with my mother .

" You're going to the wife of the sultan of the world hiranur do you believe" my mom said excitedly as if she was the one who had a wedding in a week not me .

" mom you have my say on this , i'm going to check on my sister " before i can go up i found akça standing on the top of the staircase sobbing

" This was your plan all along ? to get rid of me and take the man i love from my hands good job" she shouted loudly making us order the other maids to go back to their jobs .

" Akça believe me i don't want this either you know it's still not late to let you get married instead . i couldn't care less" i said as i took 3 stairs trying to close our distance .

" You lie" ( An: you are like papa 😭) she got up angrily as she approached me .

" You are a liar , you destroyed my reputation took my whole dream away and now you're acting like a victim ?" at this point my mom got between us and stopped akça

" Akça cut this crap okay ? hiranur would never do this"my mom defended me as i took a step back .

" Akça believe me" i pleaded again but she didn't listen she just kept sobbing .

" i can't forgive you, i will never i hope you live in sadness forever" this one hurt , this sentence right here hit me right in the spot making me withdraw from the stairs and leave outside to the garden .

i felt horrible , i was blamed for things i've never done and this whole thing ruined my relationship with my sister . at this point i hated selim for this maybe he gave my sister some hope and then pushed her away .

" i will find you" i swore to myself to find the person who did this to my sister .

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