the next thing i knew is my knees touching the floor and a vague of pain hit my ankle . Great , just great .

" Hiranur are you okay" My father came running towards me helping me up but i couldn't stand up at all , the pain was so bad i couldn't stand up .

" I sprained my ankle" i managed to say as i squinted my eyes in pain .

" Your majesty we're very sorry for the inconvenience, i will be back" before my father could carry me to my room selim stopped him .

" Please be careful to not move her ankle fast" Selim said before my father carried me back to my room .

" Melike call the doctor" Akça called the maids not taking her eyes off me

"Father im sorry i didn't mean to ruin your dinner" i said as i pulled up my dress to take a look at my now swollen ankle

" Don't be sorry" he said stroking my hair and i gave him a smile which he returned , suddenly the doctor entered my room and confirmed that i sprained my ankle but not so bad , she also told me to take care of the bruises on my knee but at this point i just wanted to dig my grave .

my father kept insisting that i don't move from my bed and that would be for two weeks as the doctor said . it wasn't a big deal since i was used to stay indoors .

The only thought that haunted me was that i embarrassed myself in front of the sultan , i only saw him once but never that close and now he will remember me as the clumsy stairs girl and that made me more upset .

" Great job again hiranur" my mother said in a reprimanding tone as she helped me get in my sleepwear

" Mom you know exactly that wasn't on purpose , why would i make a fool out of myself " i replied annoyed from her accusations that i knew came from Akça .

"I don't think you're ever gonna change" she let out a sigh as she braided my hair

" Mom not again please , just let me sleep for now" i was tired of her talking about the same subject everyday and truly the humiliation mad e me wanna sleep forever

4 days after -

" Eh ?" i opened my mouth as wide as i can after i heard the words coming out of akça's face . " So what makes you think you're gonna be chosen" i said as i chewed on the bread that was given to me .

" Look everything is possible but won't selim love to have me as a wife ? i am all he can ask for , pretty educated and elegant" she bragged about herself and to be honest she was right .

Mihrimah had told akça a secret she wasn't supposed to tell anyone , Sah sultan wanted a suitable wife for selim as soon as possible since she completely refused getting him with any woman who's not free , what they called slaves .

" I hope it goes well for you" i sincerely said making her eyebrow raise .

" What is happening ? Hiranur finally being kin d" i dramatically put my hand on my chest to be seen hurt .

" I am always kind just not with you" she smirked before standing up from my bed .

" Me and my mom and going to the palace , but you can't go due to your ankle" everyone was making a big deal out of my ankle and i was the only one who didn't care i still walked and did activities i was forbidden to .

" Okay , and don't forget to tell mom about the dresses" she gave me a concerned look before nodding and leaving my room .

Ever since i humiliated myself i couldn't stand looking or wearing a dress , but when i remember how beautiful it looked on me and i wanted to wear them more often .

                          3rd person pov
The whole harem was enraged and especially the girls who were mad after hearing the order or the valide sultan , all of their dreams were crushed to bites and the one who felt the most threatened was turhan who loved selim to death .

" Turhan i see you will soon have some competition" A girl teased turhan who was the only woman selim has ever been with .

" Selim loves me and he will never turn his back on me and everyone should know that" she stood up angrily in the middle of the hall and yelled at the girls who were looking at her while some were laughing

" You were saying" the same girl went to turhan and flipped her hair back " this time your enemy is not gonna be one of us but a free woman who you would never get authority over" with that turhan let out a deep sigh

" I will give his majesty a prince before all of this happens just wait and i'll show you all" with that she brushed her shoulder against the other girl and walked past her .

all the girls were now thinking about what they're going to do with their lives since they thought selim would never look at any woman besides his future wife