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𝟷𝟷:𝟸𝟿 𝙰.𝙼 ⏌

"I don't want to live in a place like that anymore . Now that everything has been said and done I think its time I move on my own"

"But where to?" Promise asked me adjusting Honesty on her hip as we looked at the animals .

"Well I like it here actually.."

"You thinking about leaving us AND moving this far?" She asked shocked "I need to sit down"

"See this is why I don't want to do it . I just want to get away . There's nothing for me and my son in Miami except for you. I feel like I still have to find my peace of mind and I can't do it there"

She nodded in understanding. "Well did you tell Dinero?"

"Dinero don't have a say in shit I do . It's fuck him and everything he stands for and he knows that"

"Didn't you two still sleep in the same bed?"

"I put his ass out" I waved her off "I bet he went with that bitch too"

"Speaking of that bitch , you know damn well you did not have to beat her ass that bad" She laughed

"And I'm gone beat her ass everytime I see her too"

I was never the type to blame the girl when I get cheated on . Because they don't owe you loyalty your partner does . I understand that that but , Cuban was a friend of mine and I trusted her enough to have her around.

So her being my friend and going behind my back and fucking my boyfriend was definitely a reason to whoop her ass.

It wasn't just that though , it's the fact she did the shit and had the nerve to sit in my face like everything was cool afterwards .

And as far as Dinero? He knew not to fuck wit me . I might be skinny and short , but I will beat his ass . He knew what he did and that guilt was eating his ass .

"She had the nerve to be surprised when y'all kicked her ass out afterwards" She said "And Genesis cheating ass"

"I blame myself though , I should've been let him go the first time it happened"

"Don't blame yourself Nari you can't help what a nigga is gone do . At the end of the day he's gone do him and you gone do you. Fuck him"

I nodded "Fuck him is correct"

"You did all that waiting for him to get outta jail just for him to do this shit . I just cant get past that"

"Never agai-"

"Yall! Guess what I just found"

"What?" We asked June as he smiled.

"These" He held up a bag of elephant rice crispy's causing my smile to drop.

"Bye Junebugg" I walked off and Nau'Jae started babbling. "What you talking bout?"

"Ahhh" He smiled showing his gun and started to drool.

"Hey mommy fat mannn"

"You so damn weird" Santana stated his un-asked opinion

"You was doing the same thing with Nadir"

"It's ok when I do it , when you do it it's just....weird"

"Thats fine , right fat man?"

"Stop talking to your son people are starting to stare" He looked around before walking off leaving me to wonder .

I started looking because Nau'Jae was staring at the bear and it roared at him making him cry.

"Do you need help?" An employee im guessing asked me.

"Um, are there alpacas here?"

"Uhh yeah they should be around there, in the goat area. I'm sorry its hard to explain."

"I know what you mean , thank you"

"No problem , your son is so cute by the way.."

"Thank you"

"You have a nice day"

"You too" I walked towards where she pointed out and seen then . I read somewhere that alpacas were therapeutic, I never been up close to one .

"You see the animals son son?"

He started giggling and clapping making me smile , jumping in my arms he looked at all of the animals infront of us amused .

"Say goat" I told him and he grabbing both sides of my face drooling . "Goattt"

"Gu,gu"

"Can I hold em?" I heard

Turning around I smiled at Sergio and nodded giving Nau'Jae over to him and fixing his bib .

"I wanted to apologize, for what I said to you at the shop. I shouldn't have done what I did and how i've been acting towards you is really childish . I never wanted us to go through something like that. I should be protecting you as a big brother and I haven't even been doing that. And I'm sorry. I love you Nari I really do"

"Ever since it happened I tried to be so mad at you , I had to realize that it was my actions that caused everything that happened between us . If I hadn't put my hands on you than none of that would've went down the way it did . So honestly I should be the one apologizing. I missed you all jokes aside . I'm so sorry for putting my hands on you."

"It's fine"

"Its not , I should've handled it a different way . Like helping her out could have been an option but I blamed you, I just felt like it triggered something"

"Triggered something?"

"No one was there when Q put his hands on me , I know how I felt and I could only imagine how my cousin felt . That's not an excuse or it doesn't give me a pass for hitting you because I still shouldn't have done it . Having a conversation with you was never occurring to me at the time"

"I understand"

"I am really sorry though , I just want everything to go back to how it was before"

He laughed "Yeah I know Santana mad as hell about his kids not speaking to each other."

"He been going crazy , he just don't say anything"

"As always , he been the same"

I nodded "Damn how you did that?" I looked at Hell seeing him knocked out on Sergio's shoulder . Drool hanging down and everything .

"He always going to sleep when I have him , la dude never wanna stay up and play ." He said making me giggle "Ugly ass laugh"

"Mmcht"

"That dude Pablo been staring at you on the low since we got here"

My eyes went wide "Is he looking?"

"Girl aint nobody checking for yo ass" He sucked his teeth "I'm playing though , he behind you staring you down"

I turned around fast and turned back around . Getting a quick glance and sure enough he was looking at me .

"What if he come over here?"

"Omg girl I don't know" He spoke in a girly voice .

"You so damn lame.."

"And there go Bando ugly ass mugging him" He said .

"Why is he doing all that?"

"I don't know" He shrugged "He been in a mood since y'all came back that night back in Miami. What you did to him?"

"I don't recall saying anything to make him moody" I frowned " Maybe it's something we don't know about"

"Yeah , you're right"

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"You really mad?" I laughed at Bando as he tried to reach for my phone.

"..." He kept trying to get it as I pulled it back time and time again.

"Taurus move bruh" I laughed .

"Why he mad for?" Promise asked and I shook my head .

"Because somebody was blowing my phone and he wanna be so damn nosey. Like boy bye "

"No cuh why you try to pull it back like you had something to hide?" He tried reaching for it again.

"Because its my phone, bag back sir.."

"Mmcht" He finally snatched it making me gasp.

Wrong phone anyways .

He snatched my phone and left out the door
I shrugged and pull out my spare which is the one that was going off anyways .

"Another one" Promise said in her Dj Khalid voice.

Shortly after Boomer and Aaliyah walked in the kitchen and me and Promise side eyed eachother.

"Oh cus I thought a mufucka who still sip on kool-aid jammers said sum" Boomer argued

Jamie walked right back out the kitchen as soon as she started to walk in .

"What's wrong with Kool-aid jammers?" I questioned

"They childish , and sweet as fuck like atleast get capri suns"

"Eh?" I asked confused

"Eh?" Promise said

"What the hell you been on?" Aaliyah asked laughing "Kool-aid jammers are way better than them damp ass Capri suns"

"Who still drinks Capri suns?" I frowned

"Exactly, who drinks that shit?" Jamie said throwing her juice pouch away slowly .

"Yall trim" Boomer said

"Some twenty one through twenty two year olds talking about some juice" Sergio shook his head "Never though I would see the day"

"Oh shut up" We told him.

...

yeah , its me again