𝙻𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚈𝚎𝚊𝚛 & 𝙻𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚈𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝙻𝚘𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚜
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Fuck I look like expressing my feels and shit ?

Like a nigga don't even know where to begin from, since I was li I been going through this shit.

This ain't nun new jit.

Shidd back then I had lost myself from when my first son got aborted. I always said ian fucking with a another thot.

Shidd I had moved from down here but i had to come back for the bros. Then I came across Amani.

No cap when jah showed me shordy i wanted her then , but ian that type of nigga. I still respect females even though the past bitches crossed me.

Shid when me and mani got together , ian see no hope in the relationship thought shordy was gone be like the rest.

She changed my assumptions hella quick she still put up with my shit when I know i be wrong.

Mani changed me as a person and got me back in the right track all I knew was touch money and dropping bodies.

Me and my bros say "All Opps Must Lay" cause that's all we knew. If a nigga crossed us we killed them and they mommas

Shidd , when my pops died couple years back that shit hit me. Its stressful having to be the puzzle piece everybody look for to help and provide for them.

Fuck I look like a rich ass thug nigga?? Lmaoo shit that's what I am.

But still I'm tired of being called only when somebody need something , or need me to do something for them.

When Juan passed mani asked was I hurt .

Hurt? Null ian hurt I'm tired you feel me ? Tired of taking losses. Only God knows when it's our time but I know my karma gone catch up some day, that's why I'm never lacking .

"Aye bitch move" I eyed Mat.

A thug just not a nigga that got guns and sell drugs and in gangs. A thug is what me and Mat is. We been through alot since we been cook with each other.

From losing family, struggle and all that shit.

Shit my momma in my life now but back then she was never there , she always had "work" or just was out without telling me and deErica.

Plenty nights with the water being off ,no food , no lights, no nothing . Mane I been through hell.

Ian always been a closed off person that hate humans. Life made me this way. I opened myself up to another female.

I thought that shit would hace6never happen. I righteous let my guard down.

Mani ? Oh shordy she my rider . Despite all the shit we put each other through , that's my rider forsho. I love that girl to death no cap.

I know that if nobody got ne she do. I'm glad I got somebody to hold me down that's not temporary.

Like I said this ain't shit new. Let me take this back a lil but more , I know yah don't know everything.

That's why these losses don't hurt as much jit. We knew mani karma was gone catch up to her , shid seem like yaya karma catching back up to us.

Mat is like the fortune teller that know everything before it actually happens.

The day me or Mat die us the day all this shit gone be over. Even though we killed Lucarto we still got this shit on our heads..

"𝙸𝚏 𝙸 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝙼𝚎𝚝 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚙𝚎𝚛 𝙶𝚘𝚝 𝚃𝚘 𝙻𝚎𝚝 𝙷𝚒𝚖 𝙷𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝙸𝚝"

"𝑴𝒚 𝒇𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒉 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒚 𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒍, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑮𝒐𝒅 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒈𝒕𝒉 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓."
𝓟𝓼𝓪𝓵𝓶 73:26