If any mistakes are made do NOT bash me

Amani Monae Greene|Mani
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Chicago,Illinois
February 27th ,2020|1:14a.m

"Bae go to sleep." Tae walked in the room staring at me.

"I can't." I mumbled wating videos .

"Ma smile." I zoomed the camera in

"Girl get that shit off me before I slam yo ass like a sumo."  she laughed stirring up the pot.

"Wait do this." I sat the phone up doing the milly rock.

"Wopppp." Ray and yaya got in the camera dancing.

"Ayeeeee okay momma." I swiped to the next video.

" yall my og just think she the stuff look at her." I flipped the camera and she started flicking her hair doing poses.

"I been the stuff."

I laughed wiping tears and turned my phone off.

"You talk to yo pops?" Tae put his glock at the top of the closet.

My pops is a subject I don't touch on. He left my moms to be in the "marines" to "provide" for us but never showed back up. I haven't spoke to him since my 19th birthday . That's crazy I know . There's no chaos or animosity between us it's just I wish he would have kept his promise with my OG and remained in my life as he did when he was with her, me and him had a tight bond , but I can't force a relationship out of him at this point, he's raising a whole new family from what my OG had told me last month. So I don't try bothering or contacting him.

"No." I shrugged.

"He coming Saturday ?" Tae got in the bed.

"Ion know , but if he do it's not gonna be right." I laid down with him.

"Just know I'm up in there if some happen get some sleep mama." He kissed me.

"Okay." I closed my eyed.

Deontae Malik White|Tae

"I can't sleep, I can't do this tae. It's so much on my mind I can't sleep this way ." Mani mumbled in my chest and sat up.

"Talk to me shordy." I sat up.

"Like...all of this , it went from Mac parents and brother getting killed , Juan getting killed, and now my OG. This to many loses for me to even coup with , I still haven't got over Juan death. This shit hurts me every day I think off him , now I have to worry about not seeing my momma again. I don't want to feel this pain. How I'm going to explain to Jay nem that momma gone . They gotta live with us now and all of that . This is so much to take in. She was my bestfriend , my everything and now I gotta see her in a casket. " she broke down crying.

Ian never seen this thug ass girl cry in my life i thought she didn't cry.

"I can't really tell you how to feel because I still got my OG.  I can only be here for you shordy." I pulled her to me.

"I know but tae this is hard i don't want to feel this way , i wasn't prepared for this at all."

"You gone get through this mani." I rubbed her back.

Shit ion know what to do for moments like these .

This some short cause im tired as hell😪..

But still vote and comment .

Bye Hittas'🕺🏽