"are you fucking crying?"

"no."

You called Kunimi and it's currently 7 am. Kunimi was your best friend, but for him? He thinks you two are 'best friends with benefits.'

Which you think sounds dumb.

But you were currently bawling your eyes out on call with Kunimi, and you had no one else to call because everyone was sleeping.

"Meet me at the fucking café, you big baby," he snapped.

Without any more words, he hung up, leaving you hanging as usual. You put your car in drive as the sun rays hit your face.

The sun showing your facial features and showing how fucked up you looked. The feeling in your stomach was uneasy, the constant pain in your chest and which confuses the fuck out of you.

You and Kenma were just... Fuckbuddies.

And nothing crossed that line of 'Fuckbuddies' or fake relationship dating, which in fact only lasted a week.

A week of nothing but sex and moans.

It felt as if he only did a 'fuck and go' shit and you should've saw this coming, but you didn't.

Pulling up to Kunimi's house as you see him dressed in all black. Black sneakers, black button-up, black jeans and lastly, black rings on his fingers.

Basic.

"You look like absolute shit. I mean, you did everyday but this looks worse than the other-" smack.

"Can you just not bully me for two fucking seconds, Kunimi? I literally had such a sucky night and it was quite fucking disturbing and disgusting. So, if you wanna talk about people looking shit. Let's talk about you," you snapped.

Kunimi only laughed it off as he leaned onto your shoulder, his laughs were so contagious that you find yourself chuckling with him. Kunimi held your thigh in his calloused hand as he rubbed his thumb against your skin, squeezing them softly.

"I love the way your thigh fits perfectly in my hand," he whispered.

The butterflies in your stomach danced, danced until he pulled away as a slight smile was on your face.

Kunimi knew what to do with your tears, sadness and anger and it was... Finding whatever made your heart throb, whatever made your stomach have butterflies.

He learnt everything about you.

He learnt what makes you smile, laugh, blush and cry.

He was just... Perfect.

But you couldn't fall in love with him, you just couldn't because you and Kunimi never thought love will ever fit in between you.

Love was just temporary for you both.

It was a waste of time and space.

"Are you going to drive or not?" He asked.

You caught yourself gazing into his eyes as you shook your head, ignoring that you were just staring into his perfectly dark brown eyes. It was a common eye color, but you just love it on him.

I think the whole fucking population has brown/dark brown eyes.

"Yeah, yeah," you chuckled as you drove out of his neighborhood.

Your eyes focused on the road as Kunimi rubbed your thigh, his face inches closer to your ear as he nipped it with his teeth.

The feeling of his teeth makes you shudder at the sudden contact, his breathing becoming more heavier as you shudder at the pace of his breath, your thighs clenching as you let out a slight gasp.

"Stop... Kunimi," you whispered.

"Okay," he chuckled as he pulled away.

You pulled up to the café, the one that you had you and Kunimi sharing coffee, milkshakes, lemonade together and it just felt so nostalgic. Putting your hair into a messy bun as you walked out with your hands in your pockets as you heard Kunimi running to you.

Feeling his broad arms wrap around your shoulders and walking you to the front door of the café, his long legs following your steps and to feel a sudden lift as your feet aren't touching the ground anymore.

"Kunimi!" You kicked your feet.

He opened the door as he put you down at the booth and walked to the register as he ordered the drinks. His smile widened as the girl laughed, her hands under her chin as she chatted with Kunimi.

Your fingers gripped your sweats as you furrowed your brows, the audacity of Kunimi pissed you off.

You knew he only does this to piss you off or bug the shit out of you and guess what? He's doing one hell of a job.

The girl eventually grabs the drinks from the other worker and passes them to Kunimi as he waved a bye. You grumbled under your breath, taking out your phone to see a text from... Kenma.

Noticing you forgot to block the asshole as you tossed your phone into the empty sit beside you, glancing at Kunimi as he sat the drinks in front you two.

"Who is that?" You asked, leaning onto the table.

"Just some chick I know from the club," he chuckled.

You sat there with the warmth of the coffee in your hands as it warms you up, the coldness in your hands were no match for heat as you sipped the coffee Kunimi got you. Your eyes wandered around Kunimi's facial features, his chiseled jawline as hair peeks out from his skin, his hair slicked back and his smile is what always gets you going.

He smiles.

You smile.

Kunimi was the brightness in your darkness, whatever he did, it made you smile... Endlessly.

"You look tired, but you still hold a smile on my face," he pinched your cheeks as you chuckled, smacking his hand away.

"And you still piss me off, but I care about you."

You and Kunimi sat there as you both shared stories about your last days in Aoba Johsai, and you miss it so much. But, you grow up and can't live in the past.

That is something you have to keep reminding yourself of and it makes you... Upset.

"Let's head to my place, where you can actually fucking sleep," he stood up for his seat.

You looked up at his six-foot-three height and nodded in agreement.

"Why is Kenma so... Special?" He asked.

This immediately had you choking on your coffee as Kunimi patted your back, a little too hard which caused you to puke out your coffee.

"That's disgusting." He gagged.

"Get me a fucking napkin, bitch." You held your hair away from your face.

Kunimi grabs a napkin as he hands it to you, tapping at your lips and wiping the leftover slabber from them.

"Next time I start choking... I'd rather you get someone else to help me," you turned to him.

"We'll get our janitor to clean that up!" The middle-aged boy waved.

You smiled softly as you nodded and grabbed Kunimi's ear as you dragged him to your car.

"Ow!" He held his ear.

The both of you get in the car as the both you glare at each other.

"Fuck you."

"You too."

a/n: I hate being alone... but Pillowtalk can fix that! 😭

(09.25.23: Kunimi is my spirit animal <33 I wish I had his personality and can talk like that, but people be taking me too srsly so I dont try </33

STAN KUNIMI !!!)