🍈🥀 Synopsis 🥀🍈

Taehyung neglects his boyfriend of 3 years and it eventually leads to the worst.

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/suicidal thought/
/eating disorder/
/depression/
/mpreg/
/major character death/
/blood/
/drug abuse/
/mentions of third party\cheating/
/rape/
/tiniest mention of little space/

(get your tissues ready ya'll, I'm not even kidding istg. This is my first time writing so much angst so please excuse the messed up writing)

Pretty Long  chapter ahead.

Jungkook flinched as he abruptly woke up, hearing the loud music coming from his boyfriend's room. He looked at the clock and immediately understood that it was time for him to get up.

Getting off the couch, he put the cushion back into its place. He rushed into the small common washroom and did his quick morning routine and then took a small shower with freezing cold water, but it was all normal for him.

He came out wearing the same clothes that he had been wearing for the past few days and sprayed a little bit of perfume which he made by using a few flowers and putting them into water.

This was his life. He gets up everyday from the loud music Kim taehyung, his boyfriend, plays early in the morning and then clean himself up with the coldest water then wear the same clothes he's been wearing since the past few days.

This has been his life ever since almost 2 years and 11 months. But why? you may ask. Why is he living like this? It's because he is the only person who earns for two people. And most of the money is taken away by his boyfriend for going partying, drugs, alcohol, smoking, clubbing, shopping, etc.

And then the other quarter of the money is gone for electricity bills, water bills, groceries and food. And since the male can't afford much, all the privileges like water heater, washing machine, air conditioner, television, wifi, fan go to taehyung, but he doesn't mind one bit. Also including the only bedroom in the house that has all the necessities along with a large washroom that has a tub and a shower. It had been almost a year since he had bought clothes for himself. He uses the same 3 shirts and two pants on repeat, even at home.

He knows. He knows that taehyung fucks other people, he knows he does drugs, he knows he drinks, he knows everything. But he didn't want to say anything about it. Because he also knows that taehyung would leave him if he went against him.

And that was the last thing he wants, especially now. Why now? He was pregnant, with taehyung's child. It happened when taehyung came home one day extremely drunk and forced himself onto jungkook, despite the younger's multiple pleads to stop. That was the first time they had sex.

He had bled for over a week and couldn't even walk properly, bruises marking all his skin. But he didn't say anything about it. Because again, he knows that taehyung would leave him.

Jungkook knows he is in a toxic relationship but he can't help it. Taehyung is like the same clumsiness that breaks the vase but also the super who fixes it. Seeing the elder male just brings him immense happiness.

They got together when they met at a park. After knowing each other for a few months, taehyung had asked him out. They were a perfect couple with both of them working the relationship out.

Until one day taehyung completely stopped contacting him. It was like what they say, two strangers under the same roof. It hurt, it hurt jungkook a lot, but he learnt to live with it. Live with the constant pain in his heart, knowing that his once perfect boyfriend probably even forgot his name.

He knew, he knew something was fishy when his life was going well because the only thing that accompanied jungkook throughout his whole life, including his childhood, was depression.

He was depressed ever since he was small, due to various reasons, one being raped by his uncle, abused by his grandparents, his mother dying, his father forcing him to make money for the family.

He always had suicidal thought, a lot more lately. But the little life growing in him is stopping him from doing so. His child was the only hope he has in life.

He also recently got to know that when he gives birth, it's only him or his daughter that lives. It was because he was already very weak and all his nutrition was going to his baby.

And he was over the moon knowing the news. Finally he can set taehyung free. He also went to a very good adoption centre and had already told them about the news, they were extremely sad about his condition but agreed to taking in his child after their birth since they don't have a father, well that's what they were told.

What an amazing life isn't it?

He had one friend. Her name was Mrs. Min. She was with him since high-school. She knew everything about him, including his past but what she couldn't see was the pain behind his beautiful bunny smile.

Yes, she was married. And although she was jungkook's friend, he liked to call her Mrs min, believing that someone like him had no right to call just an amazing person by their name.

He also works under her. She is an amazing boss that gives him a little extra money, despite the amount of work he does.

Sighing, jungkook got breakfast ready for taehyung. He doesn't eat. It had almost been a week since he had eaten. The last thing that had gone into his body was probably the glass of water he had two days ago while cleaning the house.

Yes, he had anorexia. He knows it's not good for his baby but he can't help it, being told he was fat by his whole life was not his problem. But today he knew he had to have something at least for the sake of his little hope.

Opening the fridge, he took out the bottle of milk thay was probably the only thing in the small appliance and poured himself a glass. as he was drinking it, taehyung came downstairs, in his expensive gucci clothing.

"b-breakfast is ready"

Jungkook whispered making taehyung roll his eyes and take his plate, going into the living room.

"look at yourself, gosh. Fatter than a pig"

Taehyung mumbled. And those words hit jungkook deeper than they should've. He's used to this but it coming out from the mouth of the person he loves more than himself hurts like a bitch. Who was gonna tell taehyung that he was wearing baggy clothes in desperate attempts to cover his baby bump?

Taking a shaky breath, jungkook collected his bag while blinking rapidly, not wanting to let his tears fall.

"I-I'm going to w-work"

He whispered. It was so quiet that it felt like you almost imagined it. He gave taehyung a quick bow and rushed out of the house. He made it to work in about 40 minutes of walking.

"good morning, Mrs min"

Jungkook greeted, his perfect teeth on display like as if his boyfriend didn't just call him fat.

"Oh- good morning jungkook! Get to work, yeah? We'll have lunch together"

Jungkook nodded and sat down at his desk with a small smile. He was so glad he was good at studies back in high school or else he would've been on the streets right now.

As he was working, he felt his stomach twist in anxiety, heart beat raising. It confused him, this has been happening since morning almost like his sixth sense was telling him that something will happen.

He desperately wanted to know what it was. If it was good or bad. And if it's bad he will do anything to make it good. He sighed but got startled when he felt a slight kick on his stomach. He smiled widely, tears brimming his eyes as he looked down and caressed his tummy.

"I'm okay baby, mama's okay"

I'm not okay...

Jungkook ignored the feeling and continued working.

Time skip

Jungkook sat infront of Mrs min as he hate an apple with tiny bites.

"so how is your boyfriend?"

The lady asked kindly making jungkook freeze but immediately smiled, not wanting to make anything too obvious.

"he's good."

"treats you well?"

Jungkook smiled, a sad one.

"mhm, I love him a lot and he treats me very well"

Jungkook lied, he didn't want to talk bad about his boyfriend behind his back. Mrs min smiled and softly tapped his hand.

"that's good to know"

Jungkook hummed and took another small bite of his apple, desperately wanting the topic to change.

"anything wrong? You're not eating much?"

She asked again, a little concerned at how not even half of his apple was completed. Jungkook looked at her and then his apple.

"oh, nothing. I just had a very big breakfast"

Mrs min nodded believing him.

"okay, I have to go now. I have a lot of work left"

Jungkook nodded and smiled, slightly waving at her. She stood up and gave his shoulder a pat and left. Jungkook sighed, looking at his apple, the bad feeling in the put of his stomach coming back.

"here you go"

Jungkook handed the apple to a street dog. Petting it's head, he went back to work with the weird feeling still in him. Sighing again, he rubbed his belly.

"I hope nothing bad happens"

He mumbled.

Time skip

Jungkook was back at home. He was currently writing his diary. He was mumbling to himself while writing when he heard the door open. He peeked out of the kitchen to see an extremely drunk taehyung struggling to come into the house.

Setting the book aside, he ran towards him to help him. He held his hand but it got harshly pushed away.

"g-get away from me y-you, you p-pig!"

It hurt jungkook, it really did but that was not his priority right now.

"l-let me help p-please"

He tried holding his hand again but got harshly pushed away. What taehyung didn't realise was that jungkook was as light as a feather while he was strong as a brick.

The push had a big impact on jungkook as his body very harshly collided with the wall, his head hitting a lone nail.
Taehyung scoffed as he went into his room while jungkook was there, dying.

The nail dug into his head, drawing heaps of blood. Pain rushed through jungkook's body as he desperately tried to get his head off it. He wanted to scream, scream for help. Scream for someone to save at least his child but not a single sound was able to come out from his mouth.

And he would be the biggest liar if he said that the pain was less than his mental pain. No, it wasn't. It hurt more than you could imagine. his body slowly started giving up, maybe from too much blood loss or maybe from the damage in his brain.

It was almost like he was hanging off of the nail at this point. He could almost feel each of his organs giving up on him. It was getting harder to breathe, his wind pipe getting congested as his heart beat was dropping.

He some how managed to let a small choking sound. This was it. This was what the universe was trying to tell him. He was happy. Except for the small pain in his heart that his child wasn't able to live, he was overall happy.

Finally what everyone wanted was coming true. He was leaving and this time... For good. Eventually, his body grew heavier as the nail ripped off the wall making jungkook fall on the wooden floor with a big thud, his head hitting the floor making the nail dig in even deeper, another choked sound coming out of his throat from the new pain.

Blood painted all over the floor as he rolled himself onto his side with the last amount of energy left in him, not being able to manage the pressure of the nail in his brain. He let out a silent chuckle. Is this... Really the end? Is this how he and his unborn child die?

Thinking about unborn child, he caressed his swollen belly, the movement not even being visible.

"I-i-m s-so s-orry"

He choked out, intending it to his little angel. His vision got blurrier as his body slowly started going numb, constantly slipping in and out of consciousness.

With one last breath, he let himself close his eyes, leaving all the pain, the hatred, the love behind and peacefully passing away. He was finally free. And he wanted it to be this way.

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I was seriously crying while writing this. I'm sorry the writing is all over the place but I'm still getting used to writing angst and using the correct words. Also please know that I am not trying to fantasize anything that is mentioned in this story. I just want to convey the message that... If you are in a toxic relationship or an environment, please leave. Leave before you lose yourself. Please tell me if you have any different ending ideas. This will also have a bonus part that I'll be posting in a while.
Not proofread.
Anygays, hope you liked the chapter and have a wonderful day ahead!!
Also, shout out to:
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For voting!! Thank you so much for the support 💕
- Pari <3

To lighten up the mood let's talk about the festa mission 4cut!

The first thing I found was:

Mah super eyes 😏

Next was yoongi and hoseok indirectly saying that jungkook does shit like his rent is due.



And the best part was taehyung not being able to keep his hands off jungkook









And also this :