Tink

I sat in my room, drawing on a piece of copy paper. I didn't kno exactly what I was drawing but it turned out to look good.

Ever since the party I haven't heard from Deontae but Nic and I have gotten closer. It's been about a month since that night and our winter break was coming up.

This school year has been stressful as hell and I'm just ready for everything to be over so I can get the fuck outta here. I couldn't stand being in Chicago it's just too many bad memories.

But if I wanted to get out of here I had to get a full time scholarship somewhere. I wasn't able to pay my way out of here so a scholarship is what I was counting on.

I need to get back on my shit or else that would be impossible. My phone dinged Nickypooh❣️popped up on my phone with a text message

Nickypooh❣️
Lemme come through

you gone bring me some food?

🙄that's all you use me for? Ight man I gotchu...fatass

I smiled satisfied as I left him on read and continued to draw. The more I stayed away from Deontae the more I stayed to myself...crazy right.

It was just so awkward not having him around anymore like it didn't feel right. My period must be coming up assum cause I shouldn't be feeling like this right now.

I rolled my eyes to myself as I looked down at the drawing.

Elephants were my favorite animal and that's exactly why I got it tattooed on me. Elephants are good luck, wisdom, protection. People fail to realize how beautiful elephants really are. It's crazy...i'm prolly just high.

After talking to myself a lil while longer there was a knock on the door.

"wassuh kid" I smirked up at Nic as I let him into the apartment. He gave me a slight nod before heading to the kitchen and sitting the bag of food on the counter.

"getcho panties out yo ass" I said while sitting on the counter next to him with him between my legs.

"shutup lil girl before I fuck you up" His eyes hung low as he licked his pink lips. I took his hair out his man bun and played in his silky hair.

As I scratched his scalp softly he laid his head on my shoulder with closed eyes. I mushed his head causing him to look at me and groan loud while grabbing my neck.

I only stared at him with innocent eyes while biting my bottom lip.

"stop playin wimmie Tink" He stared at me with those low eyes. After I gained enough strength I pushed him back slightly and got off the counter and took my food out the bag.

I've seen Nic high before but not this high...I kinda liked it. We went to my room in the back and I sat in the middle of my bed with my food as princess and the frog played on my tv.

Nic was laying next to me, playing on his phone with one hand with his other hand on my right foot, rubbing it.

When I was finish with my food I got up to wash my hands and throw my food away then I came to my room.

"lemme braid yo hair boo" I sat cris cross in the middle of my bed and he laid his head in my lap, sneaking peaks from under my shirt.

"damn...Tink yo boobs are sexy as hell" He had a clear view of everything since I wasn't wearing a bra.

Hey I was at home so that mean I can get as comfortable as I want!

"boy stop lemme braid yo hair in peace" I bit my lip to stop myself from smiling. He sat up and looked at me in my eyes before kissing my lips.

And you kno what I did? Kiss his fine ass back!

As we kissed I wrapped my arms around his neck and deepened it as he wrapped his arms around my waist. He laid down on his back with me on top, straddling him, his hands traveling down to my ass.

He broke back from the kiss and started attacking my neck with kisses. Small moans escaped past my lips as I moved my head to the side, giving him more access.

Nic junior was pressing up hard between my legs and to be honest...it wasn't nothing to be excited for.

Nicolas laid me on my back as he stood between my legs, kissing and sucking on my inner thighs. I wasn't gone let him fuck he was just gone have to gimmie some head and dip.

After he removed my shorts, he stared at me for approval to take my panties off. As I nodded he smiled and started pulling them off.

Bow!
Bow!
Bow!

The shots continued outside of the building, causing Nic and I to drop down and he covered my body with his.

Someone was shooting up the building!

Hours Later

I sat in my room, watching the News trynna find out what happened earlier. Of course it was gonna be some gang related shit.

Crazy part about it was that they were aiming for my specific side of the building! They were trying to hurt someone on this side.

I had just got off the phone with my brotha after answering a million questions he asked me. He was so overprotective but I understood why hell wit the shit he was doin you have to be overprotective and always checking to surroundings.

Nic and I didn't do anything after the shooting, we just sat here and chilled a hour then he left. I'm glad he did leave because I couldn't do anything with him anyways!

I just met him a month or 2 ago and that's wayyyy to soon. Plus it woulda made everything awkward between us.

I needed a fat ahhh backwood right now. My mind was all over the place right now. I turned the tv off and my light before laying in my bed, trying to go to sleep.

4:32 AM

"Tink! Tink! DeAndre was shot!" My eyes shot open as I was being shaken violently. There stood my neighbor; Faith with a shocked look in her face.

I shot up and ran into the living room, seeing Faiths boyfriend trying to stop the bleeding fro
my brothers chest.

I stood there frozen...it felt like everything was moving in slow motion as everything was now deaf to my ears. The only sound I could hear was the loud beating from my heart.

My brother looked so lifeless and here I am standing here not trying to do anything about it.

MOVE TINK! HELP HIM

I listened to my conscience, rushing to his side as tears streamed down my cheeks. Faith was on the phone police but I couldn't let them come here. If my brother survived this he would be taken to jail for yearssss! Maybe even life!

But if they didn't get here with a ambulance he was going to die. Either way my brother would be taken from me...I would be all alone.

Faith's boyfriend was in school now trying to become a doctor so he kinda knew what he was doing.

"Dre cmon bro get up! Stop playing! Look at me" I ugly cried as I held his head in my hands. He was slipping in and out of conscience. He weakly looked up at me before speaking slightly, choking on his own blood.

"I love you sis..." Was his last words.

By the time the police and ambulance got here it was too late. They brought a black body bag in, placing him in it.

This couldn't be happening...this isn't happening! Wake up Tink! I squeezed my eyes closed tightly.

"wake up Tink...wake up Tink!" I ran my hand through my hair before opening my eyes.

That same blood stain was still in the carpet...I stepped outside and looked over the rail, seeing yellow tape and officers everywhere.

I wrapped my arms around myself and sniffed, feeling my body shake. He always told me to prepare myself for this...I thought I was prepared but seeing this shit actually happen. This shit was fucking me up mentally!

"I'm sorry Tink" Faith wrapped her arms around me, hugging me tight causing me to break down all over again.

We stayed like this until a detective walked up to me, pulling out a mini notepad.

"Hello I'm Detective Ralph do you mind if I ask you a few questions?" The detective asked me. I nodded my head while holding on tighter to Faith.

"Do it look like she's able to answer yo stupid ass questions right now? I don't fucking think so!" Faith spoke for me while giving him the ugliest look she could give.

Ian wanna speak to anyone at this point.

Morning

I laid in my bed staring at the ceiling. There was nothing to be heard. My mind was clouded with so many questions like where was his friends? Where did Faith find him? Who did this?!

Why my brother? I knew why but I still don't understand! I felt so numb to everything and everyone. I was suppose to be at school but I couldn't move.

My phone was on silent that was all the way in my bathroom. I didn't want to be fucked with at all.

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published: September 24,2019