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What the fuck am I even doing here?

Ugh.

Oh my fucking god.

I literally hate myself so freaking much at this point.

Like

I hurted Hyunjin

More than once

And I still don't have the balls to tell him.

Why?

I could just told him earlier.

I mean like I had so many possibilities.

And I just let them pass by.

And with every possibility I let slip trough my fingers, it feels like Hyunjin hates me more.

And like I totally understand him.

Like I hate myself so fucking much at the moment, I totally understand him.

Take him if he hates me too.

I tought about him the whole night.

It was now 1 am and I am laying on my bed, just staring at my ceiling and thinking about the only boy that occupied my mind for the last weeks.

I think it would be best if I should just let go.

I mean, it is already lost.

But what if not?

Does it hurt anyone if I find out?

I don't think so.

So, let me just give myself one big punch.

Hyunn

Hey

Hey

U're Not asleep?

Doesn't look like that

Can I talk to u

K

5 minutes outside?

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(A/n)

Really really short chapter

But I will drop another one now

A quite long one

K

Bye

See u in two seconds