- - louder than bombs - Bts - -
(A/n: I am still not over this song even tho it came 5 months ago)

When I arrived at the door, I didn't even hesitated for just a second, I immediately ripped the door open.

I saw Hyunjin and Hani.

So they were still there.

And they were still holding hands.
But now it was Hani that was holding Hyunjin's hand.

They both looked very confused when they saw me.

"Hyunjin, you are coming with you, I need to talk to you", I said with a direct and cold tone.

He looked surprised, but also a little bit happy.
He didn't said anything.

He just grabbed his bag and went past me, out of the room. He turned back, because I didn't move. I was still standing in the door frame.

"I will just have a quick talk with Hani, can you wait?", I asked. He nodded.

I went into the classroom and closed the door.

"Someone's jelly", Hani said with a smirk on her face. God, I really hate seeing this face.

This little evil smirk.

It just makes me wanna punch her so hard so that she can never smile like this again.

Sounds brutal, but I can't control my feelings.

But I can control myself from doing it.

At least I hope so.

"Are you scared that I have chances?"

"Hani, why are you so fucking mean to me? What did I do? Why do you hate me that much?", I asked.

I was a little bit angry at this point. She just keeps shooting on me. I mean I don't even know why she was so mad at me.

"Why? Should I tell you why? Because you're an ungrateful bitch. You get literally everything and you don't even realize", she startet shouting at me. Her voice got shaky.

I still didn't know why she was so mad.

Ungrateful?

"What are you talking about?"

"You get everything. You are pretty, you have money-"

I laughed bitterly.

"So your jealous because I have money?", I asked, not really believing what I just heard.

"Not everyone has money!", she shouted back angrily. Her voice was shaking even more. And I could see her eyes getting watery.

Oh.

It seems to not be an easy topic for her.

I never really thought about that, even back when we were friends.

So she have financial problems?

I don't really know.

I never asked her.

And she never told me.

She never had a reason to.

But still, we were friends, and friends don't always have to talk about the good stuff.

Even tho I still don't know if she even saw me as her friend.

But I felt a little bit bad for her.

She is this bright and happy person, you never expect that she can hide things like that.

"You can buy yourself everything. You even work, as model, you are pretty and talented and people appreciate you for you talent, they see it, you talent in your job. And you look so pretty and unique. You don't even know how many boys in this school have a crush on you."

Okay, now she starts talking bullshit.

"Oh stop. Why would anyone has a crush on me?"

"Because your the pretty and sassy girl."

I still didn't believe her.

I mean I go to this school since three years and I can't believe that just one person had or has a crush on me.

Maybe Esther. And Hyunjin.
But that's not the same.

"And why did nobody told me that until now?" 

"Because you scare them! You are an ungrateful piece of shit who thinks she is special because she is cold like ice and don't care about people opinions! You don't even realize, that you get everything. And for once I tought, that I had something that you didn't had. I had Hyunjin."

I wheezed. She never had Hyunjin. She slept with him once, but he never liked her.

He thought really low about her.

The whole 'she had Hyunjin'-thing was just in her imagination.

She lived in her own world.

"And than, you took that away from me, too! You started flirting with him. You knew exactly that I liked him. But you didn't bother to think about me once when you were with him."

I thought about that.

It was true, she had a point.

I only started talking to him because she got involved with him.

And I never actually thought about that when I was spending time with him.

Our whole friendship was just because of her.

But I was never flirting.

Never intentionally.
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(A/n)

Okay so my chapter was too long again

And I had to split it into two parts

But I will update tomorrow, I promise hehe

I think I will have have enough time tomorrow

And I won't do it, I won't finish before I'm going on vacation

I will go Friday night

But I will keep updating

And it isn't long to go anymore

This story will end soon

Like fr now

Okay but there are still some chapters

Soooo

Ciao sweeties