JULES POV // February 10, 2020

"don't you think we should invite y/n?" noah asked me.

"what? why? can't we just invite some of my other friends? my actual friends?" i replied in annoyance. i really did not want to go to london and spend 2 months with her.

"come on jules, i'd feel bad if we left her out. her parents would probably be upset too." he persuaded me. i swear to god i'm so tired of him defending y/n.

i groaned in slight irritation. "whatever, since emily won't come after all."

i swear i could see noah roll his eyes from my peripheral vision.

silence drowned our conversation as he attended to his phone.

"julie?" noah mumbled softly after a while.

"what?" i snapped.

"has anyone asked you out yet? for valentines day?" he asked me. oh my god, is he about to ask me out? 

"no, why..?" i answered, almost teasingly. i tucked a loose strand of my hair behind my ear.

"oh, i was just curious. i really wanna ask y/n out." he said nervously. 

what. the. fuck. i couldn't believe what i was hearing.

"what?" i asked, as if i didn't hear him well, though i most certainly did. 

"i wanna ask y/n t-to be my valentine." he renunciated.  

"why her? there's so many other girls in our school!" i said angrily. though, i think i managed to hide my annoyance well.

"because she's so- angelic, really i don't know how to describe how, just- perfect she is. and i don't know- i wanna make her happy on valentines day for once." he said. damn was he in love with her. 

that was when i realized.

"you must be kidding," 

"i'm not.." noah muttered, as if nobody else in the world was to hear it but himself. he was ashamed. as he should. 

"come back when your little prank is over." i smiled viciously, getting up and leaving him there in hopes he was joking. i couldn't let y/n steal everything from me again. 

Y/N L/N // December 7th, 2020

i felt a slight discomfort in my chest as i watched julie approach me again. did i have something on my face? was i wearing something that she wouldn't like today?

instead, she calmly sat beside me, giving me a small smile that made me question if it was genuine or not. 

yet, she didn't say a single word, so why was i falling down a spiral of bad thoughts when all she did was smile at me, i was supposed to be happy she wasn't talking shit about me for once, wasn't i?

my thoughts were drowned by the sound of our teacher starting our lecture. 

AUTHORS NOTE
ooooo interestingggg also they went to london in august
and returned in september lol

i wanna release my new book already smh im trying
my best to finish this book BUT I HAVE ATTACHMENT ISSUES
IM SO SAD I DONT WANNA FINISH THIS BOOKKKKSDFNKJ