|57| love, not lust

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DON'T FORGET TO VOTE KINKIES!
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β€”TAEHYUNG'S POVβ€”

Jungkook sent me a text saying to meet him here at Wonder Nacho. I check the time on my phone while sitting comfortably at our usual table, my eyes scrolling around the room tired in a lookout for him

"Yo Tae!" I snap up to see Jungkook who waves enthusiastically before taking the spot beside me. A black backpack clings to his shoulders. Teddy also enters with him, sitting on my other side so that I'm sandwiched in the middle.

"What's going on..."

"You know bro, I was just sitting at home when I realized, we never talk about girls!"

"You talk about girls all the time."

"I mean girls that you like! What kind of best friend would I be if I didn't know your preferences, huh?"

"Okay... So why is Teddy here?"

"Hey, I can join in on guy time too!"

I sigh and rub my temple, it's not like I can exactly get up. "Fine, whatever. Just be quick."

Jungkook wastes no time in unzipping his backpack and scattering half a dozen magazines across the table. They're all glam magazines about beauty tips, relationship advice and how to lose weight on your love handles. I'm too concerned to ask where he even got these.

"Okay first question. Are you more into the cutesy type?" He shows me a page containing a girl doing aegyo, "Or the sexy sophisticated type?" He holds up a page with a woman wearing lots of black and red makeup.

"...What?"

"Oh right, or maybe you like the rugged sporty type?" All three magazines get shoved in my face until I push his arm away. "Dude you know if you want to perv on catalog models, you don't need me here."

"Oh come on dude, I'm trying to bond with you."

"How is me choosing aβ€”"

"Just pick one."

"Okay fine uh... I don't know, that one."

"Ooo the sexy sophisticated type! Good choice."

In the corner of my eye I notice Teddy tapping away on her phone.

"Can I leave now? I have things toβ€”"

"Question two. Pants or skirts?"

"What does this haβ€”"

"Pants or skirts!"

"Skirts!"

β€”LILO'S POVβ€”

"Bye bye Margo, I'll be back soon." I stroke and kiss his head while he rests on the floor. He licks my lips when I get close to him, making me laugh before I slip on my jacket.

"Where are you going honey?" My mom asks. Teddy called for us all to meet at Mina's house, I'm due to find out why.

"Mina's house."

"Well don't forget that our family dinner is in two days. I hope you have something nice to wear."

"Oh shoot I forgot... Do I have to go?"

"Yes. It's your grandparents 60 year anniversary and they want you there. It would be great if you could invite that boyfriend of yours to come along too."

"Tye? Why??"

"You're an adult now, it's about time you introduced a date to the family. Plus you're too old to awkwardly cling to me all night Lilo."

"T-Tye is busy with work that night. I'll just bring Mina instead."

"No he's not because I invited him this morning."

"You inβ€” Then why did you ask me!!"

"I'm a mother, I have to pretend you have a choice. You left his number in the house phone. He's a very well mannered boy, he said he'd love to come."

I throw my head back and exhale at the ceiling, ringing a woolly scarf around my neck and leaving the house. I love you mom, but I can't wait until your week off work is over.

Making my way down the sidewalk, I pull out my phone and text Tye.

Me: Did you tell my mom you'd come to our family dinner???

Two minutes go by before I get a response.

Tye: Yeah, I was gonna surprise you x

Tye: You don't want me to come.. ?

I sigh stressfully and type my reply.

Me: no it's fine... you can come.

I'm the one who's done something wrong, not him. There's no real reason for me to forbid him from coming. I can't believe I have to share a normal meal with him after yesterday.

My thumb swipes from Tye's name and onto Teddy's,

Me: omw

She never told me why she wants us all to meet up, which only worries me. What if this is about what happened between Taehyung and I in the kitchen...?

*:ο½₯゚✧*:ο½₯゚✧ ❄️

I open Mina's front door and enter the living room where I see the rest of the girls. "Hey guys."

Chrys scoffs and throws her hand in my direction, "Look, she's here. Now will you tell us why you're holding us all hostage?"

"Noooo not everybody is here yet! Lilo, please sit." Teddy points me over to the couch. I rest my legs, looking at Gretchen who holds a timid expression and Winter who blankly sits with her arms crossed.

*Knock Knock!*

"Eek, they're here!" Teddy runs to answer the door excitedly.

"Whose here?" Mina questions. She returns to the room with Jungkook following behind her, "What's up ladies?"

"Why did you invite Jungkook?" Mina asks.

Teddy smiles brightly at Gretchen and pulls her from her seat. "We said we were gonna help you Gretch, and now we are! I told the guys that you like Taehyung and Jungkook hooked you up with a makeover!"

Jungkook creates cheering sound effects in the background.

"A-a-a makeover?"

"What does he possibly know about styling?" Chrys' eyebrows furrow. That's when a tall girl walks into the room, loudly chewing gum and holding a vanity suitcase. "Whose she...?"

Jungkook smoothly places his arm around her, "This is one of my ex-girlfriends, Tessie."

"My name's Jessie jackass."

"Yeah whatever, the point is she's a professional stylist. She'll be doing hair and makeup for Gretchen. Now, I Uh, believe a certain cut is in order for my generosity?" He says quietly and holds out his hand to Teddy. She quickly places a fifty dollar bill in his palm.

"You're paying Jungkook to help you improve Gretchen?" I ask.

"Look, I ship Gretchen and Bossman okay?! I've always wanted to see Gretch have confidence, and a hubby! Plus, I'm not paying anything because this is money from the cash register."

"You know you're gonna get fired one day, right?" Chrys deadpans.

"Whatever! This is about Gretch, and as her friend I'm gonna support her as much as I can!"

"I appreciate everything you're doing Teddy, but are you sure a makeover is what I need?"

"Listen Glasses," Jungkook lands a hand on her shoulder, "I've been Taehyung's best friend for years and let me tell you, glasses and Elsa hair ain't it."

"Makeup transformations can be really fun, I'm sure you'll feel amazing after," Mina says optimistically. Gretchen looks at all of us before nodding. "O-okay, if it will help my confidence then I'll try."

"That's the spirit!"

I force myself to smile and nod when Jessie seats her in a chair in front of a vanity mirror Mina bought down from her room, along with studio lights. Jessie unfolds her suitcase, transforming it into a massive makeup and hair kit.

Everyone's behaving like their normal selves so far, I can't tell who caught Taehyung and I just yet.

The girls seem really enthusiastic about a possible relationship blooming in the cafe, little do they know it makes me feel like the worst friend ever. I told Gretchen I would support her goal in confessing to Taehyung, then made out with him later that day. What friend does that? I even had to wear a turtleneck today to cover the hickeys on my neck.

But after learning about Taehyung's past, it's clear that he is not the guy Gretchen wants. It's not her fault, she has no idea. None of them do. But wouldn't I be a bad friend if I encouraged a relationship that will not live?

"Okay, so what kind of look are we going for?" Jessie asks.

Teddy takes out her phone and hands it to her. "Well it wasn't easy, but Jungkook and I got a few answers outta' him this morning. Here's a list of things Bossman is attracted to."

*:ο½₯゚✧*:ο½₯゚✧ ❄️

"You're looking better already!" Teddy nods while Jessie adds extensions to Gretchen's hair. "You know what will complete her new image? A new name!"

"Great idea." Jungkook clicks his fingers.

"A new name?" I ask.

"Not a for real new name, but an alter ego, like what strippers use! Only without the stripper part."

"W-what's wrong with just Gretchen?"

"It's ugly." Chrys answers.

"Chrys!" Teddy swats her on the shoulder.

"What? We were all thinking it..."

"So what should my stripper name be?"

"How about we choose a name that sounds similar to Gretchen, but isn't quite Gretchen..." Teddy proposes, "Like... Vanessa!"

"How does Vanessa sound like Gretchen?" Chrys folds her arms.

"Yeah I don't think that will work." Mina shakes her head. Jungkook interrupts the conversation, "No no no, you have to give her something sexy. Like, Anastasia, or... Delarosa."

"That's trying too hard." Mina cringes her nose. "Go for something less Hollywood."

"This conversation is making me lose brain cells." Winter sighs.

"While you guys come up with alter egos, I'm gonna head out." I wave. I can't sit here and listen to this any longer without feeling guilty.

"Okay, we'll let you know how it goes!" Teddy waves at my exit.

As I leave the driveway I pull out my phone and text Tae.

Me: can we talk?

Tae: i'm leaving work rn, where are you?

Me: walking home from Mina's

Tae: stay there

Less than ten minutes later I see a grey Ferrari slow down beside me on the sidewalk, so I open the door and step into the passenger's seat.

"Did I pull you away from anything important?"

"Nah." He speeds up the car, driving right past my house that's only a five-minute drive away. "I thought you were dropping me home."

"I never said that. We're going to my house."

I look at him wide-eyed. After the way he described his old house to me before, it amazes me that he wants to voluntarily go back. But that makes this all the more difficult.

I called Taehyung because I think he deserves to know about Gretchen and Tye...

I now realize that this... this is what's complicating everything. Cheating on Tye, betraying my friends, almost getting killed by Mulan... It's all because of what I have with Taehyung. It's like ever since we started spending time together I've gotten a wave of bad luck. I don't want to keep hurting people... So maybe I should tell him everything. Whatever happens after is something I can't predict.

*:ο½₯゚✧*:ο½₯゚✧ ❄️

Once we enter Taehyung's penthouse, he turns on the lights and removes his jacket.

"What did you want to talk about?" He slips off his shoes as well and replaces them with cozy looking slippers. Just as I'm about to speak his phone rings from his pocket.

"Hello? Yes..." He lowers the phone for a moment to turn to me, "I'll be back."

"Kay." I nod while he strolls down the hall. Slowly I roll off my coat and hang it up, walking around to explore the house for the first time. It's even larger than I thought, I didn't even realize this place had a pool and a rooftop.

After a few minutes of exploring the venue, I look for Taehyung. It doesn't take me long to find him standing in his room with his back turned and his phone to his ear.

"Okay, keep me updated." He hangs up the call and looks over his shoulder at me. "Everything okay?" I ask.

"Yeah, I have to go into work tomorrow morning. You know, illegal weaponry stuff." His sarcasm earns a chuckle out of me. He tosses the phone aside and sits on the end of the bed,

"Come."

I slowly walk towards him until I'm standing between his legs. He holds both of my hands and locks our fingers.

"I thought about what you said..." He starts off, "My father once told me if you let something as little as a nightmare get to you, you'll never be ready for this world. And so... I think I'm going to move back in here."

"Really? Taehyung that's amazing!β€”"

"If."

His tone robs me of my smile.

"You move in here with me."

"W-what?!" I blink rapidly. "Move in? But my parentsβ€”"

"You don't have to seriously move in, but bring your things here and stay with me when I need you. I'll give you keys to my place, you can enter whenever you want. Whatever you're worried about I'll take care of it. As long as I get to be here with you." His fingers twiddle in the webs between my ones. "What do you say?"

I stare into his deep brown eyes and nod, "I'll have to think about it."

"Then I'll wait." He cups one side of my neck and kisses me sweetly. Our lips dance together for a long time before he forces my arms around his neck and pulls me onto his lap by the waist. His hands rest on my hips while I straddle his lap, my fingernails trail down his neck to leave dented rivers down the blankets of his skin.

Abruptly, he pulls back.

"Do you love me?"

I pause and lean back to look at him wide-eyed.

"W-what?"

"I want to hear you say it." Our fingers intertwine again before his lips hover over my ear. "Do you?"

That's right... I haven't told him yet.

"........I do."

"Say it." He whispers. The proximity makes every word more vivid. His tongue laps over the dip behind my ear and teeth nibble a little on my lobe. "Say it out of love, not lust... I'll know the difference."

My arms snake around his neck when he bites my ear more, my fingerprints soaking up the fine material of his shirt.

He's making it so hard on purpose. Challenging me... He wants me to say it unlustfully when he's touching me like this to prove that I'm not like her.

If I really loved him I could say it unlustfully.

And I can.




"Yes I love you. I love you Taehyung."




He flips us so that his body cranes over mine. The first few buttons of his shirt become undone at his fingertips.

"Good answer."

Rolling up my top, his nose and tongue trail down the center of my stomach, my skin moving up and down only mildly from my breaths. His tongue makes it's way to my ankles, pulling the ends of my laces and throwing my shoes to the ground. He slips off his shirt and tosses it in the same pile also.

He looks at my turtleneck and clicks his tongue in dissatisfaction.

"Turtlenecks are not very sexy."

I slap his chest teasingly and giggle. He giggles back, making me fall deeply for his box smile that I so rarely see. Finally his fingers tuck under the hem of my turtleneck and pull it over my head. The hickeys from our last encounter remain prominent.

I soon feel him unzip and remove my high waisted skirt, leaving me in my purple lace bra and matching panties. For some reason, Taehyung seems to be more turned on by that than I would have expected.

He licks and sucks on my neck hard, my body shivering with every bruise his lips mark on my skin. My spine arches which give his fingers room to enclose on my back and effortlessly unhook my bra. In just a few seconds he slides it off and breaks the kiss for a chance admire my chest with a tilted head. My cheeks sting with embarrassment while he licks his lips.

His head dives low to leave a moist trail from my neck to my collarbone, then collarbone to breasts. I roll my head around while faint moans escape my mouth, feeling the sensation of his hands and mouth squeezing. His head tilts in my arms the more he sucks, placing one last gentle kiss before slowly pulling back.

He crawls back on the bed until his face is in-line with my pelvis. With just his teeth, Taehyung lifts the band of my panties and slowly pulls them off... I begin to flinch and twitch from the tease. I can't believe this is happening...

He grabs my thighs and pulls me closer to him, taking my legs and propping them over my shoulders one at a time. The next thing I know, Taehyung's lips smash against my womanhood. I can't help but whine from the hot wet sensation invading my most sensitive area, especially every time he runs over my clit and widens me. I instantly feel drained by his slurps and gentle kisses.

After completely licking away the lubricant guarding my entrance, he inserts his index finger which quickly turns into three, thrusting and curling to hit my spot. A shock wave of coldness darts from my stomach down to my toes.

I let out vulnerable high pitched moans, my head thrown back the furthest it can bend while my hands pull harshly on Taehyung's messy and sweaty hair. His vein-filled hands grip my thighs and spread them apart. I feel the uncontrollable shaking of my body against his firm hands.

It took every cell in my body to hold myself back up to this point, but I can't take it anymore, and so I release myself into Taehyung's mouth. I feel him smile beneath me before consuming the white substance.

When he's done, he licks his lips and circles two fingers around my ocean of a clit. Each lap only makes me wetter. My legs fall from his shoulders as he moves further up the bed and spreads them wide. His eyes pin deeply into mine while he licks off the juice dripping down his fingers. I then feel him point himself between my thighs, stroking his head up and down my slippery entrance. Despite my body being in all it's glory, his eyes remain fixated on my orbs, like he's in a trance. I stare back at him, giving him permission without using words.

Seconds later I feel him slowly insert the tip.

"Uhhh~!" He raises his eyebrows worryingly, probably wondering how he's going to fit in the remaining 80%. I keep telling myself to man up, but I find myself wincing in hesitation every time he tries entering his shaft. He lowers his lips beside my ear and whispers,

"Don't get mad."

β€”Then shoves the rest in with one thrust.

My eyes bulge.

Before I can even scream he muffles my shriek by clashing his lips onto mine. I moan and weep into his mouth from the indescribable pain. A tear escapes the corner of my eye and slides to my ear while he rocks over me slowly, my hands strangle the wet satin sheets until they turn red and knuckles go white. He raises my leg and hooks it around his shoulder to give himself full access, already I can feel him rushing through my veins, a whole new experience.

"Shh..." Taehyung pecks away another tear that rivers my face, shushing me to stop crying and gently biting my neck. The tears on his lips create a moist trail when he pecks my sweaty skin. His arm rests beside my head, slowly moving up his body as he inserts himself all the way.

I continue to pant, my chest expanding

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