kawa💗
Text Message
Today 01:47

kawa?
r u home now?

kawa💗
Hey baby
Yeah I'm home now

okay good
i was worried

kawa💗
How come?

was scared ur dad
would find me

kawa💗
When I tell you
I was so fucking scared
And then you weren't
in my room😕

ah srry
my gut told me
to move

kawa💗
Just glad you
didn't get caught

i also heard some
of the stuff he said to u

kawa💗
Shit
How much did
u hear?

not much
but he didn't sound
too good

kawa💗
Yeah he was drunk
but it was so bad
Never seen him like
that before

oh shit

kawa💗
I know
And then he asked me
about volleyball
again

still not supportive?

kawa💗
Nope
It's whatever tho
Idgaf bout him

someone's got
daddy issues🫢

kawa💗
Noooooo
He's just an ass

im hoping he
didn't do anything else
to u

kawa💗
Nah he didn't
Found him
passed out as soon
as I came back home

that's good ig

kawa💗
But he's been a pain
ever since I was a child
He's a bad father
Like real bad

wanna talk abt it?

kawa💗
Maybe just a little
if that's fine w u?
It's kinda late

i always got
time for u ☺️

kawa💗
Thank you babe
Honestly it's so nice
knowing I got ppl
I can talk to

it's bad holding
things in sometimes.
you shouldn't have to
suffer in silence or
feel like u got no one

kawa💗
Exactly
I only talk to Iwachan
abt my dad since he's
known him for years

does iwa like him?

kawa💗
No, but he's respectful.
Anyways, I hope ur
ready for long ass messages

i'll be here to read
every word

kawa💗
So you already know that
my dad hates me playing volleyball.

But ever since I was a child
he was a v bad influence.

First, it was just making
me sip his beer. But it
escalated when he would
make me chug full cans, then
entire bottles.

I got drunk once when I
was only twelve, and my
dad blamed it on me.
Ig that's why I'm a bit
attached to Niko. I see my
younger self in him, and
I don't want him to
experience anything I did.

And I hate drinking alcohol
solely bc of my past and what
it's done to my father. I haven't
touched it in around a year now.

It's also another reason why
my sisters moved out
and started their lives so
early.

When we all
lived together, he would
drink and drive
while we were in the car,
and we were only
children at the time.

I didn't know how fucked
up that was until later
on in my life.
Sometimes I wonder
how I'm even alive rn,
because my father can
be so reckless

He's not abusive though,
so ig I'm somewhat lucky.
He's never hit me or did
anything serious.

But he also forced me to learn
how to drive at a young
age. I started driving
when I was fourteen,
and you might be mad
at me since I've driven
you before, bc I still
don't even have my licence.

I hope I haven't put
you to sleep lol

no bby im still here
i'm just shocked
ur father would do
such things

kawa💗
Ikr
I just can't wait
to move out after we
graduate and move into
the city for uni

aw kawa
im sorry u had to
go thru all of that

kawa💗
Haha thanks babe
I don't mean to laugh
Just a coping mechanism

kawa🥺
i wanna give u a
hug rn

kawa💗
And I wanna kiss
you all over

oh that escalated

kawa💗
😂😂

thank u for
sharing that
w me

kawa💗
Thank you for
listening

i know it takes guts
to share stuff w ppl

kawa💗
I don't feel nervous
opening up to u tho
I feel comfortable
around u

aw
why r my eyes

tearing up

kawa💗
Sending virtual hugs
cuddles and kisses

🥺❤️
same to u

kawa💗
I feel a weight being
lifted off my chest

maybe in the future
we can have a place
together

kawa💗
Really?

yeah
i mean we both plan
to move to tokyo
for post secondary

kawa💗
I don't think that
would be the best idea

what??
why?

kawa💗
Because...

bc??

kawa💗
Ain't it obvious?

no?🤨

kawa💗

KAWA💀💀

kawa💗
😈😈😈
We getting no
sleep

i mean i ain't
complaining

kawa💗
Then it's settled
We're moving in together
After graduation!🥰

well it's a lot
easier said than done

kawa💗
I know but we'll
figure it out!
We'll get jobs and
study at the same time
We doin this together

im picturing a
small apartment w
a good view

kawa💗
I like ur vision

but u don't wanna
live w iwa?

kawa💗
Hm... I do...
But I like u more😌

ooooo
imma tell iwa🏃‍♀️

kawa💗
Go ahead
He already knows I'm
head over heels for u

ig we aren't
so private w
our relationship...

kawa💗
He's the only one
who knows
Especially after
everything that
happened I think
it would be obvious
to him

tru tru
we can trust him
same w niko.
iwa should live
next door when we
move out lol

kawa💗
No he can't!!

what
why not?

kawa💗
Because

bc???

kawa💗
He'll hear us
fucking every night!!

😭
kawa istg

kawa💗
😉
Baby I wanna hear
ur voiceeeee
Can we call?

aw kawa i want to
but my brother
is sleeping already.
i should be quiet now

kawa💗
Fine🙄

I'll hunt you down
at school then☺️🫶

okaaaay
just remember that
we're private ok?

kawa💗
Yes ma'am🫡

we don't need ppl
bothering u abt me

kawa💗
They won't
But I also want
them to know who
you are!!

Baby I just
wanna be seen
w u🥺

and u will be!
just no pda and
making it obvious.
we did agree to be
private

kawa💗
Right okay
Also before I
let u go for the night
I got one question

shoot it

kawa💗
Why don't u have
friends at school?

idk. i just don't
find anyone interesting

kawa💗
Try talking to the
person who sits
next to u in class

i don't wanna

kawa💗
Just do it
You never know
what might happen

ugh no

kawa💗
Baby c'mon
I'll chase u around
school until u do

nooo don't

kawa💗
Me and Iwachan
won't always be
around for u
Including Niko.
And don't u wanna
have friends?

i do but it's hard
and im happy w
the ppl in my life rn

kawa💗
Promise me you'll
try tho

ugh fine
i promise

kawa💗
YAY😸

but you gotta
promise me u will
do smthn too

kawa💗
... What??

you'll get ur
driver's licence :)

kawa💗
Okay okay🙄
Should be easy
for me now lol

im already trying
to think of how tf
im gonna start
a random convo
w someone ive never
talked to b4

kawa💗
It'll happen naturally
Those r the best
friendships

i shouldn't
be anxious over this

kawa💗
Lol breathe babe
I'll let u sleep now

okay
gnight kawa❤️
ty for talking to me

kawa💗
Thank you too❤️
Goodnight my bby
I'll see u at school!!

· • —– ٠ ✤ ٠ —– • ·

"Good job," the teacher says as he hands you a marked test. "Looks like all of that tutoring is paying off, huh?"

When you see the mark — the first A that you've ever gotten in physics — you find yourself smiling uncontrollably. "Yeah."

The teacher nods in approval before continuing down the aisle. You glance around the class, watching your classmates converse with one another. Talking to other people had been easier when they were the ones to initiate conversation, but with the promise you made to Oikawa looming over your head, you knew that you had to start now.

Scanning the room, you try to find someone who wasn't occupied. Your leg starts to bounce as your nerves start to creep up on your senses, and just as you feel yourself starting to give up, already thinking of how you're going to explain to Oikawa how you couldn't bring yourself to spark a conversation, you find him leaning against the doorframe.

Your leg stops bouncing and your back instantly straightens. No one notices Oikawa standing there, and you wonder why he decided to leave his own class to stop by. You stare at him, not daring to show any signs of excitement with the fear of exposing your relationship.

But Oikawa doesn't care, flashing you a smile and winking shortly after. You cover your mouth, hiding the grin forming on your own face. It's nice seeing him here, with no one swarming him and paying you his full attention.

His eyes wander around, trying to find someone for you to mingle with. When he sees someone, he nods his head in their direction. You follow his eyes and spot a girl sitting next to the windows.

She was looking out, watching a flock of birds take flight. How did I not notice her, you question as you look back to the doorframe, only to find that Oikawa had left.

You assumed that the girl wanted to be like you; blending into the background with the hopes that no one would be a bother. But you also hoped to make friends. Maybe she hoped for the same thing.

Pushing yourself to fulfill your promise, you grab your belongings and take the empty desk next to the girl. She has long dark hair flowing past her shoulders, and her eyes hide behind her bangs. Her body language was enough to say that she wasn't up for conversation; her head was hanging, completely engulfed in the open book sitting on her lap.

But as much as the girl tried to hide, she wished that someone would help her out of her shell one day.

"Hey," you press your hands together, refusing to let them shake at a moment like this. "What are you reading?"

The girl slowly raises his head. She brushes her bangs out of her face, revealing her big eyes. She blinks a few times, not knowing whether you were speaking to her or not, but when you gesture to the book on her lap, she shows you the cover.

"It's a manga," the girl's voice is soft, "It's about gangs and fighting and... yeah."

You give her a friendly grin, hoping to make her feel comfortable in your presence. "Gangs and fighting?"

"Yes," the girl pauses when she realizes how weird that might have sounded. She raises the cover, giving you a better view. "But it's also about friendship, found family, having a second chance at life, and saving the people you love. It's called Tokyo Revengers."

"Hm, I've never heard of that before."

"It's really good so far. I recommend it if you're into that type of thing."

"I'll think about checking it out."

"I can lend you my copy if you'd like."

"That would be nice. Thank you." Your conversation started off more easily than expected. As Oikawa had said, it'll happen naturally. "I should've introduced myself earlier. My name is Y/n."

Finally feeling her shell beginning to crack, the girl returns your smile. "Nice to meet you. I'm Sheena."