may 28th, 2021
★ 𝐌𝐈𝐊𝐄𝐘 𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐓𝐎𝐍 ★

" Yeah, I'm good dad I can't believe it's been 6 years, time been going by fast."

" Yeah." He agreed staring off into space." She would've been so proud on how far you came son. Look at you, you getting up there and I'm proud, and I remember when you was a lil nigga you used to be hooping with crates." He chuckled a lil." I used to tell ya' mother all the time, he gone be something, he making something out the struggle, we worked so hard for that basketball court we got you."

" I appreciate y'all for that." I gave him a smile reminiscing about the older days back when life was great.

" You talented." He returned the smile patting my shoulder." Now about that young lady Nirah, she reminds me so much of your mother you sure know how to pick them." He took a sip of his steaming coffee." Glad you ain't like these other lil boys who just date these snowbunnies they say cause black women ghetto, shit black women the best women."

" I agree I love me a black woman."

" You better!" He scolded, pointing his finger at me." But you gone do what you wanna do I don't wanna see one of these pale founding fathers running round here." He mumbled the last part before taking another sip of his coffee and walking away.

" Pops, come on now."

" Shittt, what Nicey lil boy usta' call them? Flour monkeys or sum I just motherfuckin know I don't wanna see em' running round in my house." He spoke in a serious tone, he meant business foreal. I never understood why my pops didn't like white women so much but aye I guess we'll never know.

I bought my mother a fresh bouquet of roses, those was one of her favorite flowers.

I arrived to North Ridge Cemetery they buried my mother somewhere in the back so it took me a few minutes to get to her.

I sat down and propped the roses against her headstone," I miss you so much Mama I wish you was still here, I done came so far and I'm trying my best not to give up even though I'm tired, so tired. I wish you could physically be here to see me accomplish my goals so I can move you and pops out the hood, but ima do that regardless. I wish I could just call you and vent and you tell me it's okay I wish I could just pop up on you and not have a reason I miss you, I miss being in your presence mama but I know you sent me somebody just like you and I can never thank you enough for that, I love you." I wiped her headstone, placing a kiss on it." Ya lil boy made it to YSU, im on TV ma."

★ 𝐍𝐈𝐑𝐀𝐇 𝐒𝐀𝐋𝐀𝐘 𝐏𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋 ★
may 29th, 2021.
8:45 pm.

Nobody Special blasted through our speakers as we sped down the road.

It was about 8:15, and now it was time for us to go drunk skating.

Horse back riding was fun beside the fact that Naysha getting thrown off the horse, but she lit and ready to get drunk.

I had packed my pink Christian Dior tote Bag for this trip and I had everything in it, Destiny bought 2 bottles of 1800 & 2 bottles of remy Martin and they had weed out the ass big sacks, i had all this shit in my purse.

" Shawtyyy pressure! But I would never run her way, no nobody special, I feel all these girls the same!" Naysha and Destiny rapped loudly.

We arrived at the Lockwood skating place, Destiny threw the car in park and passed the bag of liquor to the back.

" So nay you ain't never finish your story about them dudes jumping you." I said taking my first shot of Remy Martin," Why they jump you?"

Destiny and Nay looked back just mugging me," I don't know, should I go ask them? Sometimes Nirah you ask the dumbest questions."

" Nah, actually it's a great question, cause I'm back here wondering like damn, what did she do to make them niggas that mad?!" Ryy chimed in, making Deonna and I bust out into laughter.

We got out the car, making our way to the entrance of the skating rink, the lines were long as hell.

When we got in Ryy & I went straight to the food court, I bought nachos, a hot pickle and a Pepsi, she bought hot wings, cotton candy and a Pepsi also.

" We some menaces eating hot shit and drinking pop." She said shaking her head as we waited for our order.

The girls was already embarrassing their selves by falling and they think these little walkers gone help them.

Naysha and Deonna was skating together, Deonna tried to go her own way but she struggled the shots were already getting to her lightweight ass. She attempted to catch herself from falling  Nay gently tapped her making lose her balance  and fall.

I burst out into laughter stopping to help her up, but she ended up pulling me down making grab onto Nay's gray shorts and she came right down with us.

Destiny finally joined in the skating circle, and Slum anthem by K Camp started playing this was her shittt.

Destiny was skating and tried to shake her ass side to side she ended up going head first into an random nigga's ass and I was right behind her watching all this shit go down.

" These bitches drunk af." I laughed as I skate past her recording her, she gripped onto my leg pulling me backwards," Un bitch, let me go." I said in my youngboy trying to skate away from her I lost my balance and fell smack dead ontop of her.

" Ouchh."

" Bitch get off me." She laughed pushing my fatass off her.

" This yo fault you pulled me down." I mugged the fuck outta her trying to laughing the pain away. What lil boosie say? Gotta smile to keep from crying cause lord knows my side stinging like a mfka.

It was only Deonna, Me & Nay on the floor Destiny stopped to eat, And Deonna had just came back from taking 3 more shots, she had about 6.

I took my phone out to record Deonna as she began to struggle to use the Walker I don't know how maybe her skates went out but she almost face planted the floor if she didn't catch herself.

" Untun, it's time for you to go chill and eat." I said helping her up.