ᴍᴀʏ 13ᴛʜ, 2021
10:52 ᴘᴍ

I kicked my shoes off, stripping out all my clothes leaving me in my Ethika panty & bra set. I been at work since 4am and I was exhausted, but hard work pays off and my check sure gone look fat.

I made my way into the kitchen, a series of knocks sounded at the front door making me scrounge my face up.

" I wasn't expecting company." I mumbled to myself heading to the front door and peeping into the peephole, noticing Mikey's twisties.

I undid the locks and swung the door open, Mikey stood there staring me dead in my eyes, his eyes was glossy and his face was tear stained, I could tell he was going through it.

I pulled him into a hug, holding him tight. I hate seeing him like this, it my first time ever seeing him cry this made me wanna cry with him.

ᴍᴀʏ 14ᴛʜ, 2021
10:30 ᴀᴍ

" Breakfast ready!" I called for Mikey.

" This look good bestie." He rubbed his hands together, staring at the plate of food Infront of him he was ready to devour it any moment now.

I sat down next to Mikey, interlocking hands with him," You ready?"

He nodded his head, taking a deep breathe and closing my eyes," God is good, God is great."

" What I tell you about that childish ass prayer Nirah." He cut eyes at me making me kiss my teeth.

11:21 ᴀᴍ.

" How I look?" Mikey asked stepping out the bathroom, he had on a black Armani suit with blue and white 4's and black D&G shades.

I smiled, adjusting his suit." You look handsome, bestie."

His eyes sparkled, as he gave me a smile," Thanks." he pulled me into a hug." Thanks for being here for me, you really the best bestie a nigga could ask for."

I smiled," You welcome, I'm always here for you Mike & Ike."

★ 𝐃𝐎𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐁𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐘★
12:11 pm

Me, Mikey & Mere sat frontrow watching people go up and view his body. It was hard seeing my lil brudda lifeless body in that casket.

Two brownskin women stood in front of the casket arguing over God knows what, some of AJ's relatives tried to defuse the situation but it only made it worst.

The darkskin women snatched up the other lady knocking her into the casket making it tumble over and AJ just came rolling out.

Everybody in the funeral gasped," Oh goodness gracious."

" Somebody get my baby off the ground, please!" AJ's mother cried, she gave the two women the deadliest death stare if looks could kill they'll be dead on the spot.

★ 𝐍𝐈𝐑𝐀𝐇 𝐒𝐀𝐋𝐀𝐘 𝐏𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋 ★
10:01 ᴘᴍ

𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐖𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐁𝐲 𝐉𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐞 𝐀𝐢𝐤𝐨.

I ran my bath water, i made sure it was piping hot, It needed to feel like my coochie and ass burning off.

" Picture me rollin', out in the open, baby I know." I sung as I lit my two lavender and vanilla candles.

40 minutes later.

I sprayed myself with ' Into the stars ' perfume I got tired of mfkas telling me i smelled like a granny when I wore ' Your The One '

Three loud rhythmic knocks sounded at the front door, I already knew it was Mikey.

" I'm sorry for coming over this late, I ready need you." Mikey spoke softly.

" It's cool." In responded stepping to the side so he could step in," You know I got yo' back boo."

9:19 am

I was awoken by the sound of somebody phone constantly receiving notifications. I rubbed my eyes, angrily snatching my phone off the charger and checking my notifications. My shit was on Dnd so it wasn't my phone.

I tried to sit up but Mikey had me in a headlock," This Nigga." I mumbled, violently shaking him.

" Mikey wake yo' ass up somebody blowin yo phone up."

" Huh." He mumbled with his eyes still closed.

" I said, Wake yo mfkn ass up, somebody blowing your phone up!" I repeated, slightly raising my voice.

" Fuck them, they can wait go back to sleep." He pulled me closer to him.

★ 𝐃𝐎𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐁𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐘★

" Ion really wanna argue withchu siah, this not the time you just wanna argue about unnecessary shit." I waved her off continuing to roll my backwood. In the mist of being off the map, i found myself talking to a girl, now we in this toxic ass situationship.

" I don't even know why I'm even with a nigga named Dooter." Her smart remark made me chuckle a lil.

" Nobody asked yo' ass to be with me, you can go ion give a fuck." I responded perching the freshly rolled wood in between my lips." Tryna start some shit, we posed to be chilling."

" Fuck you and yo dead ass homie!" She yelled leaving the apartment, slamming the front door behind her," Black, burnt lip ass." She poked her head in, slamming it again.

The one time I let my guard down and let somebody in they play me. This what I get for trying to date a big panty wearing bitch.

I lit the other end of the wood, I unlocked my old ass iPhone 8, playing Black Cloud by Yb.

  I took a long pull of the wood, sitting here by myself, starting to make me realize a lot shit. My nigga gone, the group barely fuck wit each other, and I'm really in this shit by myself. I can't be mad at Siah cause all the shit I done did, all the girls I made cry, and lead on, it was bout' time for some body to do my ass in, karma came around and bit me right in the ass.

I don't know why but as I was writing AJ deadass rolling out his casket I was thinking of that one song proud Mary by Tina Turner, and we're rolling down the riverrrr ifykyk

Anyways RIP our nigga AJ, nobody really liked you but 💙