★ 𝐍𝐈𝐑𝐀𝐇 𝐒𝐀𝐋𝐀𝐘 𝐏𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋 ★
ᴀᴘʀɪʟ 1sᴛ, 2021

" Guess what!" I said to my sister Zion.

" What?" She asked munching on some Taco Bell, more like taco hell cause in about thirty minutes she about to be blowing that bathroom the fuck up.

" I got tickets to a rod wave concert!"

" Say swear?" She said getting excited." You got two tickets for me and you?!"

" Yess!" I smirked, knowing damn well I was lying.

" Sike bitch April fools."

Her smiled turned into a frown, and she mugged me." Fuck you." She flicked me off." I hate bitches that play too much."

" Oh shut up." I nudged the back of her head, I been spending a lot more time with my family. I told my mama about the situation of me getting sexual assaulted and we had a whole crying session and it felt great. I'm still wearing these jail braids with an hair style called, the bonnet.

I really stopped talking to Dooter, he still texts and checks up on me occasionally, we're just acquaintances.

My phone dinged, I got an iMessage notification from " D🖤" speaking of the fucking devil.

I turned my phone back off, taking one of Zion's Cinnamon twist from out her taco box.

I unlocked my phone, clicking on me and Dooter's message thread.

𝐃🖤

Wassam, how you feeling?
ʀᴇᴀᴅ ᴀᴛ 12:31 ᴘᴍ

Fine, what you want?

Dang it's like dat 😂

yeah, what do you want?

So you not gone forgive me? Dat bet was old Nirah, I swea I changed🤦🏾‍♂️🗣

Don't tryn be funny nirah.

I see someone's mad, lmao... I'm not upset at you, or mad but if you was in my predicament you would've been the same way. You and yo ugly ass homeboy did a bet on me, of course I want my distance from you. Let's not forget yo nasty ass homeboy tried to rape me. I can never thank you enough for being there❤️but I need space dooter.

I understand Rs ian een kno he was Gon go dat far istg I would've been done stopped everything‼️💯💯🗣 but I understand fs

i hearted his message and swiped out his message thread, I simply needed space from Dooter.

I was tired of constantly staying in the shower trying to wash AJ off me, I felt so dirty and I still do a little bit, but I'm learning to accept it and move on.

★ 𝐉𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐄𝐑 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐊 ★

" Nigga finna be twenty in six fucking days!" I got hyped, I was on Instagram live." Mark yall fucking calendars!"

@saucyyasslia: 😍😍grownselfff
@realtrappatrey : wyd for it brudda?

" A fucking bnb, y'all better pop out there's gone be a weedman and bottles, free food and games all that shit." I explained." Leave the drama at home too!"

@tionnamayy : Nigha said " Leave da drama at home " watch I bet it's gon be 5 different gangs der 😂😂😂 all beefing wit each otha

" Bitch shut yo long hotdog body having ass up, you fucking stickbug." I retorted, i played in my locs." Like I said, don't bring that drama shit to my bnb or ima shoot yo ass, end of the discussion." I said before ending the live.

" Damn JB, you ain't have to go off on her like that." Dj laughed, he tossed me a sack of weed and a pack of woods." Happy early birthday bitch."

" Bitch was tryna be funny." I responded, opening up the pack of woods." You poppin' out to the bnb?"

" Of course, bro." He said plopping down on the couch making it fall to the floor.

" Yo' fucking fatass owe me a new couch." I mugged holding in my laugh." You needa lay off on the McDonald's."

" Fuck you." He flicked me off getting off the couch." You still talk to that girl?"

" Nirah?" I asked.

" Yeah, her you know I don't keep up with the girls you talk to."

" Barely, I spoke to her a few days ago though, I think ima take her out to lunch tomorrow." I said breaking down the weed." Gotta get to know her, make sure she ain't crazy."

" Yeah, like the last shordy." He said staring out the window, shaking his head." You a good one, I would've kilt that bitch if she dumped my granny's ashes out."

" Oh I was, I really was." I stated, I added the 3.5 grams of weed to the wood." That bitch had something coming for her but she ditched town, I'm so fucking shitty."

" These bitches something else, I fucking tell ya."

★ 𝐍𝐈𝐑𝐀𝐇 𝐒𝐀𝐋𝐀𝐘 𝐏𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋 ★

I opened the frontdoor, waiting for my package to come. I had got an notification that it was out for delivery and should arrive today. You really gotta watch for your packages cause folks like to steal and I be damn if somebody steal my wig.

I made my way back into the kitchen, opening the cabinet grabbing a bowl." Hey Alexa, play dog ass nigga by bigbossyvette."

𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐨𝐠 𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐚 𝐛𝐲 𝐛𝐢𝐠𝐛𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐲𝐯𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞

I grabbed the box of instant oatmeal and grabbed two packets of peaches and cream, opening them into the bowl.

" Dawg ass nigga, dawg ass nigga." I rapped moving my shoulders back and forth with the kiss face. I made my way to the refrigerator, grabbing the stick of butter." It's a lot of fish in the sea, about one of my fish ima fuck one you hoes up, bitch."

Had to rap that part extra hard bitch.

I grabbed an butter knife, cutting of a small slice of butter putting it in my oatmeal, I pointed to the cabinet as if I was actually talking to somebody." Who the fuck is Keisha, and why she hit me up asking who am I, and is my nigga named Chuck?"

" Im like who is you?" I said in all high pitched tone," and how you get this numba."

I made a cup a water and put it in the microwave for 3 minutes.

" Open the door, I fucking hate you bitch!" I rapped in unison with the song.

My favorite part was about to come up, I got up squaring up like I was about to fight a ho'.

[There should be a GIF or video here. Update the app now to see it.]

1:07 for part to match with the scene

I started beating the air ass, acting like Chuck was pulling my hair." Bitch you got me fucked up!"

I finally got him off me, and I turn to the imaginary girl he was cheating on me with." Who is you!?"

" I'm Keisha, bitch wassup?" She rolled her eyes, and her neck. She had long nails, she kept trying to explain what was going on, I gave her a right hook. Cause the fuck you tryna explain for?

" Don't tell me shit bitch, you knew that was my Nigga, and you think this shit is funny!" I yelled." You already knew how I was coming, fucking dummy!"

" Listen Nirah, she ain't know." Chuck started, but I turned around and mushed him hard as fuck In his face making him stumble back.

" Chuck you really tryna take up for this bitch?!"

These dog ass niggas now and days. I like em' tho.

I started walking backwards to the living room, I yelled at them." Y'know what! Bitch fuck you! Fuck him! Y'all both can live together in a dusty dirty ass roach infested ass house, bitch Chuck I'm finna go Fuck yo' mfkn daddy, bitch fuck you! Ima have my sister beat yo' ass, fuck you talkin bout! My brother gone come shoot yo house up' boom boom bitch."

A unfamiliar song played," Alexa, pause this song."

The song paused, I caught my breathe after that little workout I did. I just had the time of my life. I made my way to the microwave, catching it on 10 seconds. I stopped it, grabbing some over mitts, and taking out the hot cup of water setting it on the counter.

I made my way back to the counter, grabbing my phone and ordered my venti iced white mocha, I made this order custom, with no whip cold foam and strawberry puree, and iced and two strawberry cake pops. Try it, it's soo good.

I added the finishing touches of the wig. I curled the brown tips, since it was an ombre wig I wanted to try something new. I covered my head with a scarf then added my bonnet.

I checked my phone for the time, 1:45 pm.

" Shit! "

Javier was taking me out to lunch at 2:30, I just finished my wig, it took me 2 hours to do, now I gotta do my hygiene, and do my brows. Me in the shower takes 30 minutes up til a hour alone.

" Hey Alexa, play Deja Vu by J.cole."

I made my way into the bathroom flicking on the light.

" Although, I know your man, and trust me, he would die for you." I rapped washing my body with an unscented dove bar." These quiet thoughts of you been going on for years now, I saw you in the party soft lips, soft spoken."

I washed off the soap suds, I than began washing myself up with my ' Your The One.' Body wash from bath and body works.

I finished the rest of my hygiene, and turned off the water stepping out the tub. I dried my body off and lathered myself in baby oil.

I picked a simple outfit, a black shirt, light washed blue jeans, and my panda dunks with a plain black jacket, and a black teflar tote bag. The big one.

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We arrived at this place called ' TGI Friday's i never been here before, I love trying new food places.

Javier stood around 6'1, he had his semi-long locs in a ponytail to the back, I could tell he just recently got an cut, so the new growth on in his locs didn't look bad. He had on a black bathing ape shirt, with black skinny jeans, his pants sagged and I saw his plain black Calvin Klein draws, he also had an all black bb Simon belt, with panda dunks and a black and white lettermen jacket. He had on Giorgio Armani Cologne. I also noticed he had a nose piercing.

" You look nice." He complimented me, he held the restaurant's door open for me." Love the hair."

" Thanks." I smiled at him." You don't look too bad yourself."

" And you smell good." He said." I love a woman who keeps her hygiene A1."

I gave him another smile, and complimented the way he smelled. We stood up front for a few moments, before the hostess came.

" Welcome to TGI Friday's, my name is nia follow me let's get you seated." She said giving us a smile, she grabbed two menus before leading us to a table by the window.

" Thank you." We replied as we sat in the high stools.

" Your waitress will be with you in just a moment." She responded promptly. She made her way to the back.