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- 𝚂𝙰𝙸𝙶𝙴 𝙼𝙾𝚁𝙰𝙻𝙴𝚂.

"What's wrong with her?" Serg asked Tati as I bounced my leg up and down. I'm so irritated and he keep trying to talk to me. What I should do is beat his ass but I won't.

I really don't know how to go about this situation, I feel all types of emotions and I don't wanna say or do something that I'll regret later on. I love Serg, everybody knows that. But I love my sister too.

"Boy ion know, ain't that your girlfriend? She probably just finally sick of you." Tati went back to writing her notes.

"No shit. She won't talk to me. Qura won't either." He said.

"Saige?" Tati turned to me.

"Hm?" I snapped out of my thoughts and looked at her.

"So how you gon answer her but not me?" Serg asked.

Sit down and be quiet bitch.

"Yes Tati?" I completely ignored him.

"Oh wow...she must be mad at you. Are you mad at him?" She asked.

"Very." I said.

"What the hell I do?"

"You a liar." I mumbled and stood up from my seat. "Can I go to the office?" I asked the teacher as I walked up to her desk. She really didn't care what we did in this class.

She pointed to the pass by the door and I grabbed it before leaving the room.

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"What you do if you in a situation where all the outcomes might be bad?" I spoke up.

"It depends on what the situation is and how much things will change depending on what you choose to do." My therapist explained and I nodded.

Everything I tell her stays in here. I tell her everything and she listens, I mean it is her job so I don't feel too special but she understands what I put out.

"I don't know what to do."

"Do you wanna talk about it?" She asked.

I tilted my head to the side some and thought about it. Might as fucking well.

"You know Serg?" I started off and she nodded. "Yeah, he's lying to me about something that's important to me. And I don't know how to address the situation."

"Does he know it's important to you?"

"Yes, he does."

"Well if he knows it's important, he probably doesn't wanna tell you because it might upset you, hurt you, etcetera."

"So? He know damn well I can't stand liars." I said.

"Saige, sometimes we tend to lie to protect the people we love. At the moment we might think it's for the best. If he's lying about it he probably has a reason." She explained.

Fuck his reason. Who hides something like that from somebody they so called love? He be laying up with me, kissing me, touching me and doing it all while lying to my face. It's crazy how much you think you know somebody and then they turn around and do something like that.

How do he watch me cry and breakdown about it then comfort me KNOWING what really happened?

On god I'm never opening up to another nigga, ever.

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"Why?" I said as I stormed into Serg's room.

Him, Aaron, and Amari all turned the attention from the game to me.

"Why what?" Serg asked.

"Aaron and Amari, get out for a minute." I said.

They didn't question it, they just did exactly what I said and left us two in the room. I closed the door and turned to him.

"What is wrong witchu?" He looked at me.

"No, what's wrong witchu? You been hiding shit this whole time."

"Hiding what? Ian hiding shit." He stood up.

"This my second time bringing it up and you still gon lie? Okay. So you knew this wholeeee time that MY SISTER is dead because of something YOU DID?!"

Once I said that he looked like he saw a ghost.

"Saige-"

"Saige nothing. And on top of that...they was aiming for me? So not only is she gone but she gone when they wasn't even targeting her? I'm supposed to be the one in a fucking casket not her."

"I ain't mean to lie, I promise."

"You ain't mean to lie? Listen to how you sound. I'm not finna yell, argue, nothing. Just explain yo self so I can get the fuck out and leave you alone."

After he say what he gotta say it's over with. Cause if he can lie about that he can lie about anything. I'm not putting myself in no situation like that.

"I would never hurt you on purpose, you know that shit. I just ain't want you to hate me or think it was my fault. I shoulda told you when I found out and I was going to but I kept holding it off. I did some fucked up shit and was going out bad, I didn't think they would bring you into it."

"So you ain't tell me because you wanted to protect yourself? You was being selfish, you ain't think about me you thought about you. And all because you ain't want me to hate you? Well I do hate you so now what?" I looked at him.

"Ion know." He shrugged.

"Well you can have all this shit because I'm not finna be in a relationship with you after this, you can go to hell for all I care."

I took off everything he ever gave me. A ring, necklace, bracelet, all of it. I don't want it.

I didn't even give him a change to respond, I just left. What I just did didn't fully hit me until a little while after I got home.

It's like I could actually feel my heart breaking.

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