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I wanted to make Serenity darkskin but I'm not playing into the dark bitter baby momma that's jealous of the pretty mixed girlfriend narrative smd I'm not doing it. My next book though.. I found some more chocolate girls through tiktok so just know...

12,385 words. The gworls is mad I waited so long to update when they could've just voted and kept out my pm being rude. And I've been working on a maybe second book. So enjoy this chapter and the next considering this might be my last book. 900 votes for the next chapter babes.

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"This the friend you was talking about?" Jeramiah looked over at India after Del introduced them. She didn't usually come with Del when the girl decided to go out with other people but the idea of her friend hanging out with so many boys at once made her uncomfortable. You couldn't put anything pasts anyone nowadays.

"Yeah."

"She look like she don't wanna be here." His friend began laughing. This is when India usually decided to go home. When it turned into a 'fuck with her and make her feel bad about herself' session.

"She just shy. Right India?"ย  Instead of responding she just nodded. It smelt like weed.

"Y'all still in high school?"

"Huh?" India looked at him confused. She'd just turned 16.

"You sixteen right?"

"Yeah.. why? Y'all grown or something?"

"Not grown, I just graduated last year." The boy Del was sitting next to turned his attention to her and she shrugged his hand off of her shoulder.

"Relax India ain't nothing bad about to happen." Del laughed and they all turned their attention to whoever was coming through the door being loud.

"Stop fucking trying me I swear I been keeping my cool but-"

"Okay."

"Stop fucking playing bro!" The girl pushed him and he pushed her back. Everyone thought it'd turn into a fight but the boy just kissed her when he got her to calm down then turned back around to speak to whoever he came in to see.

The hell.

India was appalled.

"How you been?" Khalil went to dap him up but got ignored. Instead he pulled out two one hundreds and stood back while Khalil went through his duffel bag and pulled out purple packages India had never seen in her life. It looked like candy or something went in there but she knew damn well it was weed. She wasn't that slow. It smelled strong.

"No hi? No how you doing?" Jeramiah joked around with him but got ignored, then a girl sitting next to Devon began speaking and the boy finally opened his mouth.

"Tana when you get out?" She looked directly at him and ignored Morgan standing next to him.

"Like last week."

"You eighteen now huh? You still not grown."

"Been grown." It was uncomfortable trying to ignore the way they were looking at each other and the way Morgan was looking at them. She clearly wanted to cry.

"Hey Tana." Del waved happily when he glanced at her. She already knew him because she knew he'd speak back.

"What's good.." he mumbled, not knowing why she was looking at him. Her friend was sitting there cute and silent per usual. She always stood out to him. Even with loud bold ass Del sitting next to her seeking as much attention as possible. Somebody would like it, not him though.

"You doing something later?" The girl that was flirting with him earlier began speaking to him again.

"Nah. DM me later I gotta go." Jade grabbed his stuff then walked out with his arm around Morgan who sent her an annoyed look before leaving. It didn't matter what he chose to do with that girl because she was the one he came with, left with, and spent time with. Hoes were hoes.

"That nigga too smooth." Jeramiah shook his head then looked at Del who had a real hard smile on her face.

"What?" She tried wiping it off when he looked at her.

"He was eyeing your quiet ass friend. You putting them on or something?" Her face fell.

"Who?" India looked up from geometry dash confused. She heard the voice but when he came around she never spoke so him knowing she existed just hadn't crossed her mine.

"Nobody. Don't worry about him he ain't shit." Del shrugged.

"He's fine as hell though. Fuck his girlfriend. He don't care about her so I don't either." The girl shrugged.

"That's not his girlfriend." Del defended.

"He brings her every where with him, buys her stuff, takes her on dates... that's a girlfriend. You wouldn't know that because he didn't fuck with you before he went to jail to tell you."

"I be around him and my brother and he said girls that approach him when he with somebody else treeshes, and all you can do is suck some dick and go. So when you DM him just know you about to suck some dick.. and go. At least Morgan getting diored and dogged, you just getting carpet burn and ignored." She rolled her eyes seeing the girl get up like she wanted to fight.

"Del.." India grabbed her arm hearing the argument intensify.

"What?!"

This is why she didn't like going out with Del.

"You used to be a piece of shit." India looked down at Jade who was laying down with his head in between her legs on the game. He'd work damn near thirteen hours a day, play the game, eat, have sex, sleep a few hours, then repeat five days a week. This was play the game time.

"Girl. You just felt like starting with me?"

"I'm just sayin.. I don't know why I'm suddenly remembering all of the times we were around each but didn't interact. You were rude.."

"No I wasn't. I don't even remember what you talking

"You be lying but okay. Chile anyways."

"I don't lie so try again."

India wanted to say yes you do so badly but she couldn't because he really didn't lie that often and when he did it was to be annoying or mess with her.

"True. I be lyin. I be scared of making you mad so I lie." She shrugged honestly.

"About what?" He looked at her funny and sat up.

"Stupid stuff. Like walking Dexter, going on your computer, being on your phone, driving your car, and eating your food out the fridge. And I ate crab legs the other day but I don't care fuck then stupid ass crabs they don't even know I'm eatin em."

"So you can't stay out my shit, basically?"

"Yeah." India felt his lips on her and blushed.

She used to think kissing was so gross. In middle school she was gagging at the thought of a tongue down her throat.

"I like touching you but ion like you touching me unless I ask. Ion know." He turned her head to the side and start sucking on her neck forgetting she bruised easily and it'd turn into a hickey.

"Move I gotta go somewhere."

"You don't have to go you choosing to go. So if you think about it I don't have to move. Just lay her and shut up nigga damn."

"I'm tired of being in the house I don't wanna be in here with you no more. You just wanna have sex and make me watch you play the game and that's ghetto and boring. Let's go on a date or something. You said you liked doing that kind of stuff." India sat up and saw him shake his head.

"That ain't fun no more. We go on dates all the time."

"Eating and coming home isn't a date."

"Then what is a date? I don't like shit like bowling and picnics it's corny." Jade rolled on his back and she jumped onto his lap.

"So what did you do when you went on dates before?"

"That. But it's different because I'm older and it's not as fun."

"So you took your entanglements on dates but won't take me?ย  Get out my face."

"We can go somewhere just hush and I can think about it. Lame ass date."

"No it's not you just lame. It's not even fair that I have to ask you do nice stuff when I just do it for you because I-"

"Bro shut up like that shit is so annoying I do nice shit for you all the time."

"Buying me stuff don't even count. When was the last time you took time out of your day to do something special for me?"

Jade knew he hadn't told her about the house thing so he wouldn't get on her ass but he was still annoyed because he tried doing nice stuff everyday.

"I take time out of my day to buy you shit.. is that not nice?"

"I don't care about clothes and stuff I just want you to spend time with me. The only time we really broke up was over this same thing. You replace communication and affection with sex and material shit and that's not what I care about." India looked at him annoyed and he just stared blankly.

"Oh."

Somethings really didn't change. Stupid ass.

"Oh again?"

He didn't really know what else to say at that moment so he just decided to keep it simple until he had a solution to what she was talking about. Jade still didn't understand but he'd just let it marinate.

"I mean.. ion know. I'm just thinking about what to say but I thought it'd be weird just keep silence in the air.. so I said oh.."

She wanted to be frustrated but he was genuinely out of it when it came to expressing himself. It wasn't like he was holding back that's just how he was.

"You've really been this nonchalant your entire life?"

"Yeah. Well no. I was more sensitive when I was a kid, I cried a lot. I'm still sensitive now I just brush shit off easily. We both sensitive you just more open about it."

"I never felt the need to not cry. If I felt like crying I just did it."

"We know." He side eyed her.

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"Why you being gay?" Laylani looked at India and who was staring at the waitresses ass and laughed.

"I'm not I just- yeah."

"You do that everywhere? You not even hiding it."

"I think I got it from Jade. When we first met I used to get pissed when he'd be staring at asses but I be doing the same thing now. Like we going home together, sleeping and eating together, and fucking. I do not care what ass he glances at, its just some ass. I go to the club and look at ass, he does too, we go and look at ass together. I can't even say it's different because we're both attracted to girls. It's an ass party.."

"Okay Jada and Will."

"I know you not talking." Laylani looked at her sister and they laughed before it got quiet again.

"This is weird as fuck oh my god." Serenity numbled, not really knowing what to say while Zania, Tyler, India, Jaylani, and a Laylani tapped their hands on the table awkwardly and just looked around.

India wanted to try getting to know her but she was scared they'd end up fighting for whatever reason so she just avoided it until today. The girl had just got out of the hospital so.. why not? A for effort if it didn't go well.

"Y'all pissing me off somebody better talk, not about to sit here and eat complimentary bread while I wait for my food in silence." Jaylani looked at them and they just raised their eyebrows still not knowing what to say. There wasn't any tension it was just awkward.

"For real I could be at home losing my virginity." Zania sighed.

"Girl bye. Lost that years ago."

"If I think I'm a virgin let me. First time was ghetto I need a rematch."

"First time was okay but second time was the second worst pain I've ever felt. I kept crying and saying take it out and when he did I got mad." India mumbled.

"My hymen still in tact. I'm not putting nothing inside me ever. Ion like that." Tyler shook her head.

"You still a virgin of your hymen just didn't break?" Serenity looked up from her phone.

"Still a virgin. No penetration of any kind. I was scared of being a teen mom and niggas discuss me."

"What they be saying?" India looked over at her.

"Huh- girl fuck you. Straight sex is disgusting. I'd regret it anyways. He couldn't get it in before I said fuck it and told him to get off me." Tyler cringed. She tried being with men out of sheer curiosity but she didn't like them.

"I did. I hated it. I hated it so much I said rematch and ended up pregnant." Serenity scrunched her face up.

"I told y'all. If it's bad I'm not counting it I don't care. I lost my virginity twice and I said what I said. Did the second time suck too?"

"..." she didn't know if she was supposed to answer that so she scratched the back of her head and waited for somebody else to talk.

"I already knew what I was in for when I lost mine but the idea of it fitting inside just didn't cross my mind when I was constantly asking for him to.. you know. Then it was like woah. The hell is that? Move. But I just shut the hell up and let it happen because I still wanted it." India shook her head.

"Y'all was caught off guard? I wasn't shocked I was appalled and in pain."

"I had no damn clue. Blind sighted. I was scared so I covered up my face then it was near me if you know what I mean and I got nervous and threw up." Serenity was shook up just thinking about it.

"Wait.. second virginity was with pissy pants?" Zania asked.

".. who?"

"It's fine don't nobody care about his ugly ass. If I would've been bothered by you mentioning stuff that involved him I wouldn't have invited you because if we talking about niggas and you've onlyย  really dealt with one heavy, obviously he'd end up in the mix. He moved on and it's clear you have too if you mature enough to sit here and have a conversation with me so why beat a dead horse? Just talk." India just laughed. She could tell the girl was genuinely trying not to be awkward.

"This bitch called me in the next morning talking about 'Nia my legs hurt and I can't move I'm in pain please come help me' crying and shit. I thought something real bad had happened but she was just being dramatic."

"No because I was so sad. He wasn't even next to me when I woke up then came back from the store asking me why I was cryin. Nigga you left me here and wouldn't answer the phone."

"My first time was good. Xander was kind of inexperienced too so it was cute. He was gentle."

"Can't relate. Brian shoved it in then decided to be gentle like nigga please."

"Shoved it in how?"

"I didn't say nothing at first but he must've saw me crying or felt it because he pulled out and saw blood. Then he was like 'put yo hand over yo mouth' so I did and shoved that shit in and I screamed bloody murder. Then he wiped my tears and gave me a few minutes and started moving. Felt way better the second time."

"Jade was nice. It took him over an hour. The first twenty minutes he was just trying to help me adjust to it and I couldn't stop crying, then it started feeling good, then it started feeling real good and I didn't know if I was crying because it was hurting or feeling good. Both." India shrugged.

"I didn't know you were so.."

"Freaky, pervy, sexual, unfiltered." Tyler dragged.

"Yeah."

"It's so funny bro. Like you know them hyper sexual middle aged women with sex toy collections and shit? Yeah. She'll be like 'lets go out ' and I ask where this bitch starts talking about sex stores. Girl leave me alone."

"Okay I don't use them I just have them."

"If you don't answer the phone.." zania looked at India who's phone kept ringing.

"No. That's jade bothering me about bringing him something back and I'm not answering. Aggravating."

"He just wanna talk to you and you doing him dirty. Hate to see it." She gave her friends a side eye and got a shrug back.

"He'll be okay. Clingy ass baby."

"He's clingy?" Tyler looked at her skeptically.

"Very."

"Aww that's cute. Xander is literally the bad apple I don't know why I can't leave him alone but bye. Sick and tired." Jay rolled her eyes. Damn near a decade of dealing with the grinch.

"You know you not that nice yourself right?" Her sister furrowed her eyebrows.

"Yes but he's just.. like her boyfriend seems to sweet and considerate and Xander tries but just sucks at being romantic."

"Jade is not romantic.. not by a long shot." India almost spit out her damn water. Where did that idea come from?

"Bye compared to Xander he is. Like he puts in more effort. Like a chase you to the airport nigga."

"No.. He draws me stuff and cleans up, and he's clingy. But he doesn't know how to be romantic or flattering at all. I asked him if my stomach looked weird in my jeans and he just scrunched his face up." India chewed on a piece of bread and Serenity began laughing quietly.

"He like that with everybody?" Jay looked over at her while her laughter died down.

"Yes. Terrible with words. I used to be chubby but I was trying to lose weight and when I'd wear something and ask if my stomach looked big he'd be like.. 'yeah why? That's how it always is' and poke it. He wasn't trying to be mean he just.."

"Doesn't know how to talk to people, doesn't understand social cues, and doesn't understand rhetorical questions. If you don't say it out of your mouth directly he won't understand you unless you're really close."

"Like a pet rock." Serenity nodded.

"That's what I said! His slow ass."

"I need peaceful compassionate love. Like very gentle and kind. If I leave he'd try to make me stay kind of love."

"Right." She nodded.

"Bitch shut up." Laylani, Jaylani, and Zania turned to look at India with a mug when she sighed like she felt that.

"What I do?!"

"You gon act like you don't have a nigga that would fight for you and make you stay. Sighing ass bitch."

"I don't. If I break up with him he'll leave me alone. He's sensitive. Taking a break is different than breaking up. If I said let's break up in his head that would be an automatic game over. Breaking up means there's nothing to talk about, fix, our discuss. It's just done. Taking a break means giving space and time to fix myself or time for him to fix himself. If we break up again we not going back together." She shrugged.

"How many times have y'all broken up?"

"Once. After that I just started asking for space because it'd be insensitive to play with him like that out of anger knowing he's been manipulated before. Breaking up with him to make him conform isn't fair in my head, id rather encourage him to make personal growth instead of ending the relationship because he isn't doing what I want. It's not like he doesn't care he's just.. yeah. He sucks at it but he tries."

"Perfect couple. He always cuddled up to you and asking if you okay. That nigga love him some India."

"That's on a good day.. I do one thing to make him mad and he won't talk to me for two days. But that's rare. Instead of arguing we just ignore each other then talk when we not annoyed. What conclusion can two annoyed ass people come to besides being more annoyed.. we only hash it out immediately when it's something small."

"Y'all only broke up once? You making me feel childish." Jaylani shrunk down in her seat.

"I doubt he

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