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𝟑𝟎𝟎 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬.
Do Y'all really think I won't delete this book😂

𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐇 𝐀𝐓𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐀📍
𝐕 𝐀 𝐒 𝐒 𝐈 𝐀 𝐇 𝐖𝐈 𝐋 𝐋 𝐈 𝐀 𝐌 𝐒

"𝐒𝐈𝐀𝐇"
𝐉𝐀𝐍𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐘 𝟐𝐍𝐃 𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟗
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"Mariahhhh." Vassiah dragged out speaking to her cousin as she held onto her phone tightly.

They'd been driving around the city all day spending time together until it was time for her and her cousin; Mariah to go back to Augusta.

"Girl it was just a li' mini crash." She held up her hand pinching her fingers tightly. "Nothin' too serious." She waved her off.

"So...how have you been feeling?" She narrowed her eyes at Vassiah before stopping at the red light.

Vassiah shrugged lightly hearing some notifications from on her phone. "I been feelin'."

"Girl stop playing with me, I ain't seen you or my TiTi in a minute I missed y'all," She slightly pouted. They ally close at one point but they eventually drifted apart.

"I missed you too, how Rell and my aunty?" Vassiah sat her phone in her lap looking at her surroundings.

She took a deep sharp breath "Girl Rell got some girl pregnant- well he doesn't really know; the girl he thinks he got pregnant be fuckin' wit' so many niggas," She shook her head. "I don't even slut shame, but when you do shit with no protection and that happens- Mm mm I can't support," She finished off shrugging.

"I always told his ass he would have kids first but seriously he needs to wrap that shit up for' he turns into another NBA," She shook her head. "I hope he hasn't paid for anything yet. I wouldn't spend a dime until I know that's my baby for real,"

"That's what mama told him but you know he soft,"

"Don't play wit' my cousin hoe," Vassiah joked knowing her cousin was soft and caring under his hard act. "He not soft, he just got heart unlike a lot of these niggas,"

"Yeah I know, I pray he doesn't get attached to that damn baby not knowing if he's the father or not," Mariah nodded.

A few minutes of silence passed before she spoke again.

"You know Tootie told me what happened right," She looked over to Vassiah trying to hold her laugh before she failed when Vassiah turned to her with a smug look on her face. "Now why you had to that girl like that, she said you curb stomped her Tink,"

"She was tryna' play in my face as if I knew her, Ion' know that girl from a can paint- shit ion even know her last name, and the ho' started bothering me and I'd be damned if I go out like no hoe," She rolled her eyes.

"I know youn' bother nobody Ion get why she started with you. And Ion even much like Tootie no more either, how you pick a hoe you just met side over blood," she finished rolling her eyes.

"Us being blood don't even matter honestly, Ion claim her as a cousin no way," Vassiah said seeing that they were now pulling up to the hair salon.

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"Hey pretty girl," The stylist flagged her over to her chair while Vassiah waved politely in response.

"You still don't be talkin to folks huh?"Mariah nudged her shoulder with a shake of her head. She shrugged taking her jacket off and sitting in the chair causing Mariah to roll her eyes discreetly; She hated how dismissive she could be.

The stylist began doing her hair and after about an hour and almost forty minutes, she was almost done.

"I just can't stand a lyin' ass nigga," The Woman sitting across Vassiah spoke up catching the attention of her and others.

Salon gossip was a different typa tea.

"Preach girl, one time I met this fine dark chocolate man, prolly' the finest I have ever seen. He told me his name was Suave, I called his name at a family cookout he brought me to— to get to know his family and bitch...why his mama gon' ask me who is that, every gotdamn' body turned around and looked at me like I was booboo da' fool, his brother gon' tell me his name was Otis. I ain't call his ass back ever since," Another stylist added to the conversation shaking her head and listening to the women around her laugh.

"See it's shit like that I just don't get, why to waste my time and yours lyin' about the simple shit when you could just keep it real," Another woman spoke out earning nods from everyone."And if he felt the need to lie about something that small lord knows what else he'd lie about,"

"Men the have brains of earthworms I don't know why we expect so much from them," Vassiah's stylist spoke up while perfecting her hair.

Feeling her phone vibrate she looked down and saw a new message from Mazi.

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M͏a͏z͏z͏i͏m͏o🙎🏾‍♂️

͏𝖳𝗈𝖽𝖺𝗒 𝟣:𝟥𝟩𝖯𝖬

: lemme see yo hair.

What happened to hi, hello, how was your day 😐

:Lemme see ts dawg😐

No

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𝖨𝗇𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖼𝖺𝗅𝗅...

𝐃𝐄𝐂𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄

You gon make me fuck you up Vassiah.

I like it when you get aggressive 😛
Tell me more bby

Stop playin wit me dawg😂😂
If yo socials see before me yk
we gon have some issues, li mama.

I'm serious just wait and
You, not my damn daddy🖕🏽

Blocked.

That's not nice mam.
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Exiting their message thread laughing at his little attitude she went and posted herself on her story to purposely annoy him. What's the worst he could do?

︎      @𝐕𝐃𝐀𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐓 𝟣𝗆

                     𝗌𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗆𝖾𝗌𝗌𝖺𝗀𝖾 ⌲︎

@𝐌𝐄𝐄𝐊𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄
:𝗂 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗇𝖺 𝗁𝗎𝗇𝖼𝗁🧎🏽‍♀️

@𝐕𝐃𝐀𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐓

:𝗆𝖺'𝖺𝗆...
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@𝐀𝐓𝐋𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐎
:𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗀𝗈𝗇 𝗅𝖾𝗍 𝗆𝖾 𝗌𝖾𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎?

@𝐕𝐃𝐀𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐓
: 𝗂𝗆 𝗌𝖾𝖾𝗂𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗍𝗈𝗇𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍?

She knew what he was implying but if she was going to take him seriously he was gon have to apply some pressure.

@𝐀𝐓𝐋𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐎
:𝖭𝖺𝗁, 𝖫𝖾𝗆𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗈𝗇 𝗌𝗎𝗆 𝖼𝗁𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗍, 𝗃𝗎𝗌 𝗆𝖾 𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎.
:𝖮𝗇𝗅𝗒 𝗂𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖼𝗈𝗈𝗅 𝗐𝗂𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝗍 𝖽𝗈𝖾.

@𝐕𝐃𝐀𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐓
: 𝖶𝖾 𝖼𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗄 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝗎𝗍,
𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗅 𝗆𝖾 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗇𝖺 𝗌𝖾𝖾 𝗆𝖾.
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Semaj had a feeling that Mazi and Siah had something going on but how she was acting made him change his mind. He would flirt with her and she flirted back openly so no way Vassiah and Mazi were an actual "thing" which they weren't he wasn't gonna trip or assume. If Mazi had an issue with it he didn't give a fuck for better lack of words.

After reading more replies she gathered her stuff and got ready to head back home; she figured she could take a nap considering she had hours until the party and she didn't have shit else to do.

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"Pepper spray...check...Taser...check..." Vassiah continued making sure she had her items before putting them in her purse. She could fight no doubt about it but she didn't like acting ghetto or possibly physically hurting someone severely nor did she like people seeing her get out of character, but she would definitely spray a hoe if needed even though nothing was bound to happen she's just a paranoid person though she didn't like admitting it. She was precautious so she liked to say.

"Who you showin out fa'," Dee called out interrupting her peace as he checked himself out in her body mirror. He acted just like an annoying brother.

She gave him a key to the apartment just in case something happened to her and just for him to come over when he missed her. Cute.

"Why can't you just say 'Wow sister you look nice😁'," She said before her face dropped back to her regular mug.

"Cause I don't have to," He mocked her facial expression as she got up to put her shoes on.

"Did you start warming up the car?" She questioned ignoring his annoying tactics while he took pictures in his mirror while rapping a random NBA Youngboy song.

He shook his head before grabbing his car keys and shaking them very loud and annoyingly. "Hurry yo ass up I'm not waiting twenty minutes like I did last time," He rolled his eyes scuffing after shutting the front door.

"iM nOt wAitiNg twE- shut the fuck up," she mocked childishly hearing the door shut.

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Vassiah and De'Kari walked into the apartment hearing loud voices and even louder music, looking around Vassiah searched for Meek and the rest of her friends before she and De'Kari split.

Greeting everyone with a hug after walking up to Mazzi and DJ standing near the kitchen talking to Meek and Amani;
who she hasn't seen in a while.

"Finally, Ian think miss homebody was gon show," DJ grinned knowing he was possibly annoying Vassiah but she shrugged her shoulders with a slightly playful eye roll before her eyes drifted to Mazi.

"You look good," Mazzi spoke looking down a bit being sure to interlock his hands around her waist before pulling her into his chest closely.

"Thank you, you do too," She threw the compliment back giving him eye contact with a slight smirk appearing on her face knowing he was only being touchy because he was intoxicated. "I thought you was gon' do me some when you saw me; what happened to that?", She stood on her tippy toes a bit and whispered into his ear so he could hear her over the music before going back to her regular stance to see his face.

He chuckled slightly with low eyes. "This ain't the place for it," He informed making her nod before turning her back into his chest once again looking over the party deciding she wanted to have some type of fun and if that meant she had to drink to loosen up she would.

"WHATS THAT SMELL?!" DJ questioned loudly on purpose as a girl walked passed him.

"Perfume," The girl turned around and responded to him.

"Smells like shit to me but ok," he kept instigating causing Meek to burst into a drunken laugher.

"You so damn ignorant stop," Vassiah smacked his arm.

"Nah dese niggas wylin, I coulda swore the flyer said if you not wearing deodorant don't fucking come," He stood with his arms out on his sides. "SO WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU COME?!" He finished off yelling as Meek stood crying actual tears from laughing too hard.

"For a nigga that don't wear deodorant himself ; you sure do got a lotta shit to say," Amani budded in. "Deodorant patrol, the fuck you gon' smell everyone to check?" She finished;rolling her eyes.

"And you sure do suck this deodorantless wearing ass niggas dick tho' don't you," He fired back making Mazi tuck his head into the crook of Vassiah's neck before stifling his laugh so it wasn't loud. "Tryna play me, you know Ion neva' stink, bird ass bitch," He mumbled the last part as Amani walked away.

They had a strange relationship but toxic as fuck for the most part. DJ was obsessive yet dismissive with a slick ass mouth and Amani was Possessive and Clingy with anger issues making the two a weird pair but fuck it, you like who you like. Crazy thing was they weren't even together they just fucked and did couple things while still trying to do themselves separately but everyone knew good and well that wasn't gonna work out well, it was a matter of time before they both blew up.

"I wanna get a drunk," Vassiah spoke aloud catching Meeks attention.

"You ain't said shit but a word,"Meek pulled Vassiah out of Mazi's touch dragging her into the kitchen. "I'm finna get you so fucked up you won't remember a thang ina morning," Meek began mixing ciroc, Henny and Patron into five shot glasses before telling Vassiah to drink them.

Her not knowing what she was getting into she tried throwing it back like it was juice before her face frowned up holding the liquor in her mouth.

"Girl if youn drink that shit Ima know sum'," Meek encouraged her making her suck up the bad taste and down all five shots like it was nothing. "See i told you after a while the shit taste like juice," She continued; shrugging knowing they had a lonnggg night ahead of them and that was only the beginning.

After a a good thirty minutes passed Vassiah was way past tipsy and it showed.

"WHAT BITCH YOU KNOW CAN SHAKE THEY ASS LIKE THIS?!?" She yelled into Meeks ear before bending over with her tongue out shaking her ass like no tomorrow. "AHHHHHHHH NOBODY HELL YOU TAMMATT?"

"Yea frienddddd throw dat shit!" Amani came behind bending over doing the same as she slapped Vassiah's ass repeatedly. "That li shit movin," She gripped her ass once more before slapping it again in pure shock. Siah wasn't the thickest but she damn sure had ass and she knew how to move the li bit she had.

I gotta nigga, I gotta gotta nigga,
I gotta gotta nigga, I gotta gotta nigga,
I gotta nigga....

"THAT FUCK ME SO GREAT, WHEN EVA' HE WANNA EAT IT I JUST PUT IT IN HIS FACE!!" Vassiah's stood up and sung the lyrics like she felt em.

"YEAAAAAAAHHHHHH," Amani hyped her as she bent over and twerked spotting Mazzi watching her making her stick her tongue out.

Amani followed her eyes before she spoke up again.

"PUT THAT PUSSY ON EM SIS," She pointed to him as Vassiah drunkenly laughed at her antics knowing she was trying to start some mess seeing Tierra and Tootie standing in front of Mazi and DJ.

"Yall over here being messy?" Dee walked up to them with a blunt in hand while Vassiah sat on the couch next to him resting her head on his shoulder.

"Whooooooo? Not us," She put her hand over her chest in shock while Dee laughed in amusement; it was clear she was drunk as hell but she was having fun who was he to stop her?

"I just wanna know why bitches can't say excuse me AND!!!" Amani exaggerated standing in front of the two. "Why the fuck she so close to my nigga," She finished off with a mug watching Tootie sitting in DJ's lap.

"Can you just beat her ass already, no disrespect Tink but Ion like that bitch," Meek said to Vassiah with venom laced in her voice. When Jameeka and Amani got drunk together it was bound to be a mess; they both liked to fight and show they ass when they were drunk but they blamed it on the liquor.

Meek observed the floor ending up seeing someone who caught her eye. She nudged Amani before speaking with curiosity laced in her voice. "Who is that?" She asked pointing to the person making Amani smirk.

"That's Aaron I knew he was starin'- No her," Meek cut her off pointing to the girl she was talking about. Amani and Vassiah both knew she was bi-curious but she was always nervous about showing interest in public because only two people knew of her sexuality and she wasn't sure if people would judge her, also scared that if she does show interest in someone directly they wouldn't be into girls.

"Oh- OHHH, you talkin' bout' storm,"

"Mhmm, she like girls?" She asked hesitantly as she practically eye fucked her. She had a thing for pretty girls, she was never really interested in studs, Dykes or stems for that matter.

"Oh bitch she gay gay I got her number if you wan-"

"Fischer fool" by Gameova Reedy came on and as soon as Vassiah heard the beat she interrupted the two grabbing their arms pulling them into the middle of the room.

She bent over putting her hands on the ground, arching her back and began throwing her ass back.

"Deeper!" Amani hyped her up pushing her arch farther. 

"Throw dat shit Tink!" Meek hyped her up as well.

"I'm hot," Vassiah stood holding her chest checking the time as it read 12:35am before walking towards the kitchen with Amani and Meek behind her in process of passing Mazi and DJ who were cakin it up with Tootie and Tierra.

"Y'all is really my bitches like I really love yall," Meek drunkenly confessed while Vassiah went into the fridge grabbing a wine cooler she thought was a soda and began drinking. "And if ANY bitch eva' want smoke wit' y'all she gon have to come through me!" She slapped her chest aggressively making Vassiah's eyes widen before she fell into laugher.

"Ho you is too drunk, bitch said 'COME THROUGH ME!'," Vassiah mocked before slapping her chest like Meek did making Amani laugh.

"I'm deadass serious though," Meek spoke with a head nod as they walked back out the kitchen in passing again with Tierra and Tootie but this time they were staring at them. "Even if a bum bitch wit' a stiff ass blonde bob had something to say to you—you know I'm kickin' shit," She said matter of factly as she threw shade with the last line being that Tierra was the one with a bob wig on.

"What Happened?" Tierra spoke up with attitude as they walked by clearly ear hustling.

"Did I stutter Enda, all in my fucking mouth," Meek rolled her eyes as they continued walking hearing DJ and Amani laugh.

Vassiah spotted Mazi again standing near the door alone with a blunt in hand, deciding she didn't want to listen to them argue about stupid shit; she waltz over to him wrapping her arms around his torso resting her head on his back.

"You tired?" He turned around pulling her into his arms as she reached out for the blunt while she nodded.

"I'm hungry...I'm tired...I'm horny..." She continued as he watched her speak with wide eyes. "You know you really get on my nerves sometimes but you so fine," She continued rambling beginning to rub on his neck.

He was a bit cross faded but he was still aware of what was going on around him just fucked up.

"You ready to go home?" He asked ready to leave himself. He didn't want her to be around when people started shooting or acting crazy in general;knowing that's not her usual crowd and he could tell she was having a good night, he didn't want it to end on a bad note.

"Yea," She nodded before she stood back up normally seeing a crowd forming in the middle of the room.

"Na Na Nana boo boo I look better than you do," Meek yelled being held up on Dee's shoulder; she began laughing holding up a wig almost immediately causing Vassiah to laugh knowing she snatched Tierras wig off.

"That bitch don't ever learn," Mazi sobered up fast going to get his cousin off of Dee's shoulder so he could take her out of the party knowing if she stayed longer nothing good would happen.

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"I don't wanna be black I wanna be white," DJ