𝐌𝐢𝐚𝐦𝐢, 𝐅𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐚 📍
𝚃𝚁𝚄 𝙺𝙸𝙾𝚁 𝚉𝙰𝚅𝙸 | 𝚃𝙾𝙽𝙴
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[ nigga just turned 21 wit his young ass ]

"He gone," I spoke up as I let a few tears fall down my face.

"Nigga what?" Poodie walked into the room.

"Kaliek ... Kaliek gone bro." I mumbled and his eyes widened—- "nah what; SHAKUR!" He yelled.

Shakur walked in a few seconds later and he noticed the looks on our faces.

"The fuck happened?" He inquired.

"He ain't make it, Kaliek stopped breathing they said... he just stopped breathing," I mumbled as I wiped my face.

That was my baby brother; yeah lil nigga was dumb as hell but he wanted betger for his mama and sister life ... he was gon make it happen too.

Shit ain't right, whoever shot at me that night gon feel me ... like niggas not gon even know I'm coming.

Almost 100% positive; it was Gee's bitch ass gang and I'm rey to cause a fucking scene.

Behind my baby brother; niggas dying.

Every nigga I see from that crew; whether they lacking or not; niggas is blowin simple as that.

"Its a war in this bitch; shootin up everything Gee own. Them the only niggas on our heads after Gee's brother was killed and shit." I mumbled.

Shakur sucked his teeth, "you gon end up getting killed; stop talkin stupid all the time."

I mugged him, "nigga you calm asf, you even care Kaliek gone?" I pushed him and he made a face.

"I know you grieving; nigga me too but don't put your hands on me cause ion wanna have to whoop your ass right now," Shakur said and I pushed him again.

"Nigga wassup? Fuck is you talm bout?"

"Yo, chill out. Go take a walk; go!" Armani yelled as he pushed me out the room.

"Fuck I thought," I spoke again as I stalked out of the crib.

"Don't even trip, he just upset right now." I heard Armani say to Kur as I slammed the front door shut.

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Niggas must've thought I was joking, literally shooting up everything this nigga Gee own.

Trap houses, stores, barber shops allat.

Bitch boy gon know that I know he was the reason my mans died.

I got into my car and pulled out my phone to call Kash; she picked up on the second ring.

"Yo Kash," I spoke into the phone.

"I'm hanging up Tru." She said in the phone but I quickly spoke up.

"Kaliek passed; can you just come smoke a blunt wimmie ... I'm stressing the fuck out."

"Now you know I can't do that; not after everything." Kash said to me.

"I am sorry to hear about Kaliek — he irked my nerves but he ain't deserve to go out like that."

I licked over my lips, "please Kash; just one blunt and you can let me vent."

"I need to let Jehnai know; ion want him upset wimmie." She said and I rolled my eyes.

"Thought yall broke up?" I inquired; being nosy.

"We did ... but we got back together and I wanna do things right this time." She said over the phone.

"Fuck that; I'm comin to your crib. Send the addy." Before she could respond; I hung up.

A few seconds later; my phone lit up with a text message over her location.

I chuckled; she def love a nigga back.

I literally get her every single time; finna bend her over again and fuck the shit out of her.

I clicked on the location and seen she was like 20 minutes away so I turned on some Rod Wave and made my way over there.

I missed her anyway — I know she lost the baby and shit so she probably vulnerable as hell right now.

She gon need a nigga to love on her anyway.

I smirked and blew from my blunt as I drove over there.

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Once I pulled up; I noticed her shit in the parking lot.

I parked next to her and got out so I could go inside.

Two knocks later; Kash comes to the door.

She's dressed in an oversized tshirt and some shorts with some christmas themed socks.

She was adorable bro.

"Wassam," I mumbled to her as I made my way inside.

"Hi, just a few blunts; drinks and then you gotta leave. A vent session too." She spoke up.

"Thats all? I can't bend you over." I smirked .

She rolled her eyes; "no you cannot; I am Jehnai's girl friend."

"Word, why you here winmie then?"

"Cause I thought you needed a friend; you sounded really sad on the phone." She shot back.

"He know I'm here?" I questioned her; silence filled the room indicating he didn't know.

Crazzzy.

"Just come on and shut up," she grabbed my hand and we went back to her room.

She sat on the bed and flicked the tv on, ID was on there and shit.

She handed me a bottle of henny and lit up her blunt.

"Aight; lets talk." She said to me.

I nodded my head and climbed in her bed to get comfortable; "bet."

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𝐌𝐢𝐚𝐦𝐢, 𝐅𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐚 📍
𝙹𝙴𝙷𝙽𝙰𝙸 𝙺𝙰𝚅𝙾𝙽 𝙱𝙻𝙰𝙲𝙺 | 𝙶𝙴𝙴
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It was 4oclock in the morning when I got into the crib, told Kash I'd be late.

I was ready to lay up with her; eat some ass or sum... cause I missed her a lot.

I was out getting shit together for this nigga Tru; when I say he gon feel me; he gon feel me.

Gon make his bitch ass suffer.

Sum I been doin in silence since my brother died.

After losin the baby that just added more fuel to the fire — I was slowly unraveling and I was really gon explode.

Holdin in emotions and feelings def ain't healthy; promise you that.

But when you feel like you ain't got nobody to talk to or nobody listening; you bottle that shit up.

I been trynna my best to be supportive and there for Kash; I never really got a chance to grief and talk about how I'm feelin.

"Baby," I mumblee as I walked into the room.

I climbed into the bed and made a face; realizing Kash wasn't in here sleep.

The fuck?

I got up and put on some sweats; my hoodie and my 1st before grabbing my keys and shit.

"Journ," I started knockin on the door.

A few seconds later she opened the door; "what nai?" She made a face.

"You seen Kash?" I asked her.

"Uh yeah; she left hours ago. Sum about meeting wit a friend or sum."

"You know where she went?" My jaw clenched cause I was thinking the worse.

I told her she fuck up again, a nigga is done.

"Her crib," was all Journ said before I got into my truck and dipped off towards her place.

My mind was racing — I had so many thoughts; allat... like a nigga was gon crazy she was doin me dirty AGAIN.

Like I might just shoot her too.

Love shit wit her really got me in shackles bro.

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Pulling up to her crib, my jaw clenched seein that familiar Hellcat parked in her driveway right next to the BMW truck I bought her.

Her push gift.

I got out my car and made my way straight to her front door; I used my key to get in and went straight back to her bedroom.

Once I opened the door; Kash and Tru was cuddled up. His arms were wrapped around her waist as he laid on her stomach.

There were blunts; weed, liquor allat sitting out.

I chuckled; she did it again.

She fucking cheated.

I was seeing red.

Without warning; I yanked Kash ass up by her hair and she yelped waking this nigga Tru up. 

"Oh my god, Jehnai ... baby please let me go. Its not what it looks like," she cried as she tried to get out the grip I had on her.

"I should shoot you where you standing boy," I said to Tru.

He chuckled, "shoot me nigga.. but make sure you kill me."

I fired a shot; makin him and Kash jump.

"You really wanna play wimmie right now?" I inquired; not really looking for an answer.

"And you," I turned the Kash and pointed my gun directly at her face.

"I should've known — you did it once; not surprised you did it again."

She started crying, "no.. Jehnai please its not what it looks like!"

"What it looked like then!" I yelled; making her jump.

"The fuck you got this nigga laid up on you like you his bitch or sum; last I checked you belonged to me."

"Nigga; you mad over nun." Tru laughed and I ain't even hesitate.

I pointed my gun at him and shot him directly in his leg; making him cry out.

"Stop talkin."

"Jehnai, please listen to me. We did not do anything; nothing at all. We were just drinkin and smoking. He was venting about KP... just please. I promise nothing happened."

I laughed, "I told you forever ago you never had to lie to me or hide sum from me. I'm not the nigga you lie to or play games with."

"No baby; I didn't lie. I promise we did nothing. TRU PLEASE TELL HIM NOTHING HAPPENED!" she yelled as more tears fell down her face.

My grip that was in her hair was now at the back of her neck.

I could break this shit right now; death would be painless and quick.

"You didn't lie? You ain't let nobody know you was even gon be wit this nigga. The fact you think its cool to hang with the nigga you cheated on me wit is mind bogglin. Like I didn't think you was this fucking stupid." I spoke to her.

My voice was calm cause I didn't even care anymore.

I was done.

Done for good — ain't no coming back from this at all.

"Jehnai baby please; I promise you." She cried even harder and I just shook my head as I let her go.

"Fuck you Kashlynn, and Tru watch your back bitch. I promise you I'm gon make your final moments your worse."

I roughly let go of Kash and she fell to the ground.

Literally the most dramatic person I met in my life.

"No, no. Jehnai please; do not do this to me. Please!" She yelled as she grabbed ahold of my pant leg but I pushed her off.

"Stop begging; you look pathetic." I mugged her once last time before I walked off.

The second time ... this bitch embarrassing.

This is what I get though.