𝐌𝐢𝐚𝐦𝐢, 𝐅𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐚 📍
𝙺𝙰𝚂𝙷𝙻𝚈𝙽𝙽 𝚂𝚈𝙼𝙾𝙽𝙴 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝚁𝙴 | 𝙺𝙰𝚂𝙷
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As I came to, I realized I was in an unfamiliar living room; I tried to move but noticed my ankles and wrist were tied up.

I frowned up my face, I was about to scream but felt something in my mouth so I knew for a fact I couldn't do that.

Thinking back a few years ago, Messiah did this same thing to me and beat me so bad I was so hospitalized.

That's how I lost our baby — if its him who got me ... I might lose the baby I'm currently carrying.

I didn't wanna lose my baby though; I knew in my heart this was my girl.

I tried to move the chair but I eventually fell over and fell to the side; I gasped on impact.

Fuck, I thought to myself.

The loud nose caused someone to come out because I heard heavy footsteps moving.

As soon as they came into the room, I looked up and seen that it was Messiah.

Of fucking course.

He looked down at me and laughed as he sat me back upright.

I watched as he took the gag out of my mouth.

I coughed a lil but remained calm.

If I'd stay calm, he might not blow up.

"Messiah," I mumbled; looking at him.

"What?" He mugged me.

"What exactly is goin on, why am I here?" I knew he probably was upset because the pregnancy and that shit that happened with Jehnai.

But of cousse, I was gonna play clueless.

Like a damnsel in distress.

I had to, if I wanted me or my baby to survive.

He laughed, "Kash ... you know exactly why you here. I told you; you was my women even when I died. You gon carry my children; not some other niggas. I should kill you right here for disrespecting me," he spat.

I bit my bottom lip, "thats how you treat somebody you love? By beating them... we lost the baby we made last time due to your reckless behavior."

I felt my emotions getting the best of me, I didn't wanna cry because I didn't wanna seem weak but at this rate... I was hurting and bad.

He got in my face and wrapped his hand securely around my throat, I gasped as I struggled to breathe.

"MY FAULT? IF YOU HAD JUST LISTENED; THAT WOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED!"

Once he pulled away from me, he raised his right hand and punched me directly in my face making my fall back in the chair.

I was in shock as blood poured from my nose.

I'm pretty sure I was gonna die here tonight; if not die at least close to it.

I triggered him and I didn't mean to.

Messiah stood over my body as I cried to myself and started sending powerful blows all over.

From my face, neck, arms, legs, throat and the most important part; my stomach.

I was in pain because each hit got harder and harder, especially the stomach hits.

"I'm gon beat this baby out of you bitch," he said to me before he started kicked me directly in my stomach.

I yelled and cries trying to get him to stop but he just wouldn't let up.

He cut the zip ties I was in and dragged my by my hair, I didn't even have the strength to fight because I was sore all over.

Blood everywhere; I was literally on the brink of dying.

Soon, if nobody saved me.

Messiah slammed my head directly into a wall knocking me clean out.

Last I remember him saying was, "you gon die tonight bitch."

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𝐌𝐢𝐚𝐦𝐢, 𝐅𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐚 📍
𝙹𝙴𝙷𝙽𝙰𝙸 𝙺𝙰𝚅𝙾𝙽 𝙱𝙻𝙰𝙲𝙺 | 𝙶𝙴𝙴
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The hospital explained they were going to monitor Jasai for a few more days and an evaluation will be done before CPS released him back into our care.

I was pissed because I would never harm my children.

"Jehnai," Journ spoke up makin me grimace.

Yall I really do not like this girl.

"What do you want?" I kept driving because I was about to drop her back at her hotel.

"What are we going to do? I don't have the money right now to get Jasai and I a place to live."

I licked my lips because I didn't plan on having my son in the hotel much longer; literally would be coming home wimmie.

I needd to do so much prepping for him.

There was a spare room right next to his siblings room and I could get some people to come by and set up everything in there.

"Yall can stay wimmie until you get sum Journ ... start working; go get some clients and do nails if that's something you still do. You got 6 months — my son can stay however long..."

"You really gon do me like that?" She inquired.

"Like what?"

"Make me leave after 6 months?" She kept on.

I sighed deeply, "you been a hustler for as long as I've known you ... you'll probably get yall a place before the 6 months is up— and if not I'll guess I'll get yall sum cause at the end of the day; my son needs a roof over his head with both parents."

"I appreciate that ... but I'm gon get it done. I know a few girls out here so I can get my work featured around," she expressed.

I shrugged as I pulled into the hotel parking lot.

She sighed but opened her door to get out.

"I'm sorry Jehnai ... for everything in our past. I know I fucked up bad. I love you though and thank you for accepting your son wit open arms." Journey said to me and I just bit the inside of my cheek.

Cause she really fucked a nigga over back.

Its hard to come by somebody like me, my shit together, I take care of my woman in every aspect, I respect and love them and she had to go and do me like that.

Shit never made sense.

But it's whatever, its in the past.

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Once the door shut, I pulled off and started making my way home.

I was actually about to call Kash; make sure she was straight.

It was 11 but maybe she was up.

Dialing her number, her phone rang and rang, putting me straight to voicemail.

I frowned up my face.

No matter how late it is, Kash's ringer is always on and she usually answers all my calls.

You ever got that feeling in your stomach, sum ain't right?

Yeah, that's how I'm feeling rn.

Sum told me to check Kash's location.

I made a face, realizing she wasn't no where near home actually.

She was deep in the city, too deep.

Not even Armani and em lived that deep; considering the violence and crime was ten times worse.

I checked under my seat for my gun; I felt it was there and sped off to this location.

It was 40 minutes away — yeah she's in deep.

Kash, and my unborn I'm coming.

I hoped they were straight because honestly if anything bad happened to them I'd probably go crazy.

Killing everything and everybody; no hesistation.

This city gon be set on fire behind her.

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Finally making it to the destination, I noticed a house... lights was on and there was a stolo in the driveway.

House wasn't familiar, but it was dingy and ran down for sure.

I checked my surroundings, a few nigga was onna block but nun I was concerned about.

I parked adjacent to the side where the house was on and started making my way towarsa the back.

There was a window and I could see right in.

Fucking dummy.

As I look inside, I noticed a girl passed out the ground.

Wasn't sure if it was Kash because the girls hair was covering her face.

I looked a lil closer ... there was only 1 nigga here and it was that bitch boy Messiah.

He hurt my fucking baby- nah ...

Really finna lay this nigga where he standing, I ain't try and go in sneakily.

I busted in that bitch and started bussin, I caught him in his arm and chest, and he was able to get shots off as well.

One hit me in my arm, the other in my leg.

But I just kept shootin, cause bitch nigga gon die tonight.

I ain't care if I was too; as long as Kash was straight after.

I ran and ducked behind the couch and shot this nigga again; this time hitting him in his chest.

Ion fucking miss.

"Ahhh fuck," he yelled as he fell down.

This was my opportunity, my ass was bleeding out but niggas ain't care.

I needed Kashlynn to be okay; she the mother of my unborn who I prayed was straight too.

Running up on dude, he looked up at me as blood poured from his mouth.

I didn't hesistate, I put two in his cranium.

I tucked my gun and bent down and picked up Kash, "fuck," I groaned.

"Baby girl, come on wake up." I tried to get Kash to wake up but she wouldn't.

There was blood all over her face, like it really looked like this nigga was trynna kill her.

I leaned down and I heard her breathing, she was just unconscious.

I was gon be next, I was getting light headed.

"We gotta hurry up mama," I mumbled as I stumbled out to my car.

I got Kash laid out in the back and I hopped in thw front; I hit the gas and drove as fast as I could before I passed out  behind this wheel.

Luckily their hospital was minutes away — cause well we in the ghetto.

Gotta keep em close.

After what seemed like forever; I finally pulled up to this bitch and hopped out.

"Aye, I need some help. My baby mom in the car unconscious; she's 5 months pregnant... hurry up!" I yelled but I was really out of breath and as nurses started running out, I tried following them but I got dizzy and eventually passed out.

"SIR!" Was the last thing I heard before everything went black.