𝐌𝐢𝐚𝐦𝐢, 𝐅𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐚 📍
𝙹𝙴𝙷𝙽𝙰𝙸 𝙺𝙰𝚅𝙾𝙽 𝙱𝙻𝙰𝙲𝙺 | 𝙶𝙴𝙴
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"Family of Jasai Black," a tall, black male doctor come out and I shot to my feet; followed by Kash and Journ.

"Wassup, whats goin on?" I inquired.

"Alright well ... the patient has suffered a severe head contusion and he has a mild concussion; but he will be okay. A few bruises here and there ... he may be sore or hurting but nothing to worry about."

"Aight, so can we see him? He awake?"

"Uhm .. yes he is but you aren't along to see him without supervision; just thought I'd let you know."

I scrunched up my face, "the fuck do you mean ? I told the cops everything and CPS; like yall arrested the dude who caused the trauma? Why the fuck am I being supervised?" I was getting angry cause these mfers really had me fucked up.

"Sir.. I'm sorry; that is what we were told ... until something changes thats what has to happen. I apologize," he muttered.

I smacked his clipboard out of his hand and got in his face, "what room?"

He looked flustered and scared, but I promise you I ain't give a fuck.

"Room 112... right down the hall, make a left and you'll see it." I bumped past him and started making my way.

As soon as I found his room, I went inside and he was sitting up the bed drinking some orange juice; a nurse was helping him.

There were two guards by the door, but I ignored them cause I'll literally leave them niggas where they standing.

"Mommy," Jasai spoke up; it was low but loud enough for Joun to hear.

She rushed over and wrapped her arms around her body, "I'm so sorry baby; I'm so sorry," I watched as she cried; while rocking Jasai back and forth.

He had a bandage wrapped around his head and I just felt bad all over again.

"I'm gonna sit down," I heard Kash speak.

I watched as she waddled to a chair in the corner; Journ had a mug on her face but she ain't bother to say nun.

I was glad ... cause I really don't have time for the drama at all.

"Can I hold him?" I asked Journey.

"Try ... see if he'll let you." She said.

I sat down at the edge of the bed and reached for him, he looked at his mom first.

"That's daddy ... you can go to daddy."

I was nervous ... I was officially meeting my son.

Hated it was under these circumstances... but better late than never.

"Daddy?" Jasai looked up at her confused.

"Yes baby; thats your dad."

"Name?" He looked over at me.

"I'm Jehnai ... nice to meet you Jasai."

"You my dad?" He asked.

I nodded my head, "yeah.. I'm your dad." He bit his bottom lip but he slowly made his way over to him.

Eventually he climbed into my lap and I wrapped my arms around his lil body.

My baby brother would've loved to have met him... he always wanted a nephew.

I sighed deeply and Jasai rested his head on my chest.

He got comfortable fast ... which made me happy cause I didn't want him afraid of me.

This shit felt so foreign... but I really liked it.

I was gon do everything in my power to make sure his life was good... he deserved that.

I rubbed my free hand over his back, he shuffled a lil but got even closer.

"Miss," I looked up and a nurse had walked in.

"Would you like some pain medicine for the bruising?" She questioned Journ.

"Yes please ... my head is pounding and I feel like I got ran over by a bus."

"Okay one moment, I'll be back."

The nurse walked off and I just kept Jasai close.

This was my boy...

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𝐌𝐢𝐚𝐦𝐢, 𝐅𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐚 📍
𝙺𝙰𝚂𝙷𝙻𝚈𝙽𝙽 𝚂𝚈𝙼𝙾𝙽𝙴 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝚁𝙴 | 𝙺𝙰𝚂𝙷
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Forty five minutes had gone by and we were still in the hospital.

It was getting late and I honestly was tired.

Jasai ... Jehnai's son was given medicine and he eventually fell asleep on Jehnai's chest.

The baby mom, Journey been giving me dirty looks since I got here.

I could already tell she was gon act funny and be bitter when it came to the kids.

So therefore I wasn't even about to attempt nun... like I just know she gon be an issue.

Standing to my feet; I grabbed my purse and announced I was leavin.

"I'm going home, congratulations on the baby and I'm glad he's okay." I was mainly speaking to Jehnai.

"Hol up, I'll walk you out," Jehnai spoke up.

I watched as he handed Jasai off and Journey held him in her chest.

Jehnai placed his hand at the small of my back and lead me to my car.

"You okay?" I questioned him as we made eye contact.

"Not really ... but I'll be aight. I'm sorry if I came off rude today; Yknow that's not me. Just a lot of emotions and shit hitting me at once; so I apologize."

I chuckled, all Jehnai did was apologize when he felt like he messed up and I honestly loved that because I knew he was a good person... but regardless we all have our moments.

"You're fine, I wanna apologize actually." I expressed to him.

Jehnai made a face, "for what?"

"I just feel like I been making everything about me — found out about your son; I cried instead of making sure you were okay. I just feel like I been selfish and not taking your feelings into consideration." I explained to him.

"I love you; its okay. I'm always okay Kash," he said to me.

I sighed, "no you aren't... you have your moments too and sometimes you just need a listening ear. I' promise I'll do better with that."

I leaned up and kissed his cheek, "I love you too... be safe tonight please."

"Of course, as soon as you walk into the house please let me know okay?"

I smirked, "of course."

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On the long drive home; a million thoughts were running through my head.

I was trynna keep it together cause I was tired; I was hurt ... everything and I just want peace.

I want quiet ... I need a me day.

Hair, nails, feet, eyebrows... full body massage; everything.

I am low on money since I haven't been able to do hair; due to me gettin winded so quickly.

But I would figure it out.

I always did.

After what seemed like years; I finally pulled into my driveway.

I pulled out my phone and texted Jehnai.

Home, was the message I sent.

Jehnai loved it, and shortly after a text came through.

Okay, I'll see you tomorrow... I wanna take you out; get you pampered up.

I smiled, its like he read my mind.

I got out of the car, locked the door and let myself inside my home.

I was about to place my purse down when I felt somebody's hands wrap around my throat.

I tried fighting back but eventually everything grew dark and I passed out.