𝐌𝐢𝐚𝐦𝐢, 𝐅𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐚 📍
𝙺𝙰𝚂𝙷𝙻𝚈𝙽𝙽 𝚂𝚈𝙼𝙾𝙽𝙴 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝚁𝙴 | 𝙺𝙰𝚂𝙷
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[ her natural face is so pretty to me ]

"Bro, what if this shits positive?" I looked over at Precious and Gen as my leg shook uncontrollably.

The night before Jehnai found out about his baby brother; he nutted in me.

And guess what bitch? I didn't take a plan b — how fucking stupid.

"I meaan ... yall made shit official; this just another step in yall relationship," precious chimed in as she shrugged her shoulders.

"Yall was bound to slip up Kash; especially cause he been fucking raw for a minute now," Gen said to me.

"I get that ... but I feel like bringing a baby into the equation is just gon fuck shit up bro. & me, being a mom? That don't even sound right," I mumbled as I waited impatiently for this 5 minutes to be up.

"You became a girl friend — you been doin a lot of shit that ain't in your character. You love him?" Precious asked as she sipped on her water.

I sighed, "yeah ... been the best 7 months girl."

"Aight then, don't even trip. If he fuck with you like we think he does; a baby ain't stopping shit."

I nodded my head as I looked down, I hoped not.

The loud ringing of the alarm went off making me jump, my ass was so scared to look.

"I can't look, one of yall do it." I suggested, as I pulled my knees up to my chest.

Gen stood up and walked over to the test, she turned to look at me.

"You're pregnant," she simply said and my eyes widened as I stood up and grabbed the test.

"OH FUCK!" I yelled; seeing pregnant in black letters.

"Fuck, fuck, FUCK!" I yelled again.

"You can always abort mission," Gen said to me; making me perk up.

"Yknow what ... you right. Jehnai wouldn't even know I got pregnant; I ain't showing or nun yet."

"Wait wait, I support your decision but you're not gonna tell him," Precious questioned me.

"No, why would I?" I looked at her weirdly.

"Well ... I mean — he did help you create it. The least you could do is let him know wassup. Don't give that man another reason to not trust you. He loves you; I feel like it's important he knows you're deciding to abort it," she explained.

"Ehh, I mean — its her body, her choice. She doesn't really have to say anuthing," Gen said.

"I get that, but out of respect for Jehnai ... I feel like it's the least she could do," Precious ended up replying.

"She doesn't have to tell Jehnai anything," Gen spoke up for me.

"What she don't gotta tell me?" Jehnai's voice sounded, making me jump as I hid the pregnancy test behind my back.

"Hi baby, why you home so early?" I spoke up, looking at him.

"Business got done earlier than I expected; now Genesis what doesn't Kashlynn have to tell me?" Jehnai looked at her weirdly; waiting for her to speak.

"Uhm nothing, I wasn't talking bout nun," Gen said making me roll my eyes onna sly.

He obviously heard your ass girl.

"Can yall give us a minute," Jehnai looked over Gen and Precious and they nodded; before leaving out of the master bed bathroom.

Jehnai closed the bathroom door and lifted me up so I was sitting on the bathroom counter.

"Wassup baby, what's going on?" Jehnai looked at me with worry all in his eyes; making me feel bad.

"You okay, you sick? Wassup ..." he kept on and instead of speaking, I just handed him the pregnancy test.

Jehnai looked at it and once he realized it said pregnant, his eyes got big.

"I was planning on gettin an abortion," I mumbled; I couldn't look him in eyes cause I knew he was staring at me.

"Word? Why ... if you don't mind me askin." He spoke up after a few seconds.

"I just don't think I'm ready for a baby right now Jehnai."

"Look at me when you talkin baby," Jehnai spoke up making me lift my head so I was looking at him.

"If you're not ready, I understand. I wouldn't mind having a mini you running around but if you're not ready, I can respect that."

Once Jehnai said that, I just knew I lucked up.

Like where this man come from?

Gotta be from Amazon, cause ain't no way he's this perfect and understanding.

Sum gotta be wrong with him bro.

"You not mad?" I asked him.

He shrugged, "mad ... nah. A lil upset; sure cause I would've loved being a dad. Its good though; I love you and we straight." He leaned down and kissed my forehead.

As he was walking out the bathroom, he spoke up "just know you never gotta lie to me or be afraid to tell me sum, ever."

I sighed deeply, I honestly think its best I get the abortion.

I wanna give Jehnai's and I's relationship time to mature and grow.

A baby would be messing us up and right now I just didn't want that.

Maybe one day in the future, but until then its forever FUCK THEM SNOTTY NOSE ASS KIDS!