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*Please don't be mad at me y'all🥺 

'I miss her so much...'

'please wake up'

'I don't know if I could see myself living without you, Suyari..'

"Wake up...please'

"I love you..'

"Mommy! I draw butterfly!" 4 year old Suyari yelled out running to her mother in excitement while waving her paper around in the air.

"Wow you did beautiful, i'll put this on our refrigerator at home okay?" Mom smiled, observing the cute adorable butterfly she drew.

"Okay mommy."

"And you throw it like this." Dad threw a colorful marble into this little dirt hole that was on the ground outside, showing 7 year old Suyari how to throw it.

"Now you try it."

Suyari grabbed a marble and tried throwing it towards the dirt hole but completely missing the hole as the marble now goes in the street.

"Oh- I'll get it daddy!" Suyari ran her way to the street and suddenly a car came, not seeing Suyari in the street and..

"Suyari no!" Before her Dad could catch her...

She already got hit..

"Don't ever do that again...I-I could've lost you, Suyari." Dad voice cracked, looking at the sight of little Suyari in the hospital bed with a ventilator going over her nose, with bruises and scratches on her forehead and eyes.

Suyari's Mom rubbed her husband's back softly while balling her eyes out.

"I-I'm sorry." Suyari stuttered, feeling her eyes get hazy and sleepy.

"Are you hungry or anything?" Mom sniffled, caressing her daughter's head.

Suyari shook her head.

"Suyari, if you're limping, please take your crutches with you to scho-"

"But i'm tired of getting made fun of, Mom. I wanna be normal like the kids at my school." 10 year old Suyari said, cutting her off.

Mom sighed in defeat before speaking.

"Fine. But if you have any problems, please give me a call okay?"

"Yes, Mom."

"You're so fucking stupid to show up at my birthday party with that tight ass outfit on, are you feining for attention?" 14 year old Suyari's ex boyfriend named Eric who was 16 asked.

"N-no, I was just trying to look good for y-"

"Good for me? Who told you that you looked good? You wearing tight ass outfits like that doesn't make you look good, it actually makes you look like a fucking needy slut who plans on getting fucked every now and then. Stop fucking embarrassing me with those kind of outfits Suyari. You don't look right with tight ass clothes like that for pete's sake." He snapped, making Suyari eyes water.

"W-why are you talking to me like tha-"

"Don't start that shit, Suyari. You know what happened last time when you did that." He mugged her.

Suyari tried her best to not let out a sob, knowing what he would do to her.

"Try it if you want to." He threatened, staring dead into her eyes.

"I-I wanna go home." She got out, feeling the lump in her throat while sitting on his bed.

"You're not going home until I say so, so shut the fuck up."

"Y-you're honestly confusing, Eric. You treat me like you don't enjoy me being here around you but I can't leave whenever you tell me to." 14 year old Suyari said.

"Please save it, you're annoying." He rolled his eyes.

"If i'm so annoying, then why can I leave?"

"Cause you can't, duh." He chuckled to himself, making Suyari frustratedly run her fingers through her hair, now silently crying her eyes out.

"You know where my keys a-"

He cuts himself off by hearing Suyari's sniffles and that makes him slowly look over at her with an angry expression.

"I know you ain't crying." He said, making Suyari look up at him in fear.

"I-I'm no-"

A punch to her chest cuts her off, making her gasp.

"Why you fucking crying? Huh?!" He suddenly snatches her off the bed and roughly brung her to the hard wooden floor, now standing over her with a balled up fist.

"S-stop!" She sobbed loudly, making it worse for herself.

"Stop fucking crying!" He punched her chest even harder, making her cry even more, with her mouth hung open with no sound coming out of it since the pain was too unbearable for her.

"I'm not gone' keep telling you to stop crying, man up you pussy." He gritted his teeth, now yanking her face towards him by her cheeks, squeezing her tightly.

"Now come here." He suddenly pulled her in a hug, making her cry silently in his shirt.

'I gotta leave...' She thought.

"Dammit." 16 year old Suyari said as she picks up the few papers on the floor but only for more papers to fly out from her pink binder.

"Let me help yu." He takes her pink binder from her and helps her pick up the falling papers and neatly put it back in her binder.

"Thanks." She muttered, now walking away but Kevin quickly stops her by grabbing her arm.

"Suyari right?" He asked, wondering if that's the same name she told him.

She nods her head.

"Aight, imma call yo ass yari." Kevin suddenly tucks a piece of paper with his number written in a little pocket on her backpack.

He now leaves her there in the classroom and she suddenly pulls the little piece of paper from out her backpack and reads it.

'718-282-9473, text ts.' which was written on the piece of paper from him.

"Why yu dress like dis? You emo or sum shi?" He asked, looking at my all black-baggy clothes I had on.

"H-huh? I mean I guess I just don't enjoy bringing attention to people." I said looking down, fiddling with the hem of my shirt.

"Have yu ever thought about lettin' yo hair down? not sayin' da shit yo hairstyle is in right now is ugly but have yu ever just thought about tryin' somethin new?" He asked, putting me in my thoughts.

"I mean I would like to but what's the point? I didn't come to school to impress people and it's not like i'm at a fashion show or anything. So why does it matter?" I asked.

Kevin had the look of lust in his eyes since he couldn't stop admiring the way she looked tonight.

His eyes were hung low as he suddenly starts sucking on the girl's neck he's dancing with while maintaining eye contact with Suyari.

Suyari was surprisingly getting turned on from him doing that. She imagined him doing that to her and couldn't help stop the feeling of her 'lady' clinching.

Kevin suddenly pushed the girl from him and curled his fingers at Suyari, telling her to come here.

Suyari wasted no time excusing herself from the dude and made her way to Kevin...

"I got chu stutterin and shi, you sure I ain't handsome yari?" He chuckled asking, now scooting even closer to me.

I couldn't even look for an answer since he was all up in my grill.

"Kevin I-" He cuts me off by pecking my lips...

He looks at my shocking face as I try to process what just happened.

"Y-you kissed me."

"Mhm, and i'll do it again." He suddenly brings me into a deeper kiss, making me eventually start slowly kissing him back.

He's a pro at this kissing thing..

couldn't really get my cries out since I was in so much pain of seeing my baby like that.

I then slowly turned over to look at Kevin and tapped on him to see if he was alive but..I knew he wasn't since I didn't see him breathing but didn't want to believe it.

"K-kevin.." I whimpered, weakly.

"Aye dat bitch still alive." A familiar female voice said, making me look over at my window and..

BOOM.

I slowly feel my eyes blink open, now seeing a window thing surrounding me which confused me.

I had something over my nose and was honestly confused on where I was at.

What is this place..?

"She's awake!" A doctor said, quickly making their way over to me.

"Stay still ma'am, we have t-"

"Where a-am I?" I stuttered, asking the doctor in confusion.

"Ma'am..you've been in a coma for almost an year." She said, completely shocking me.

"W-what?"

"One second, ma'am, I gotta give your family a call but before I do that, we need to give you your medications. Will you lay back for me?" The doctor politely asked.

I slowly laid back, trying to process that I've been in a coma for almost a year...

After an hour passed, My mom and Dad came bursting into my hospital door.

"Suyariii!" Mom sobbed my name loudly not wasting any time to bring me in a tight hug but quickly pulled back to see if she hurt me or anything.

"Did I hurt you?" She asked.

"No, mom. You're fine." I chuckled as she brings me in a hug again while Dad looked over at me with glassy eyes.

I mouthed him 'I love you' as he does the same, smiling.

"I have a question." I said, breaking the silence.

"Hm?"

"Is it true I've been in a coma for almost a year?" I asked.

"Absolutely, we were worried sick for you thinking that you weren't gonna make it. Do you remember what happened before you got unconscious?" Dad asked.

"Uh...I can't remember it all the way but- wait a minute..where's Kevin?" I asked, getting worried.

"Kevin? Who's that?" Mom asked, furrowing her eyebrows.

"My boyfriend, duh. Where is he?"

"Boyfriend? When did you get a boyfr-"

"Hush James. Can you explain what he looks like, Suyari? We probably know." Mom interrupted.

"He's my boyfriend you see with me almost all the time and you guys got into that huge heated argument about him hitting m-"

"Wait wait wait, what is going on Suyari? You're not explaining what he looks like." Mom cut me off.

I stood there looking at her in confusion on how she couldn't remember him.

"He has a gap, does that ring a bell?"

"A gap..hm..Is he lightskin?" Mom asked, making me nod my head.

"I think I know who you're talking about but I don't recall me and that young man getting into it with each other. He also usually come up here to see you when you were in the com-"

"Yari." Kevin bursted through the door, now tackling me in a tight hug.

I hugged him tightly back and eventually broke the hug.

"I thought you were dead." I said, feeling my eyes began to water.

"Dead..? Why's dat?" He asked furrowing his eyebrows.

"Didn't you and I get shot a- wait..where's our baby Kevin?" I asked in confusion.

"Baby? What baby?"

"Kevin don't play with me, where's my baby? Does Akilah ring a bell?" He just stood there staring at Suyari in confusion.

"Uh..Yari..we ain't neva had a baby, ma." He cleared his throat awkwardly.

"So you're gonna play like you don't know what i'm talking about?" I asked, getting mad.

"Man naw-"

"Suyari, he's telling the truth. Neither of us know what you're talking about sweetheart. And you're basically telling us that the two of you already had sex huh?" Mom asked, eyeing me.

I just stood there staring at all of them in confusion with now glassy eyes, not wanting to believe that the baby I had wasn't real and Kevin and I going to Miami wasn't real but a dream.

"Um..Kevin? W-what was the last thing we did together before I went unconscious?" I asked, swallowing the lump in my throat.

"Shid..I'll tell you dat privately since yo parents here but yeah." Kevin said."

"Well...How did I end up in a coma?"

"A lul nigga shot yo ass in da head in front of yo house but don't worry, I already handled lul nigga."

"Did he have curly hair?"

"Hell yeah." He responded.

'DD'.. I first thought.

"I-I thought I got shot in the shoulder-"

"You did but they also found a bullet in yo head and ever since then, yu been in a coma." He explained, leaving me loss for words.

"So...w-we never went to Miami together? Or we never h-had a baby named Akilah, Kevin?" I asked, feeling myself about to break down.

"Nah, Yari." He sadly says, making me ball my eyes out which made my mom and Dad quickly run over to my side and hug me.

"I-I can't be going crazy." I sobbed.

After a few days, I finally got discharged from the hospital and home hasn't felt the same ever since.

I was mentally drained, exhausted, hurt, sad, you name it.

I literally bonded with that baby in that long ass dream I had when I was in a coma.

I kinda wished it was real...besides the part where we all get shot at in a car.

But hey...at least I can start over and maybe fix the mistakes I made in that dream of me getting pregnant.

But..I don't know if I want to do that either since I really wanted my baby to be real..

"I'm so happy yo ass back bruh, yu tryna come to dis club wimme and get loose." Jazzy whose my cousin asked in excitement.

"I'll go but i'm definitely not drinking." I chuckled, making her playfully roll her eyes before opening her car door for me to get in.

"C'mon girly, wat dem white people say? Oh, quit bein such a party pooper." She said, making me softly nudge her.

"Shut up." I chuckled before she pulled off, on her way to the club.

"Yuhhhh! get it cuz." Jazzy hyped me up while smacking my non-existent ass while taking sips after sips of her liquor.

"It's hot as hell in dis bih!" She exclaimed before shamelessly taking off her shirt, revealing her lace pink bra.

"Small titties whereeee?" She dragged, making me laugh.

After several minutes of dancing, Jazzy then asked me if it was okay for her to go the restroom.

"You okay out here by yoself? Or wanna come wimme?"

"I'm fine, you can go." I chuckled, now sitting down and getting on my phone.

"Aye!"

A familiar male voice that was in my dream caught my attention which made me quickly look up to only see...

Von.

"Aye you mad sexy, yu tryna get onnat with me and ma homeboy?" He asked, making me stale face him.

"Aren't you 26 years old?" I asked, wondering if he was the same age he was in my dream.

"Hell yea, how y'know?" He asked in confusion.

"O-oh I didn't know, I actually guessed since you looked around that age." I come up with a lame excuse.

"Is dat a compliment or what?" He asked chuckling.

"I mean...you can take it that way but like I said..you look around that age." I said, brushing him off, now putting my attention back on my phone.

Now we all know he doesn't really look 26...

"Why yu bein rude, shorty?" He asked.

"Rude? Oh sorry, i'm just not interested in older guys." I said, not wanting anything to do with him since the stuff he did to me in my dream.

Childish..I know.

"How old is you?" He asked.

"I'm a minor, just know that." I said, with a slant smile.

He awkwardly cleared his throat before walking away which made me chuckle to myself.

Not going down that road again..

But then it hit me..I've been getting deja vu crazyyyy. The same stuff I've seen in my dream is now happening in real life but a little different since I know..what could possibly happen if I fell down the same path of what I did in my dream.

I made dumb and stupid mistakes in that..you guys are actually witnesses.

Not putting myself through that hell again.

But that's all I really had to say, for now on i'll be tending to my soon to be boyfriend..

Kevin..

God, I love that guy.

That long dream I had made me love him ten times more.

Crazy right?

Anyway...

I, Suyari is now ending this bizarre story.

Thoughts?

Epilogue?

How was this book?

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