"I know going on the front lines for the first time is probably hard, but I assure you theres nothing to worry about."

'I'm not afraid, Mina-nii.'  She wanted to say. 'I'm not afraid of this, i'm afraid of losing Obito and the others...And now I can't do anything about it.'

She wanted to cry, and cry, and cry, and cry, and cry-

She. Just. Wanted. To. Cry.

And as she slaughtered her enemy easily along with her sensei, looking so cold to others but she herself knew the truth.

"I'm sorry." She uttered for each person. She knew there would be family missing them, and she was being greedy by killing them in order to save her own.

"I'm sorry." Her eyes were hollow and cold but her heart was in pain and once again drowning in that darkness.

By the middle of the battle, Nakano was drenched in blood and staring at her last victim in horror. Her teeth clenched and her head tilted back, eyes closed and mouth opening to let out a pain-filled ear ripping scream.

A scream they all heard.

Nakano allowed a single tear to run down her cheek as she ripped her arm out of the mans chest. His body slowly dropped until it landed on another's, splashing in the pool of blood. 

Her shoulders rose up and down and her eyes finally activated to their full power.

"I'm so sick and tired of this war!" Everyone watched as a colour surrounded her and formed the shape of a person. 

"It's always killing and killing and killing! Don't you ever get sick of it?! Dont you!?" 

The red susanoo changed as the right side of her hair turned red and her right eye turned sky blue.

The susanoo swept its arm down and instantly crushed a few of them.

"I hate killing! I hate this, I just want it to stop!" It retracted its hand and opened it's palm, grabbing the handle of the hammer-like object and swinging it down.

Blood poured down from her eyes as her blue one didn't even let the shinobi from behind try and touch her. Minato appeared and swiftly cut the mans throat. His concerned eyes only met her back as she continued to kill, and kill, 

and kill.

Until theres wasn't anyone to kill anymore.

She tried to swim to the surface but she only dropped further and at this point might as well have drowned.

"Nakano-Chan!"

But she was pulled up again.

"What?" She croaked out while staring at the sky, her hair now half red and half black and her eyes had trails of blood falling down from her onyx and dull eyes.

Minato sighed and pulled her up, giving her a tight hug though it was useless.

"Mina-Nii?"

"What is it?"

"If I kill them all, will Tachi, you, and Kashi-Chan be okay? Will there be no sadness?" She laughed slightly and bitterly and shook her head.

"I'm really going crazy, hahah..."

She slowly got out from his embrace and stared in horror at all the crushed bodies.

"Their families wont even have full corpses to mourn..."

Her eyes activated once again as her left glowed red and her hands touched the ground.

The ground seemed to return to the way it used to be as the bodies were pieced back together but still dead.

Nakano removed her hands and stumbled forwards and backwards until black finally covered her vision.

All Nakano wanted to do right now, was eat dango with Tachi and get scolded by Kakashi while Kushina and Minato smiled. She just wanted her father and mother to laugh and sit happily while Sakumo sweatdropped at them all.

That. Was. All. She. Wanted.

Was it too much?

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An hour. That's how long Kakashi cried about his failure on his first mission as team captain while Nakano hugged him.

She actually cried with him this time, and Kakashi was happy about it. Maybe that was wrong, but everything was wrong about their lives.

She cried longer than him this time, as if she could finally let out how she truly felt. She was going insane and needed someone to guide her. Nakano was tired of guiding people, all she wanted was to be dragged and showed what to do.

"Kakashi-Chan...What are we going to do?"

"I-I don't know..." He wrapped his arms tighter around her and placed one hand on her head, pressing her head into his shoulder.

"But we said we'd stay together right...? We'd always have each other...That's all I can say...B-Because now I understand. I'll protect you with my life. I won't let my comrades die."

She closed her eyes and kissed his head, tears falling even more but her heart lifting just slightly.

"Thank you, Kakashi-Chan."

"Of course, Kano-Chan."

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Chapter End~

Yeah, Obito's dead.

Also, war mini arc is done. I decided Nakanos two Mangekyou abilities would be like gojos infinity but i'll change it up a bit cause I dont fully understand it, and she'll have a weaker version of Overhauls quirk. Her susanoo is red and has a hammer as a weapon and her right eye turns to the same eye gojo has while her other is a red mangekyou which it's design I haven't decided.

The right side of her hair is red and the other is black.

ANYWAYS

I'm not trying to have this story be like 100 chapters like my others so a lot of the parts will be short like Obito's stuff and yuh.

LOVE YALL!