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CHAPTER FIFTEEN
• ʟɪғᴇʟᴇss •

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"How are you and Taehyung after everything, my darling?" Your mother asked as she filled up your mug with hot chocolate.

It has been a month and a half since the accident. Taehyung was better and so were you.

"I'm fine. I obviously don't have bruises anymore. As for Taehyung, he says his wound doesn't hurt. He's back to doing his daily things."

"I hope that's not going out to kill people. He shouldn't strain himself after being shot." She thought for a moment then looked back at me. "Actually, he just shouldn't do that at all after being shot."

"He's just as stubborn as dad. The mafia is his job and that's that." You stated.

"But Taehyung is a strong mafia man. He's had two severe accidents and he's still up and running." Your mother chuckled.

"God, don't even remind me. It angers me how careless he can be about his life."

"That's one of the main reasons why he's in this life style. That's the main reasons why all mafia men are in this life style. They don't care about themselves and they don't fear death."

You sighed, "The day he dies is the day I stop living."

"Y/N!" Your mother hit your shoulder. "Don't say that!"

"I don't mean it literally, mom."

The day he dies is the day I stop living.

The day I stop caring about anything.

The day I'll feel empty like I've lost everything.

I'll be living, but I'll be lifeless.

• • • •

You opened the door to the house and walked in, making your way to the living room. Taehyung sat on the couch in front of the coffee table that held a line of coke he was ready to suck up.

"Really?!" You shouted in an irritated tone.

You dropped the grocery bag you had in your hand and quickly walked over to the table, swiping the powder off of it and causing it to spill all over the floor.

"What the fuck, Y/N!" Taehyung stood up. "That cost a lot of money!"

"I don't give a fuck, Taehyung! You don't know your limits! You can overdose!" You placed your hands on his chest and shoved him. "What?! Two death scares weren't enough?!"

Taehyung was ready to shout back, but he saw the tears in your eyes.

"Do you want to see me break?! Are you trying to purposely hurt me?!" You shoved him again and Taehyung stared at you with full compassion.

"Fuck you." You exhaled and tried to run out of the living room, but he caught you before you took a second step.

He wrapped his arms tightly around your body and he placed his chin on your shoulder.

"I'm sorry." He whispered into your ear frantically.

"No!" You tried to get him off of you, but his palms held your wrists tightly against your stomach. "I'm so tired of your bullshit!"

"Shh... baby," He placed small kisses on the side of your neck and on your shoulders. "Calm down. Nothing will ever happen to me, Y/N."

"You don't understand, Taehyung." You whimpered, tears running down your face, but you had finally stopped struggling against him.

"I won't do it anymore." He pulled the strap of you cami top down and kissed your skin. "I promise."

He gave your skin open-mouthed kisses and you closed your eyes at the warm feeling. You could hear him let out soft whimpers against your skin.

Taehyung laid you on the couch and hovered over you. He continued to kiss you and only stopped when he went to take your clothes off.

His warm body pressed against yours kept reminding you how you never wanted to live without him—to live without the warmth he gives you.

Tears of sadness—tears of fear over losing him—kept falling, but Taehyung kissed them away.

"It's okay, baby. I'm here. I will never leave you." He susurrated into your ear, exhaling hard after each thrust.

His thrusts were slow and loving but became harder and faster as he neared his orgasm.

"I'm never leaving you." He continued to reassure you and kissing all the bad away.

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You sat in the restroom waiting for the two minutes to be over—anxiety and nervousness taking over you. You shouldn't be feeling any negative emotions, but those two minutes could change your life completely.

You heard your phone timer go off and you walked over to the sink, grabbing the test and looking at it. You exhaled when you saw the results and tears formed in your eyes.

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Soooo... Taehyung impregnated you...