Chapter: 13 | Attack

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Tears streamed down your cheeks as you waited outside the emergency room, the familiar smell of phenolic filled inside your nostrils feeling cold as ever. Sitting on this cold hospital bench you sniveled but these years won't stop no matter what. Your hands were sweaty as your body temperature decreased instantly feeling nothing but nervous.

You stared at your hands, your mind flooded with a million thoughts, what could have possibly gotten wrong? And of course these negative thoughts were spreading inside you like a drug. You took out your phone to dial his number, the person you could rely on, the person who has always been there for you no matter what.

Your hand shaked as you pressed the device against your ear. You could hear the rings until the person picked up the call.

"Yoo shawty, wassup?" His voice unknowingly spreads ease inside your blood veins. "Jinyoung-" Your voice cracked as you sniveled again to not cry in front of him but you made it more obvious by that.

"Y/n what happened baby?" His voice showed some worry and concern as his heart accelerated inside his ribs. "Can you please come to the Seoul hospital" You said in a low voice trying your best to not break in front of him.

"Hey hey what happened?? You're making me worried now, everything is fine?? Baby hang on I am on my way" He said and you could feel him rushing to grab his supplies as he was ready to leave.

"Come fast please" You said out of desperation, you just want him near you. And with that you hung up the call, you wiped your tears standing up immediately when you saw the doctor coming out of the room.

"Doctor-" You stood up, your eyes glistening with hope, "what happened to her? Is she fine? Is there anything to worry about??" You attacked him with your endless questions..

"For now she is stable, she had a severe panic attack and because of that her heart stopped working and she had trouble breathing, thank god her co-workers brought her here until it was late" The doctor sighed fixing his glasses on the bridge of his nose.

"Anything you would want me to keep in mind regarding her health? She will be okay right?" You asked him desperately, your eyes now brimming with tears as you tried your best to not cry. "For now you have to be very very conscious regarding her health. I have written some anti-anxiety pills to make sure she is taking her medication properly. I won't discharge her for a week. She had to go through some tests" He said, making you nod in agreement.

"Do anything you want, I don't want to lose her" You showed some desperation again as the doctor passed you a weak smile. "She will be fine but I can't promise anything, here are some medicines I need for her and follow me to the reception, I need you to sign some papers" He ordered handing you a paper as you followed him behind.

The receptionist handed you a clipboard to fill a certain form regarding the patient. You signed your name beneath as she passed you a smile. "Would you like to pay in cash or by card?" She asked as you immediately took out your card, the money you have saved for your future apartment. You didn't think twice before handing her the card.

She slided your card and handed you the machine to enter your pin and you did, she handed you the bill thanking you. You went back to the bench sighing deeply. Your mom never had panic attacks before. What could be the reason? Perhaps it is because of you dad? Who knows?

You closed your eyes.

"Y/n-" You heard your name as you shot your eyes open, you saw Jinyoung standing in front of you. His hair was a mess as he ran here. You broke in front of him jumping into his arms.

"What happened baby?" He asked, hugging you back as he snuggled you inside his warm arms. Finding your body extremely cold he made sure to give you enough warmth.

"Mom, she had a panic attack- she stopped breathing jinyoung.. What if something bad would have happened to her? What if she-" You choked on your tears imagining the worst could have happened to her, you just can't help it.

"Hey hey shh calm down she is fine now fight? She will be okay. I just want you to tell me what doctors said" He guided you to the bench stroking your cold hands as your face was flooded with tears. He hates this, seeing you all hopeless and broken. All he wanted to do is hold you in his arms to make sure you are fine.

"They said she is fine for now and needs to go through some tests this week but what if-" You were again cut off by jinyoung. "Shh Y/n she will be fine, trust me she has to be now don't think otherwise, as long as we will take care of her she will be fine I promise" He hugged you again passing his hands through your hair in a subtle way. Enough to make you feel calm.

You didn't say anything, just kept hugging him, loving the way his body radiates so much heat. "What's that?" He asked, pointing to the piece of paper you held between your fingers. "Oh these are some medicines the doctor wants for her, I will go buy them now" You stood up but stopped the moment you felt him holding you back.

"Give it to me, I will be going to stay here. It's getting dark outside" He said, taking the paper from you and you didn't argue back as you just nodded your head.

"I will be right back" He smiled, passing his hands through your hair to place a soft kiss on your forehead and with that he was gone. You sat on the bench alone with some million thoughts inside your brain. You are startled by the sound of your phone signaling that you received a message.

> Good Night sweetheart! sleep tight and see you tomorrowπŸ’—

You smiled as you read the message again and again, Mr. Jeon just texted you. You wanted him right now, you want to be inside his arms that always make you feel safe and warm.

Good night Mr. JeonπŸ’— <
sweet dreams

You sent the message feeling something heavy in your heart. You hate yourself for being so weak but you can't help it. You feel as if you have been kicked inside your stomach taking all your breath away and you don't even know when you will get it back.


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