𝐀/𝐍: 𝐀 𝐥𝐢𝐥 𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐚 𝐝𝐢𝐠😌💕

Mmcht. Man all a bitch wanted to do was get some more dick on her damn birthday, but noooo! Phoenix ass had to ruin the moment coming here telling us that her baby daddy and his mistress had died like I gave a flying funky fuck.

Here we are in my damn living room looking at each other in silent like we actually give a fuck that nigga's dead. Well shit, Phoenix probably sad but I'm sure Zion don't give a fuck that much.

At this point I'm finna move cause it's to many muthafukas from my past poppin up in this hoe.

Zion moved from off the wall and sat down by me before he spoke, "So how did you find them?"

Phoenix looked up from her baby and wiped a few tears that was falling, "I ran out of makeup, to cover up my bruises, and he told me to go and get some more for the store, so I did." She explained, "When I got back, the front door was wide open. I knew I closed the door before I left, so I was scared to go in but I did.

When I walked in, the house was a mess. I'm talking broken glass on the floor, pictures shattered. It was just a mess. The tv in Drew's bedroom was loud and caused Kodi to cry out, so I ran upstairs to turn it off." She wiped more of her tears before speaking again

"When I walked in the room, I saw him, and Dejah in the bed naked with blood bleeding through the sheets. Somebody shot them a-and I don't know what to do!" She bawled

I looked at Zion and he had tears forming his eyes as well. I mean I understand that he maybe a little sad cause he did have some brotherly love with Drew before I even stepped into the picture so, I guess I can understand why he's sad.

I rubbed Zion's shoulder as he gripped on the pillow, "There, there." I mumbled before rolling my eyes, "He's in a better place."

𝗧𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗴𝗮 𝗯𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗻 𝗵𝗲𝗹𝗹! 𝗙𝗿𝗲𝗲 𝗮𝘁 𝗹𝗮𝘀𝘁! 𝗚𝗼𝗱 𝗼𝗹' 𝗺𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁𝘆 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗲 𝗮𝘁 𝗹𝗮𝘀𝘁

Girl you here?!

𝗕𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝗜 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲. 𝗬𝗼𝘂𝘀 𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸, 𝗜 𝗮𝗶𝗻'𝘁 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘄𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗳𝗹𝗲𝘅𝗶𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵

AHHH you see me?! It gave very much acrobatic in that bitch! I stuck my tongue out before doing my lil dancy dance

I guess was a lil too into it, cause the room felt silent. When I looked up both Phoenix and Zion was lookin at me like I was crazy.

"Where his grandma at? Did you call Diamond?" Zion asked

"She went on a cruise for a month and I could get in contact with her nor Diamond." She explained

"Did you at least call the police?" I questioned

"No, I didn't call nobody, I just grabbed me and my baby's shot and left."

"Phoenix what the fuck bro? What you came down here so we could be your alibi if they come Dane find yo ass?" Zion asked as he stood up from the couch

"I panicked, okay!"

"You don't just panic at something like that, Phoenix! You putting us in your shit!" Zion yelled which caused the baby to cry

I stood up and grabbed Zion's shoulder, "Zion calm down."

"She dumb as hell bro, what the fuck?!" He mumbled, "I'm gonna go call Diamond, and tell her this shit man."

Not him leaving me here, with her.

Phoenix sat across from me crying, which caused me to roll my eyes once a fucking gain tonight. I'm honestly hoping and praying that they get stuck cause I do not wanna see this shit nomo,

"I don't know what to do with my life anymore." She sniffed

I just looked at her, cause no the fuck she didn't just say that stupid ass shit. I clasped my hand together and shrugged, "I don't know, how about live your best life now?"

"Sevyn how am I gonna do that when Andrew is not here anymore?"

"I'm not tryna be on some mean shit, but Phoenix. Do you know how fucking stupid you sound right now?

You're free! You have a life now, that doesn't revolve around Andrew anymore. I'm sorry I'm sounding harsh, but fucking suck it up and stop feeling sorry for yourself !

You can do anything you want now and not be fucking scared. That nigga is dead, he ain't coming back to control you anymore! Call yo momma and tell her you wanna come home."

She placed her face between her hands and just bawled, "Sevyn, I can't go home to my parents looking like this."

"Lookin like what? Like you need help? Like you're struggling to find yourself? Phoenix they wouldn't care, how you look. They want to see their baby girl and meet their first grandchild. Stop being stubborn and call them."

𝗖𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗺𝗻 𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗶𝗻'𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘂𝘀

I left her there in thoughts, as I walked to the back to see if Zion, got in contact with Diamond. It felt like he read my mind cause once I was in the hallway he was coming out the bedroom, with his phone and keys in hand,

"Where you goin this late at night?" I questioned as I crossed my arms over my chest

"I'm going to go to Diamond's complex to tell her, she ain't answering her phone and I'm getting worried, she never not answer the phone." He explained

I only nodded, understanding what he was saying, "Okay, drive safe, and take Phoenix with you, no offense but she can't stay here ion have no room for her here."

Yes I may sound rude, but I can't keep being her person to run to when shes in danger or needs help. I still have love for Phoenix but I gotta love her from a distance, and I hope she understands that in the end, he nodded as he gave me a kiss and walked off

I sighed while walking in my bedroom and seen the cute decorations Zion did for me, it was white rose petals on the floor, and litter candles. It was so cute.

"Happy fuckin Birthday to me." I mumbled, while blowing out the alarmist burnt out candles

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2 𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙠𝙨 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧

"This is not a goodbye! This is a see you later. Andrew was a loving and caring young man, who lost his life by gang violence!" The city activist spoke out through the bullhorn

The crowd cheered him on as he continued to speak. It was a little bit over a week, and I'm back in town to send my condolences out to Drew's grandmother.

Comes to find out, that the neighbor called the police after all, since she explained how a awful stench was coming out of the house. The police called this a thug homicide  since the same neighbor said they seen some thugs coming out of the house.

But what's so crazy is they can't arrest nobody cause the crime scene was cleared.

No fingerprints, no nothing. Whoever killed them two, was slick as hell with that shit and all honesty I applaud them.

I'm not gone lie, I do feel somewhat sad that Drew gone, cause before any of this shit, he was my brother. He was my friend, and even though we fell off, we still had some good ass memories I can't just dismiss them memories like that.

Tonight we're at a candle lit ceremony since he was cremated.  Nobody was here to identify his body so they had to do it. They left his grandmother with his ashes,

As I was listening to what the activist had to say, I felt a tap on my shoulder, which caused me to look over and see Leon,

"Wassup brodie?" I mumbled as we dapped each other up before looking back at the speaker,

"Ain't shit just came down here to send Momma Ella my condolences." He whispered back, "Do you know if Phoenix here or not?" He asked

"Nah I ain't see Phoenix or nobody yet. Not even Diamond. You talked to her?"

"Nah I ain't talk to her. She ain't answer my phone calls or nothing. You?"

"I spoke to her two weeks ago, when I went over there to tell her the news, but that was it. I ain't speak to her since that night." I spoke truthfully

I went down to Diamond's apartment, to tell her what Phoenix just told me and Sevyn. When I told her what happened she just walked into her room and didn't say anything.

Aaliyah was there and tried talking to her but she didn't budge, so I left her alone . I tried calling her throughout the weeks but she ain't answer me.

"Man that's crazy. I tried calling her last night but she declined it." Leon spoke, "I hope she good, imma just let her have her moment for now and get back to her."

I nodded," Yeah, imma do the same. She'll come around eventually."

We both zoned back in to the speaker as he was finishing up his last words before they do a balloon release,

"Everybody light their candle." He instructed, "Father god, we come to you today. To celebrate the life of Andrew Latrell Harris. He leaves behind his grandmother, Estella Latrice Rodriguez, his twin sister Diamond Ladaè Harris and his newborn son Dakota Pierre Harris." He listed, "Let's take a moment of silence for the decease."

Everyone stood quiet as we stood in our spots. I held my head down as I listened to people cry hysterically. Like they knew this nigga for years. Well shit they probably do know him since he was a fuckin "drug dealer". It was hella people here, prostitutes, druggies, shit even some gang bangers.

Drew was something else.

After the balloon release, we went in Grandma Ella house to give our condolences. It was people in one of his family members house, since his grandmother house was where he was murdered.

They was in the kitchen and around the living room eating food while others was giving Grandma Ella a a hug.

When it was time for me and Leon to go up, Grandma Ella was sitting in her rocking chair with tears in her eyes, she looked off in daze as we approached her,

"Momma Elle." Leon whispered as he bent down to her level

She looked over at him with teary eyed as she cracked a weak smile

"Oh my babies." She spoke softly, "I haven't seen you boys in a long time."

"Yeah, me and Drew haven't really seen eye to eye before he you know." I explained

"I know." She chuckled, as she wiped her falling tears, "I took him and Diamond in since they was yay high. I clothed them, bathed them, and taught them to never show hatred to others, and he did just that."

Me and Leon just stood there quiet, as she spoke, "I told Andrew, not to get jealous of you boys, cause y'all was real friends.

But nooo, he wanna take what y'all had and try to be above you boys and lost his life in the middle of it. He was so hard headed." She explained, "Always wanted to be first, and now he's gone! Oh God my baby's gone." She bawled

One if the older folks that was close by came and grabbed her. They walked her out the living room up to her bedroom.

Leon stood up from off the floor and stood next to me, "Imma go get something to drink, you want something?"

"Nah I'm good."

He only nodded before walking to the back, while I stood there looking at a big poster of Drew, that was by his iron that was surrounded by flowers.

I walked closer to it as a couple walked away and just stood there looking at his picture.

We had some good times. But the bad outweighed the good, and I had to set him free. He was a last that I wanna keep in my past. I am officially free from Andrew.

"Burn in hell, bitch ass nigga."

𝐀/𝐍: 𝐑.𝐈.𝐏 𝐦𝐲 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐚 𝐀𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐰 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡, 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 🥺💔