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𝐀/𝐍: 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐈 𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐝𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞💀😭

Why am I not surprised that Ms.Apryl would do something like this?

Like why am I not surprised that she would bring Phoenix here knowing we not coo anymore? Ms.Apryl is so messy it's real life ridiculous. Like why would you bring people here knowing I don't communicate or knowing I'm keeping my distance from them like why? For fucking why?!

As much as I wanted to slap the dog shit outta Phoenix for believing in Drew's bullshit ass lies, I couldn't. I couldn't do it. Not because I was scared or anything cause I'm never no pussy. But she was saved by the hands of Jesus himself, anndd cause she had her new born baby in her hands.

I maybe many things, but whooping somebody ass in front of their kids is not one of em. Well, under the age of new born and four. But five and up, yeah they gone have to see their momma's getting her ass beat. Ion give a fuck.

So from restraining these hands on her I left the situation.

"Ms.Lisa please move away from my door, I'm mad right now and ion wanna put my anger on a person that don't know what's going on." I warned, with a soft yet aggressive tone

Here I am, now sitting in my car waiting for Lisa to move the fuck away from my door so I can go. I don't have time for the bullshit and I'm just ready to go. After I stormed out of the restaurant, Ms.Lisa ass started following me like we was on a got damn Disney DCOM movie, like on High School Musical when Troy, Justin Bieber lookin ass was tryna go after Gabriella when she had to go her own way or some shit.

Running after me like she just found out I wasn't the father of her three year old baby Olivia or something. I'm surprise Maury camera man's ain't run behind us the way her ass was runnin.

𝗦𝗵𝗲'𝘀 𝗮 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗿, 𝘀𝗵𝗲'𝘀 𝗮 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿. 𝗡𝗲𝗰𝗸 𝗮𝘀𝘀.

Ouoo, pissed me off. Had these white folks in this restaurant lookin at me like they was scared for their lives. She know white people will call the police on black people and her ass wanna be dramatic.

I almost knocked her dread off. Even though she ain't have dreads in her head.

But on a serious note. I feel like I should'nt give Ms.Lisa a hard time only cause I know she means no harm. But the way Lisa is blocking my damn car door right now, is ticking me off, more  then I am cause all I wanna do is go get my baby and be in the comfort of my own home.

Now we sitting outside of this fancy ass restaurant and I'm ready to go home, but Lisa is basically holding me hostage, by blocking me from closing my car door.

"Sevyn just sit down with them and hear what they got to say." She spoke with her arms crossed, "You don't have to say anything to them but just hear where they coming from."

"No! I'm not sitting down!" I yelled, I am completely pissed off and tired hearing that I to hear people out and I needed to do this and that. Like why the fuck do they think I out of all people need to hear what they need to say, they keep sayin it like I'm the one starting the drama. It's getting so annoying and draining for me to keep hearing it over and over again.

"I'm not hearing where they coming from because it's bullshit. Ms.Apry know what she doing. Bring my grandmother and Phoenix down here! Bringing you up in the mix, telling you shit just to make me, seem like I'm the problem knowing she is. No! No I'm not." I continued

"Sevyn she just want to help yo-"

"WITH WHAT?!" I yelled in frustration, "WITH FUCKING WHAT?! I'm not doing anything, but trying to live my life! I'm trying to have the freedom I couldn't have when I was young! They not giving me my freedom!

I'm not doing anything for her to help me with! I'm not harming anyone, I'm not neglecting my baby, I'm not doing hardcore drugs, Im not prostituting, I'm not doing anything WRONG!"

They just wanna keep fuckin with me for no damn reason and making me out to be the bad guy when I'm not! It's like they want me to have a fucked up life, and be a fucked up ass person! Like what the fuck?!" I yelled as I punch the wheel of my car

My blood is beginning to boil and it's literally pissing me off. Ms.Apryl is really getting on my nerves. Like what the fuck you wanna help me for. If anything she the one that needs help because she's starting shit, like damn. Don't you have a job? Don't you have a dick you need to me fuckin on every damn night?

Like why the fuck is she so worried about me for?! She actin like I'm just this bad person that's doing wild shit all damn day.

𝗦𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗯𝗲 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻 𝗻𝗼 𝗱𝗶𝗰𝗸 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗼𝗿𝗲𝗱.

"Sevyn, I'm gonna be completely honest. I don't believe your doing anything wrong. I believe tags deep down. She's going through something, and want to put the pinned up anger she has towards you."

"Well whatever the fuck it is, she need to chill out, cause I'm tired of this shit." I stated as I open my glove department and pulled out a blunt that Zion rolled up earlier today. He gone be mad as fuck that I smoked it but shit I need this right now.

𝗧𝗵𝗿𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗽𝘂𝘀𝘀𝘆 𝗼𝗻 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲, 𝗵𝗲'𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝗮'𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁.

"I just wanna know why she wanna start shit with me for?" I chuckled while lightly the blunt, "Like we've been coo every since I've been down here and now that it seem like since Zion found out he has a kid. She's just going crazy."

Ms.Lisa shrugged, "Well maybe, she's jealous that your taking her son from you."

"But why? She the main one that wants us back together."

"Sevyn I honestly don't know."

"She set us this damn-intervention and shit, like I'm a crackhead or sum. Like damn I only smoke weed. Weed is good for you. I mean as long as it's not laced." I then looked at the blunt and inspected it.

𝙄 𝙝𝙤𝙥𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙩 𝙖𝙞𝙣'𝙩 𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙚𝙙.

Nah, Zion crazy but he ain't, crazy crazy. Well...he is famous now. You know famous niggas get around drugs and be like a kid in the candy store. Okay I'm trippin that nigga ain't lacing no weed. Shit if this is laced, this some good shit.

"Sevyn I think it's time to go back in there." Ms.Lisa spoke knocking me outta my thoughts

I shook my head while inhaling smoke, "I'm not going back in there. If I do, I will not contain myself from beating the shit outta Phoenix."

"Yeah, what's going on between y'all two?"

"She believed that I had sex with her psychotic ass baby daddy."

"Did you have sex with him?"

𝗗𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘆𝗼 𝗮𝘀𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗱𝘂𝗺𝗯𝗮𝘀𝘀 𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻?

"Ms.Lisa. Please don't ask me that dumbass question." I rolled my eyes and sighed, "No I didn't have sex with him. Why would I have sex with somebody that talked down on me? I know this is a harsh word to say but I hate Drew. I hate him. I hate his manipulative ways, his ugly ass face, his long ass nose that looks like a fuckin hot dog, the smirk that he make knowing he got what he wanted. Ugh! I hate him!"

"Baby, many females have sex with niggas that talks down on them. I'm not saying that you did. But hey, some females are desperate for sex." She explained, "In my opinion. I believe that this Drew character is making Phoenix is jealous of you. If you say how manipulative he is, he probably talked down on her during her whole pregnancy and made her feel jealous and got in her ear about having intercourse with you."

"But why would she believe that?"

"Hormones." She shrugged, "Maybe you should talk to her."

"I'll talk to her. But not today." I will talk to Phoenix, someday. On my own time. I'm still mad at her. But I never really realized that maybe Drew was talking down on her and making her jealous of me. But it's like, c'mon now. She has nothing to be jealous of me for.

I don't know. This is stupid, and giving it's me a headache.

What's also giving me a headache is that, Ms.Lisa is not letting me leave. She deadass chillin on my door. I should just pull off and see if she fall. Nah that's mean as fuck and I'm high imma laugh my ass off.

Okay, imma go in this stupid ass shit, hear what these dumb muthafuka's gotta say and dip. Ion know why I'm even gonna do this but in my gut it's telling me too. The same damn gut feeling that told me to come here. Ugh! Why do I always listen to my gut feelings.

Sighing I pulled my key out of the ignition and put my weed out. Thank God, I smoke before entering the before I go sit down and hearing this bullshit. Imma be high as a kite. But do I give a damn? Fuck no.

"Let's get this over with so I can go home." I stated as I hopped out of my car

"I know you don't wanna do it. But Sevyn, I'm glad that your being a bigger person and doing this."

"I'm only doing this because you wouldn't let me leave." I half lied

She only laughed, pulling me into a tight hug, "I know, and I'm sorry but I couldn't let you leave without you hearing what they had to say. You are too tough of a person to runaway from your problems.

I see that mentally your being broken down, and I knew that if I let you leave this parking lot. That, it will boost Ms.Apryl's confident of you crumbling down into pieces and continue to give you a hard time.

If you keep letting her take control over your mind and keep making you upset, she's gonna feel like she's taking over your life, and be happy that your failing, and I don't want that for you. Ms.Apryl is a very toxic person. I can see that." She stated as we walked back into the building

"Can I be honest with you?"

"Of course, baby."

I stopped as we made it towards the door of the room, "I feel like, I have to deal with her shit, because she saved me from living on the streets. I feel like I have to deal with it."

"Sevyn let me tell you something. You don't have to deal with shit, she's putting you through. Yes she took you off the streets, but that doesn't mean she have to be a bitch towards you and bring people from your past and tell you that you need to suck it up and turn another cheek. You can't let what she did for you make you think that you have to deal with her bullshit. She should've let you in out the kindness of her heart, and not so she can control you."

She's right. I felt like because Ms.Apryl took me in. That I had to take up with her shit. I'm not gonna lie, yes it's because I'm still used to always dealing with my Janae's shit, like. Ms.Apryl just resembles Janae's action towards me.

Janae always told me to turn the other cheek or suck it up every time, Eric used to touch me, and in my head it's engraved in my mind that I need to suck it up. So when Ms.Apryl tells me to suck it up, my mind just I guess shuts down and do as she say.

I hate it so much but- I don't know.

I felt Ms.Lisa wipe away a tear that I didn't even feel roll down my cheek, "It's gone be okay. It's for the better babe. If you have to remove people out of your life because they is becoming toxic for you then it's okay. Your changing for the better Sevyn, and I want you to know that I am proud of the woman you is becoming."

Without saying anything, I just gave Ms.Lisa a hug.

I really needed that. I'm so tired of feeling like a bad person for removing people out of my life but what Ms.Lisa said just made me open my eyes more and forgive myself from not being so mean cutting people off.

"It's gone be okay.' She spoke rocking me back and forth.

I let go and began wiping my face, I hate crying while high. I just kilt my own high. I hate it here.

"You ready?"

"Yeah, I guess." I slightly smiled

Ms.Lisa gave me a smile as well and opened the door to the room. I mentally prayed to God. Imma just sit here, hear what they gotta say and go home. That's it that's all.

𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵. 𝗦𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗻𝗼 𝘄𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀.

Show no weakness. I walked into the room and all eyes fell upon me. I mugged Ms.Apryl, and Phoenix while going towards my seat by Zion and Zonnique. Nique stood up and gave me a warm hug, along with Izzy.

"You good?" Zion whispered as I sat down next to him

"I'm fine I'm just gonna hear what they got to say and leave." I mumbled with a shrugged

"I thought you left my ass I was gone have to call an Uber."

"Why not just get a ride from your sister?"

He looked at me then away as he cleared his throat, "I didn't think of that."

I just shook my head, he deadass a slow ass nigga. Scooting in my seat some more, I looked around the room and seen Apryl staring me. Rolling my eyes I looked over seeing my damn grandma sitting there looking like she on a damn Life Alert commercial with this stupid ass neck brace around her neck.

I looked at Zion who already peeped game and we just bust out laughing.

"If she don't get her, I'm falling and I can't get up. Having ass outta here!" He yelled out causing me to lean back in my chair

"Zion, Zion!" I tapped his shoulder, "I've fallen in the shower!" I said in an old lady voice he over laughed his laughter, real tears was falling down his face

"It's giving very much-I want attention."

"It's giving very much-Fake injury."

"It's giving very much-" Zion grabbed the white cloth towel off the table and wrapped it around his neck, he slowly turned his head towards me causing me to laugh loud, "Stiff neck."

I repeatedly slapped his shoulder while I silently laughed

"Y'all ain't shit." Zonnique spoke while holding in her laughter, on the other hand Izzy was in tears his damn self

"Nah y'all funny as a bitch." Izzy laughed, "Leave Barba alone."

Me, Zonnique and Zion all busted out laughing, "BARBAA!" We said in sync

"It's giving Aretha." I stated

Zion shook his head,"Nah,it's  giving Pamela."

"Nah, it's giving Hattie!" Zonnique yelled out

"It's giving, y'all being disrespectful, and isn't showing respect for your elders." Ms.Apryl spoke with a stern voice

Zonnique laughed, "Ma chill we just messin around."

"No y'all being disrespectful. This is unacceptable! Got Ms.Lisa up here waiting for yall's rude asses." She spoke with a stern voice

I rolled my eyes, here go the fun police. I sighed and crossed my arms giving Ms.Lisa my undivided attention.

But I ended up laughing cause of Izzy's comment," It's giving wanna be big bad wolf."

We all snickered agin but it stopped once Ms.Apryl snapped her fingers at us like we some damn dogs. She lucky I ain't bark.

She then turned back around and nodded at Ms.Lisa to start this dumbass "meeting". I hate it here, once again.

"Thank you all for coming out today. I've been aware that you all are having concerns about Sevyn, and today I would like for you all to get everything y'all have off your chest, while she's in the room. Please say something that you all want her to take from this group. Please don't be rude and do not bash her. What's y'all say in this room stays in this room. Are we all on the same page?" Ms.Lisa asked with smooth yet angelic tone

Everyone nodded making her do the same she clapped her hands and placed them on her lower abdomen, "Okay, who want to go first?"

I looked around seeing them all looking scared to say something. Like c'mon now, don't be a fuckin pussy now while I'm in your face. Say what the fuck you gotta say so I can dip.

"I just want her to understand that we are here for her and that we care. I just don't understand why did she leave?" Apryl spoke up first,above a whisper, "She has been through so much and we all just want her to do better for the sake of that baby."

𝗕𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲.

If she knows I've been through so much, then why the fuck would you give me a hard time, and her bringing up my baby is not about to be a new thing now. She need to keep my child out of her mouth. Periodt, and for saying she don't know why I left, I told her why I left countless of times.

But imma let her talk her good shit. For now.

"May I ask, what is she doing that you want her to do better?" Ms.Lisa asked her, and Ms.Apryl was stuck.

Yes my nigga stuck as fuck because she doesn't have a real reason for me to do better, I am better. I've been better since I've moved down here.

Since she couldn't come up with a reason, my old crunchy, fake injury havin ass grandma said something to back her up, "We want her to, open up. Come down and visit us more and just have communication with us. I mean after all we are her family."

"Yeah a family that disowned her." Zion spoke up with an attitude

𝗢𝗼𝗽!

"Zion, watch how you speak to her." Ms.Apryl stated

"Nah, cause this some bullshit. Like how y'all wanna say y'all want her to do better, and  understand that y'all care about her but each and everyone of y'all treated her like shit? If y'all knew she been through hell and want her to be better, why keep feeding her the negativity?" He questioned,

"So you think I'm feeding her negativity?" Ms.Apryl asked cluelessly

𝗦𝗹𝗮𝗽 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝗿𝘁𝘆 𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘂𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘄.

"Ma are you serious right now?!" Zonnique questioned, "You brought her grandmother to her house. She mistreated and disrespected her in her own home, and you told Sevyn to ignore her. You told her to grow up and  to basically suck up the sick joke your son pulled on her and get back with him.

You brought her ex-best friend out here, knowing she don't fuck with her no more because what? Cause you want her to know that you care?" She asked in disbelief, "Mmcht man fuck outta here."

Nobody said a word because, everything that came out of Zonnique's mouth was one hundred percent true.

"I just came here to apologize." Phoenix spoke hesitantly, "Me and Sevyn been through so much and I don't want to throw our friendship down the drain." She slid her hand down her face to wipe the falling tears from her eyes.

𝗕𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝗰𝗿𝘆 𝗺𝗲 𝗮 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻 𝗿𝗶𝘃𝗲𝗿.

Zonnique looked at Phoenix with no feeling to her fake crocodile tears, "Caresha please. Y'all friendship went down the drain once you accused her with sleeping with ya baby daddy."

I busted out laughing, not on purpose but because I never seen Zonnique mad before, so it's funny as fuck to me.

"You and everybody else at this table know that Sevyn hate that nigga. I been around them twice during our thanksgiving dinner a few years back and knew she couldn't stand being around him for so long.

Sev couldn't be me. Cause once I found out you gotten pregnant by the enemy, you would've been cut the fuck off." Nique ranted

𝗪𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗱𝗮𝗺𝗻 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗜'𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗼𝗼𝗺.

"But that's Sevyn for you, a nice person that would give each and everyone of you the shirt off her back because she wanted to out the kindness of her heart.

All y'all took her for granted, and I hope and pray she don't accept y'all bullshit ass apology, because y'all don't deserve it. Periodt."  She finished, making me nod my head, coo she cleared it up.

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