sitting inside erin's car as she gave you some weird looks before turning the car engine on. "you knew those boys?"

you immediately shook your head. "no who? those two? i only know eric, jay and dad in this-"

"who i am asking,, i trust you" erin said as I finally sighed out.

she started to drive the car towards the fountain park where we could sit and eat the stuff we brought together.

as soon as we reached there, we sat on the ground with the box of tteokbokki in my hands as she ate the noodles.

"so,,, you need something else?" she asked eating her noodles. "no currently no"

she hummed then continued eating her noodles. it was weird somehow knowing we were not doing a picnic thing but i thought people assumed it to be.

"you know those two boys were so dead drop hot" erin commented making me glare at her, "you have a husband"

Erin chuckled and nodded, "i love jay tho"

smiling, i looked at her seeing the real happiness which was fixed onto her face. did just jay name pulled a smile onto her face?

yeah it did.

but does love have this much energy to just pull a smile on person face?

you never felt it so you can't really answer. nor judge the reason.

"hey erin" she looked up hearing you call her name. you opened your mouth and asked the question,

"its been two years,, are you and jay like... are planning a family?" you asked her, as her face immediately fell for someone reason, you didn't knew.

"hey, is everything okay?" you asked as she immediately nodded. "everything is alright... i just think.. jay need some time.. he is willing to move his carrer more."

oh family things, I don't wanna put my leg in.

"are you planning to have any-" "if this one is gonna contain boys then nah, i will ask to leave the topic" you said making her laugh.

"haha don't worry,, its not about boys" she said as you hummed. "then?" you questioned as she looked up and her face fell kinda.

"does dad still hates me?"

that was the question you always asked to yours. does dad hates her? now?

well somehow, you remember how broke he was when his beloved daughter came home in the white dress with her hand holding the guy hand dad always hated.

and the sentence "we married dad.. can you please-" and there every story fell down.

FLASHBACK TO TWO YEARS AGO

a tight slap was placed right on her cheek as you, eric and mom gasped. your mom was somehow angry too but she was soft too knowing she took care of erin in her womb for nine months.

"if you came home, marrying someone else.. i couldn-"

"STOP CONTROLLING MY LIFE DAD!" and that was it. a sentance which broke a happy family. a bond between a daughter and her father.

"i love jay, he makes me strong and more importantly,  we love each other" and again a tight slap.

dad glared at jay who was looking down. "you married this? this piece of shit who ruined your life!"

dad screamed at her and mom cried. eric was sitting on the couch and didn't knew the situation but you, you were seeing all of these.

"i always putted you on first place before y/n and eric, i thought you would lead them into a good direction but you are a bad influence"

"i worked late night to pull this house up and for your studies, to see this. to see you marry someone your family can't accept" dad screamed.

erin chuckled and said, "why do you hate jay so much? oh i got it.."

"cause he gave me wings to fly after you cutted them"

that was it.

your hand got pulled by your father as he stood you up in front of the couple. "can you see this girl? she is y/n and your younger sibling"

"she is gonna do everything i expected from you now" you looked up at your dad, listening to all his words.

"she will take a high post in a big company, she will marry someone we will choose for her.... she will never be like you"

your eyes welled up with tears, "she is gonna be the daughter we are gonna be proud of"

and you wanted to hear this words and if a high post in a company and marrying their choice will put this sentence everyday for you to hear then you will do it.

and since that day, you always tried to be their perfect daughter.