Siena had awoken before anyone else, even before the new born baby. She had a dream about her mother, and she tried to wake up as fast as she could - she couldn't relive a memory. The minute she woke up, her heart started aching.

The blonde immediately went downstairs, in quiet - to not wake up the 3 others that were still asleep. As she took a seat on the couch, rubbing her chest as her heart was still aching. She noticed the photo album on the corner of the coffee table, it was an old one her mom had made when Georgia and Siena were growing up.

She took it off of the table and started looking at the pages, the photos, the little notes she had written next to some of the photos.

"Oh mom, you're missing out on so much. You would've loved little Rafael, can't believe you'll
never get to meet him." She cries out, rubbing her thumb over a picture of her and her mother from around 2005.

She noticed the livingroom door open, revealing Harry, making her close the photo album quickly and wiping away her tears. "Hey, noticed the bed was empty. Why're you up so early?" He frowns, his tired expression immediately getting noticed by Siena.

She didn't mean to wake him up. "Oh, you were looking at the photo album." He smiled, taking it from next to his Fiancée. "Oh look at you, you were so cute." Harry grins, Siena just sat there next to him not even wanting to look at the picture.

"Just put it away, please?" Siena almost begs.

"What's wrong? Y'wanna talk about it?" Harry says as he heard the shivering sigh coming from his fiancée as she started looking up at the ceiling, picking at her nails.

"No, just don't feel like looking at it." She fakes smiles, wanting him to believe she was fine, maybe even wanted to make herself believe that she was fine.

Harry was still holding the album in his hands - now closed. "It's okay if you're hurting, you know." He places his hand on her back - noticing she had put on one of his shirts.

"I don't wanna talk, could you please just leave me alone for a second. Just need some alone time." She felt guilty for saying that, as it was his birthday at this exact moment, but man, she really wanted to be alone and just have a good cry.

"Okay, fine, but if y'wanna talk. You know I'm right upstairs, okay? I love you." He whispers, pressing a kiss to the side of her head - standing up to walk out of the room.

But Siena let out a shaky breath. "When's it gonna stop hurting?" This making him stop right in the doorway, turning around to look at the blonde sat there on their couch, with tears filling her eyes.

"The pain just doesn't go away, my heart hurts every second of the day. Just knowing she'll never even meet her grandson." Siena puts her head in her hands, letting out a loud sob. Harry immediately goes to sot next to her and wraps her in his arms.

"I don't think that feeling will ever go away. Some days it will be easier but some days it will be difficult, but every day I will be here, our little Rafael will be here. And we both love you so much." Harry comforts her, holding her tightly in his arms.

"I'm just missing her so much."

"I know, darling. I know." He leaned his chin on the top of Siena's head. "She loves her little grandson a lot, even though she hasn't met him, she does. Because he's yours, he's looks so much like you, how could she not love him."

"Thank you, M'sorry for ruining your birthday morning." Siena mumbles, as she leans into Harry, laying her head on his lap as he strokes her hair.

He just hums. "Didn't ruin anything, I'm here with you, got our little bubba and Rudy's here. Couldn't ask f'more." Harry softly says, reminding her of how lucky he is and how happy he is with everything.

"Now I hear a little troublemaker has woken up, crying for his mummy." He teases, smirking down at his fiancée noticing the smile appearing on her face at the mention of their son.

𝘀𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗱𝗲𝗻 𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗍𝖾𝖽
𝗈𝗇 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝖼𝗅𝗈𝗌𝖾 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌 !

𝘀𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗱𝗲𝗻
𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝗇 𝗂𝗇𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗀𝗋𝖺𝗆 !

𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾𝖽 𝖻𝗒 𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗿𝘆𝘀𝘁𝘆𝗹𝗲𝘀 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝘀
𝘀𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗱𝗲𝗻   loving you is the best thing I could ever do!! Happy birthday, my love. I adore you, I love you, I cherish you. Twentyeight years you have blessed this earth with your existence. Thank you for loving me dearly everyday 🤍🫂 !!

𝗏𝗂𝖾𝗐 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌

𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲   sleeping on the highway tn
𝟤𝗁       𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗹𝘆

𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲   happy birthday harry!! 💌
𝟤𝗁       𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗹𝘆

𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲   he's so perfect, i'm gonna cry
𝟤𝗁       𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗹𝘆

𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗿𝘆𝘀𝘁𝘆𝗹𝗲𝘀 thank you, love. i love you so so sooooo much. You make me one lucky fella xx
𝟤𝗁       𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗹𝘆
⤿ 𝘀𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗱𝗲𝗻 my fav person !! <3

𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲   nah harry saying "soooooo" is way too cute, siena better marry him soon before i do
𝟤𝗁       𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗹𝘆

𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲   harry stop getting older challenge
𝟤𝗁       𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗹𝘆

𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲   happy bday harold🤍🤍
𝟤𝗁       𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗹𝘆

𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲   wait shouldn't their baby be born soon???
𝟤𝗁       𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗹𝘆
   ⤿ 𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲   wait yes omg🫣

𝘀𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗱𝗲𝗻 𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗍𝖾𝖽
𝗈𝗇 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝖼𝗅𝗈𝗌𝖾 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌 !

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫 𝗂𝗌 𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 !

it's time for everyone to give Siena the biggest hug ever

does someone know any book with Fake Dating tropes bcs i've been obsessed w them oopsie

or just book recommendations in general are always welcome :)