Y/n's POV

I sat on my seat in class, my feelings were somewhat not used to ignoring Tetsuro all of a sudden when I used to that all the time back then, what happened now? Why am I needing for him to greet me with that big bright smile that he always have that somehow brightens my whole world too.

All I was met with was Tetsuro looking away from my way, it stings my heart to see him like this so I decided to play the same game, wondering if he ever feels the sting or numbness that he gives me.

I sat on my seat with no energy at all knowing that we were both mad at each other about the incident yesterday, resting my chin on my hand as I waited for the teacher to come in and just start the lesson already.

Suddenly it hits me, how are we going to start or even finish our project? Sure I can finish it in a day and think about our report the next day but the problem was Tetsuro and I was ignoring each other.

This was really going to mess my mind for the whole day I think, maybe I just need to lower my pride just a little bit and talk to him after class? Just a little tho, it's just projects matter. That's all there is, it will be easy!

Time skip

I once again looked over to Tetsuro's way with suspicious looking eyes, I have been doing this ever since the class started and I find myself losing focus, instead I was taking glances at Mer. Tetsuro, I was surprised that he never catch me looking at him, I miss having his eyes on me all of a sudden.

I wasn't right at all, this wasn't easy.

Scanning the way his nose was so cute looking, his perfect defined jaw line and those lashes of his, I was admiring them all from afar. It's sad to know that he couldn't see things from my point of view and maybe we'll get along again, but I should look things from his point of view as well.

Suddenly his eyes turned to me and before it can catch mine I quickly looked away, my heart skipping a beat as I mentally punched myself for being so not aware about his movements.

"This is all for today, I'll see you tomorrow." The teacher announces as he places the ruler down on the table, "Class dismissed."

All of my classmates stands up and now cleaned up their desk to get ready and go out of the door but I remained silent and on my chair, looking down on my notebook as if I was reading something on it but I really wasn't.

I waited for half of them left and now I began to clean my stuff up and looked at Tetsuro's way hoping that he didn't leave yet, I sighed in relief.

With hesitant feet I walked my way over to him who was busy placing his notebook on his bag, I just stood by his side. Clenching on my bag strap, my dignity depended on this.

With a nervous swallow I spoke, "Kuroo." I was even surprised that I used his last name against him but I didn't find myself to complain.

His head didn't turn to me, he kept focused on his bag while placing things in it as he just hums in reply.

"About the project, I'll just send you the script and I'll just finish the descr—

I stopped my sentence when he stops his movements to turn and look at me with blank and cold eyes that sent shivers down my spine as I furrowed my eyebrows, I couldn't believe that his single cold stare made me shut up.

"Doing things all by yourself again?" He says almost sarcastically speaking with a sly smirk as if it was a joke.

Oh no, this was the old Kuroo I used to encounter every single day after all of this happened, the Kuroo I never wanted to get near with nor get in a same room with.

"Is there a problem with that? Isn't that to your advantage tho, someone is doing ever—

—And you think that I asked you to do it? I never wanted anything from you." Kuroo says with a serious tone this time, he now fully releases his bag and had his arms crossed in front of his chest as he looks down at me.

His words pierced through me but I knew that it was true, he was right. But he doesn't realize that he's hurting me as well.

"You never did and not a single person will offer help to you because you treat them so disrespectfully." I said back with the angry tone, I was glaring at him with my eyebrow furrowed.

At this moment no person was left inside the classroom except us both, and it was better since I didn't want anyone in our business.

"Oh really? Speak like that to me when you finally realize that all you think about is yourself." He says, I can't see himself stopping himself from saying that, it was as if he was really meant to say that to me. And it somehow made me tear up.

"You know what, I'm gonna finish this project all by myself and you have nothing to do about it. I don't need your useless self anyway!" I said without thinking, I widened my eyes after realizing what I just said.

I looked over to Kuroo almost immediately, he was just looking at me, silent. I couldn't tell about his expression but I can see inside his eyes that he was offended about what I said, maybe more than that to be honest, I felt guilty.

But I chose to be a coward and turned around to leave, but his arm stopped me by grabbing my arm making me halt from my tracks and I immediately looked at him, I saw the pain in his eyes and it made my heart sting.

"Am I useless to you?" He asks in the most pleasing way and sad way he had ever give me.

I was mentally punching myself, regretting and feeling guilty for even saying that, but his words flashed in my mind and it also pained me too.

"Yes." I spoke before I think again.

After saying that Kuroo immediately removes his hand around my arm and he just looks at me with a blank look, before I can see the tears building up in his eyes he left, brushing past me without a word back.

What did I just do?

Tetsuro's POV

After I got out of the classroom I stopped in my tracks not from from the room I just exited from, my heart was clenching and stinging non stop telling me over and over again that what Y/n just said had done alot of damage on it.

I leaned my back on a nearby wall and I looked down on the ground, rethinking about the moment that happened a few seconds ago.

Water started to form in my eyes as I clenched my fist on my sides.

All this time she thought I was just useless to her?

That pained me more than anything.

I guess this was her wanting to say that she wanted me gone.