Chapter 60

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Y/n's POV


"This is where I stop guys, I still have to visit a friend." Haruka says and now stands up from her seat and walks up to the door waiting for it to open for her.

"Oh really? I'll see you later then?" Kuroo says with a smile and Haruka returns it back and says her final good bye before leaving the train.

Leaving me and Kuroo silent as the train now started to move not a minute after, I didn't know what to say really, it's more like I didn't want to say anything. As much as I was curious about what kind of relationship they had I still like Haruka in a way because she was nice to me even though I wasn't returning back her kindness.

"You okay? I'm really sorry about earlier." Kuroo says before looking down on his hands, somewhat looking ashamed.

"You're not supposed to say sorry Kuroo." I said and laughed it off with a fake smile as I looked away from him and now faced my front.

"But I could've arrived much earlier you know, and I had to cause a scene with that random girl." Kuroo says with a small laugh at the end, and it does make me laugh a bit at the recall of that random girl that came to us and acted like she knew everything.

"Kuroo..." I called trying to help him understand that it was none of his fault, if you ask me I should be the one at fault at some point because I could've had the choice to go with them but I didn't.

"Tetsuro." He says before looking away, unnoticed to me he had a pink hue appearing on his cheek.

"What?" I asked not really knowing what he meant by that.

"At this point in our friendship you should call me by my first name." Why did that make me feel as if I had won something? I wanted to smile and cheer for myself but I remained seated and just smiled at him and looked away too, not noticing a blush appearing on my cheeks too.

"Kuro— I mean Tetsuro, you really shouldn't be worrying, at least you stopped it right before one thing could lead to another." I reason with him, turning my head to look at him with a reassuring smile.

Kuroo sighs and he looks at me too with worry in his eyes, "I don't want anything like that happen to you again."

My heart mysteriously skips a beat at his word and the way his eyes pierced into mine. I wanted to look away but it would just seem like I was too nervous to be around him so I remained looking at him.

"I don't have to worry since you're here with me." I stated jokingly but only a small amount of percent tho, I looked away with a smile. My eyes spotting a innocent female kid looking at us with those big round eyes of hers as she sweetly licks on her lollipop.

I waved my hands slowly at her and she stopped licking her colorful and round lollipop.

"Your boyfriend is really handsome miss." She says in her sweet tone as she kept licking and then eventually look away to tell something to her mommy who was beside her.

I blushed even more at her statement and I immediately looked at Tetsuro, seeing as he was smiling at the girl. His smile tells me that he adored the child and it somehow lit something in me.

I shook my head off at the sudden feelings I was feeling an proceeded to focus my attention on something else.

Time skip

"See you tomorrow Tetsuro." I waved good bye outside the train at Tetsuro who was waving back happily.

And then as the train finally started moving I turned towards my heel and started my way back to my house.

What a day, getting harassed and feeling these type of envy at the newly introduced girl of my life, can this day get anymore interesting?

Yes it can.

I opened the door to my house, "I'm home!" I yelled through out but I was only met by silence all over.

I closed the door behind me and started to remove my shoes and placed it on the side, I then started to walk up the stairs in a very no little energy left since I had many things to do including me and Kuro— Tetsuro's project about history.

As I arrived in my room, I removed my bag from me and placed it down gently on my study desk, sighing as I felt my bed finally under my exhausted body.

Sighing I just look up my ceiling, rethinking all of those things I did and what happened today, how can a certain man make me feel like this when I still have a fresh wound in my heart? Who would've thought Tetsuro and I would become like this, become so close to each other.

But then again my guts says that maybe, just maybe that Haruka chick has something for Tetsuro, maybe feelings towards him? And if she did why would we even care anyway, right? I promised myself to balance friendship and school and I will probably do that, but after I thought about Tetsuro always saving me in my time of need I feel like I should help him in his.

And the the thing that I can only think of is do everything for him, be nice to him.

I sat up from my bed and was about to stand up and change into some more comfy clothes to start my homework and studies when I was stopped by my phone ringing.

I walked up to my bag and took it out, looking at the caller ID had my fresh wounded heart sting and somewhat nervous at the same time.

Sawamura is calling...

I hesitantly gaze my fingers on the ignore call but I stopped myself before I could, it doesn't hurt to listen to whatever he says right? Even if it hurts, Tetsuro is not here and this is a perfect time to practice myself without Tetsuro beside me.

So I called him back and continued to press my phone against my ear.

"Hello?" I started.

"L/n? I... I didn't think you'd call back honestly." He said in a nervous voice.

"Do you want me to hang up? Go straight to your point Sawamura." I tell him in a strict voice as I sat down on my chair and faced my front, my wall that was filled with different sticky notes and pinned quotes presentable to me as I wait for my once so called lover to talk to me.

"Okay, I wanted to ask you want to meet up with m—

—And why would I do that?" I stop him before I can let him finish.

He sucks in e deep breath before replying again in a nervous voice.

"I don't like having this thick wall between us, I just want to clear things up." He says and it was silent at first, I didn't dare to say a word, "You can call it 'closure' if you want."

I was stunned, still not moving as I kept my eyes on my wall. Was this another decision for me to make? I didn't know what to do, what if I come back to him again and get hurt, but I wouldn't even do that. I wouldn't go back to him.

But I appreciated him for trying to clear things up between us, and I guess it's a worth of try to hear him our and just be good friends after this right?

"Just to talk?" I asked one more time.

"Just to talk." He repeated in his usual gentle voice that had me fooled once but not twice.

"Fine, what date do you have in mind?" I asked him, wanting this to be over as quickly as I can because I still had to do some research on our project.

"At the end of the week." He replies.

"This week?" I asked him, surprised visible in my tone because I wasn't expecting the date to come by fast.

"Yes, if that's okay wit—

—Yeah sure... Look, I got to go so I'll see you at the end of the week." I said before hanging up, not even giving him a second chance to say a 'goodbye' back since I couldn't stand his voice anymore.

After a few seconds I questioned myself on why did I accept it? What was I thinking? But I had so many questions that's yet to be answered, I guess this is for me.

But it makes me wonder, what would Tetsuro think of this?

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