||Jungkook pov||

It's been a couple of weeks since Y/n was in the hospital I haven't signed the papers that she needed to get the surgery. Something was holding me back from signing them I just don't know what maybe guilt or I just don't want to lose her yet.

Today I brought Jeongsan with me to an Ice cream shop that was across the street from the hospital. The rest of the members were with me but they ended up disappearing after seeing shops. Jeongsan was in his stroller with his bottle just staring at me while drinking it he was 5 months just turning 5 months.

While I was eating my ice cream I saw a lady from the distance staring at me with another girl they kept giggling and pointing at me. They probably found out that I was famous I started packing up my stuff as I was getting ready to leave but I felt a pat on my shoulder.

"Must be hard taking care of a baby by yourself" I ignored her and kept packing "did the mother leave, was she addicted to drugs or alcohol how stupid can she be to leave such a handsome man and baby...aww he looks so cute" I saw her hands reaching to touch Jeongsan but I was more quick to grabbed her wrist tightly before shoving it away. "Don't ever and I mean ever touch my son don't ever talk shit about people who aren't here to defend themselves talk about my wife again and you will be behind bars" I placed the diaper bag inside the stroller and left with an angry expression on my face.

While I was walking to the hospital I saw the guys in the distance running to me. I don't know but I started running with the stroller something didn't feel right something felt wrong. Once I reached them they were panting out of breath with sad expression which I couldn't read. "Y/n" I heard Taehyung say I gave Namjoon Jeongsan and ran to the hospital as fast as I could.

Everyone that was in my way was pushed or bumped into I didn't apologize I didn't bow at them. This is what love does to you it makes you go crazy I got to the hospital and ran to Y/n room but when I looked inside it was empty her bed was gone her gift were gone it was empty.

I ran to the receptionist which was a nice old lady "where can I fine Kim Y/n" her tiny fingers started typing in the computer but before she could tell me I saw her doctor I ran to him grabbing his shoulder and turning him around. "Where's Y/n where is she" he gave me a happy smile as patting my shoulder "surgery" I'm confused I didn't sign the papers I didn't give permissio "but I didn't sign the papers who signed them"

"Me" I turned and saw

Y/n in a wheelchair with a hat on she had purple pajamas on she looked more alive but when I looked down I saw that. "They" I pointed at her breast because they looked smaller then usually "they cut off all the bumped they took some of the tumor out I just need to be bed rested and not stressed for a couple of days" her hands found there way to the wheel as she started moving to me "Ms.Y/n is also still healing from the breast she has stitches her head stitches are also healing so please be very careful with those" the doctor when on with the notes but everything was blocked out.

I looked at my baby she was smiling at me with her hands in her lap but I noticed something. I walked up to her and pulled the hat off only to see they shaved her hair off she had a big cut with stitches going across her head. "Baby" my hand when to touch it but stopped knowing it still probably hurts. "Mr.Jeon the tumor was in the middle of her brain where couldn't be reach from the inside her her nose we had to cut open her head and skull to take it out" she put her hat back on with a sad expression that made me was to die.

"There's one more thing Mr.Jeon and Ms.Kim...there's still a 50 50 percent of getting pregnant but you will not be able to have sex until you heal from your stitches and everything else is you get an headaches or vomiting I prescribed you some medication for that" he wrote down something on a piece of paper giving it to Y/n.

"Where's Jeongsan" I turned my head looking for the boys but I didn't see them "well you s-see I can h-ere b-because Taehyung told me about y-you and I left jeongsan with them so I don't kn-"

"He's right here" I saw Jimin hand Y/n Jeongsan which made me freak out because Jeongsan is heavy and she just got surgery "baby how about you put him down you just got surgery your stitches might rip open" she nodded her head "I love you" she then placed a kiss on his forehead which made him laugh "h-his first laugh" he didn't stop laughing as Y/n kept kissing his cheek "my little sloth" Jeongsan began to get tired as he yawned in Y/N's arms.

"Here let me take him" but Y/n just smacked my hands away making me whine from the pain "Y/n please I don't want your stitches opening up" the boys laughed at me trying to be an adult for once which is really hard even with Y/n she could explode at me at time.

"Can we go home now I'm hungry and I think my baby needs to be in his bed right now doesn't he Jeon" she called me by a sure name did I forget something my eyes looked at her as I nodded my head.

"Can we go home now I think Im about to pee my pants" she gonna beat my ass at home.