6:00am

I smiled widely as I saw my little girl in her crib looking at me as she wiggled excitedly with an adorable smile and I gently picked her up in my arms humming softly.

"Good morning sleeping beauty, I hope you slept well, " I said looking at her in my arms as I walked to the kitchen to get her bottle of milk ready. I carefully laid her down on a blanket in the living room and walked to the kitchen that was connected to it and grabbed her bottle from the fridge to warm up in the microwave.

I watched as she was on her back looking up at the ceiling making cute little noises until I heard the microwave beep. I quickly made sure it wasn't too hot and walked back to the living room and picked her up in my arms before sitting on the couch.

I smiled humming softly and rocked my body slowly side to side as she drank. "Thank you for being so patient with me Jinyoung. I know that I'm slow but I'm trying. You're always waiting for me to wake up every morning and waiting for me with grandma until I come home from work. You're always waiting for me to hold you after you've had a nap...I hope you can always wait on me until the time comes where I have to wait on you. Like when you go to school for the first time, get your first job, go on your first date. Whatever, I'll always be right here waiting for you...I'll never leave you...God, your mother would love you so much," I chuckled a bit as a tear fell from my left eye.

I put the now empty bottle on the coffee table and smiled as she looked at me with sleepy eyes and yawned cutely making my heart melt.

~

8:30am.

I must've fallen asleep with Jinyoung on the couch cause I woke up to my mother caressing my cheek softly to wake me up. "San, you gotta get ready for work dear," she said as I opened my eyes slowly and saw Jinyoung in her arms. I nodded slowly sitting up straight and stretched my arms while yawning and went to my room to fix my hair and grab my tie.

I said my goodbyes kissing both my mom's cheek and Jinyoung's head before grabbing my things and left.

I walked into the school hoping to get to classroom before getting seen by other teachers but unfortunately God isn't on my side.

"Good morning Mr. Choi," one of the teachers named Soyeon said smiling widely at me and I bowed greeting her. "Morning Miss Jeon," I said quickly attempting to pass her but she grabbed my hand softly. "Wait. Are you busy today after work?" She asked looking up at me with a flirtatious smile making me feel uncomfortable. I gently removed her hand off mine and backed up a bit. "No sorry, I have plans with my daughter today," I politely turned her down and she nodded sadly. "Maybe tomorrow then?" She asked with a hopeful smile and I chuckled awkwardly, "we'll see. " I said before quickly walking to my classroom.

I sighed sitting in my desk chair, already done with today. Everyday is like this. The constant flirting from teachers and stares from students it all makes me uncomfortable, but I can't just quit. I need this job, it pays well and I have to support my daughter and her future, so if that means I have to deal flirting and stares, then so be it.

I sighed looking at the wedding ring on my finger as I waited for my students. The ring meant nothing now that I was alone, but I kept it on to remember the love of my life, Hwang Yeji. God, she was perfect just like our little girl. I still remember meeting her in high school. We were assigned to be partners for a project and the second I saw her, I knew that she was my future wife. I was such a nervous wreck around her. But her laugh and smile made me so happy. I never wanted to be away from her. I asked her out a week after our project was due and we've been together ever since, until she unfortunately passed away.

~

One by one the students came in and took their seats. I called their names one by one making sure all were here and they were, except one...Jung Wooyoung.

I sighed before starting my lecture, 10 minutes into it, I heard the door in the back open and close and looked up the stairs to see a boy wearing a black t-shirt, leather jacket and ripped skinny jeans and black boots. His black hair pushed back with his sunglasses and a small silver chain around his neck. I felt myself getting lost just looking at him, he looked perfect. Plump pink lips, freckle under his eye, perfect cheek bones and smooth tan skin.

I quickly shook away the thoughts and snapped myself out of it as he sat down and laid his head on the desk and held back a smile. It felt nice to finally have someone here who didn't look at me, but unfortunately I have to ruin it.

"Jung Wooyoung. " I said looking at him and he shot his head up looking at me and I finally saw his dark brown eyes properly. "You're late," I said looking into his eyes. "Yeah sorry, I didn't want to come. "

At least he's honest, I'll give him that. "That's fine, just means that you have to stay later after class to learn what you missed," I said sitting on my desk chair. "Oh come on! I was only late by 10 minutes." He said, annoyance in his voice. "Which means you missed 10 minutes of my lecture, so you can stay 10 minutes after class, " I said looking at my book.

"But-"

"Wanna make it longer?" I asked looking at him and he huffed annoyed while leaning back in his chair making me smirk a bit.

After class was over I caught him trying to sneak out but I quickly grabbed his arm and held him back. "Where you headed?" I asked looking down at him and he smirked at me while leaning in and caressed my jawline and neck. I felt my face heat up as I looked into his eyes but I shook it off. "Up to the front to see your gorgeous face better," he said before I grabbed his wrist and removed his hand from my neck. "Just sit down. "

After the 10 minutes was over we packed up our things and I called his name before he went out the door making him look at me and nod. "Please don't be late tomorrow. " I said making him roll his eyes before he left.

~

"Bye mom. Thank you again for babysitting Jinyoung, " I said hugging my mother. "Of course, I'm always here to help, " she said smiling at me.

After she left I quickly checked on Jinyoung who was taking a nap in her crib before going to the kitchen to make a quick dinner.

I warmed up some leftover pasta that my mother had made the day before and sat alone at the kitchen table looking across the table where Yeji would sit. I'd be lying if I said that I didn't talk to her from time to time. I quickly said grace and began eating until I felt my phone buzz and pulled it out of my pocket to see a text on Instagram from Wooyoung.

I sighed looking at the message before quickly typing a reply. Part of me wanted to smile. I actually like Wooyoung, he wasn't a bad kid and didn't make me uncomfortable like the others. I liked that he was annoyed with me instead of trying to get into my pants...although he did caress me before my 10 minute lecture, but I knew that it didn't mean anything. He was just copying the other students.

I also liked how he got annoyed with the girls whispering about me...

In all honesty, I'd love to be his friend, but I think it'd be better to talk at school. Talking through social media is risky and I don't want people or him to get the wrong idea.

After we stopped texting I noticed that he followed me and decided to look at his Instagram, just to see what he's like outside of school.

So he's a dancer...honestly I can see it, he's well built for it and seems like he has a lot of stamina. I ended up looking through his posts for what felt like forever and found out a lot, like he has a Shiba Inu dog named shiber (A/N: yes I just did that) he even had some dance videos that I watched. He's really good.

Eventually though, I had to stop once I heard Jinyoung on the baby monitor. I quickly shut off my phone before putting it on the table and put my dishes in the sink before going to see Jinyoung.

"There's my girl, " I said smiling widely as I picked her up in my arms. "I hope you had a good nap. Let's get you out of this dirty diaper and take a shower before bed, hm?" I said smiling at her.

Nowadays that's the only way I can take showers unless my mother is here to watch her. But I don't mind at all, this way we both get clean and she likes the sound of the running water.

After the shower was warm enough I carefully took off my clothes while holding her which was a struggle. You try taking off your shirt while a baby is in your arms, it's not easy. Once I was undressed I took off her onesie and diaper before stepping into the shower. Her head was on my bare chest while my right hand was on her butt and left hand was on her back. I used a plastic cup to get her head wet before putting baby shampoo on her gently and rubbed it through her hair and on her small body making sure not to miss any part of her before rinsing her off.

After she was done, it was my turn. Now this is where it gets really hard. I continued to hold her close to my chest but leaned back into the water to get my hair wet before I opened the shampoo bottle with one hand before holding the bottle over my head and squirted some into my hair and rubbed it through my hair and rinsed it before repeating the same process with conditioner and washed my body before we got out and got ready for bed.

The next day was the same as today until it was my class...

~

"You're late...again. " I said as Wooyoung walked through the door. "Only by-" "an hour..what were you doing that made you an hour late Jung?" I asked looking at him as I pushed up my glasses.

"I uh..I don't really want to say because it's embarrassing. " He said looking at me nervously and I nodded looking at papers on my desk. "Alright, just stay an hour after class to learn what you missed...again. "

At that moment we heard the door open and close as a student came in and sat down.

"Are they staying too?" He asked pointing at the student and I shook my head. "But he's later than me!" He whined and I looked at him with a raised brow. "Actually he's not, he was just using the bathroom, now drop the attitude and go sit down," I said leaning onto my desk. "Seriously? You're so not being fair right now, why should I have to stay just because I'm late to your stupid class?!" He said glaring at me.

"Jung Wooyoung! I'm not going to tell you again, either lose the attitude or-"

"Or what professor Choi? You'll fuck it out of me?" He asked cutting me off with a cocky smirk.

I stood up from my chair and leaned onto my desk as I raised an eyebrow and clenched my jaw while looking into his eyes. "Meet me after class, Jung. " I said calmly and he nodded quickly before going to sit down.

When class was over he remained seated as all the students left and I looked at him for a moment before fixing the papers on my desk and looked at the wall clock. 3:40pm.

"Mr Choi?" I heard him ask making me look at him and I nodded with a hum. "Can I please leave?" He asked looking at me and I sighed. "Wooyoung, come here." I said waving him over to my desk and he nodded before moving a chair to where I was.

"Do you even want to be here?" I asked looking at him and he shook his head quickly. "No, I never wanted to go to college, but unfortunately I have no choice according to my mother. But I'd much rather do what I want to do, " he said looking at me and I smiled.

"What do you want to do?" I asked leaning back on my chair and watched as he smiled widely looking off somewhere else. "I want to be a dancer, but my mom thinks it's a waste of time and isn't a successful career. That's why I'm here," he said before looking at me and I nodded.

"Are you good?" I asked looking at him and he gave me a confused look, "at what?"

"At dancing?" I said looking at him and he chuckled before nodding. "At least I think so. I was in the dance club in high school for a while. " He said smiling at me.

"Look, I have some videos on my phone, " he said before pulling his phone out of his pocket and went to his camera roll. We both leaned close to each other as we watched the videos of him dancing. During the last one I looked at him and saw him smiling at his phone. We were both so close and I could see every detail on his face much clearer. He had a little freckle on his bottom lip, it was cute..he was cute. The video had ended and he smiled looking at me and I felt my face heat up as his cheeks turned a light shade of pink. God we were so close, our lips were only inches apart.

"Mr. Choi-"

I quickly pulled away from him when I heard the door open interrupting whatever Wooyoung was going to say and I couldn't help but thank God for someone to walk in.

"Hey San- oh, I didn't know someone was here. " Seulgi said looking at him with a raised brow. "Yeah, he was late for class, so I'm helping him with what he missed. And I'd really appreciate it if you'd call me Mr. Choi. I don't like it when other teachers use my name, Miss Kang, " I said looking at her and she nodded shyly. "Now, what can I do for you?" I asked standing up from my desk and she waved me over to her to speak in private. I looked at Wooyoung telling him to hold on a second and went over to her with a very obvious annoyed expression.

"I just wanted to ask if I could treat you to a meal tonight, " she said smiling up at me as she put her hand on my chest. "Sorry, I have a daughter to take care of and-"

"She can come, I'd love to meet the little cutie, " she said now playing with my tie. I sighed taking her hand off me and looked at her honestly as she scoffed at me. "That won't be happening, sorry I'm not interested, and I'd appreciate it if you didn't touch me without my consent, it makes me uncomfortable. Now if that's all, I'd like you to leave my classroom, " I said looking at her and she rolled her eyes before leaving.

I sighed walking back to my desk and Wooyoung who looked at me with a hint of sadness in his eyes. "Does that happen a lot?" He asked looking at me and I nodded before fixing my tie. "Everyday unfortunately, " I said looking at him and he nodded looking at his hands. "If it helps, I think you handled it well. If it was me I would've swore at her, " he said making me chuckle and he smiled widely at me.

"Have you ever told your wife or husband about it?" He asked looking at me and I looked at the ring on my finger and shook my head slowly.

"But I'm sure she's well aware of it," I said making him raise an eyebrow at me. "My wife passed away. " I said looking at him and he nodded slowly. "Oh, I'm so sorry, " he said looking at me and I smiled softly looking at him. "Don't worry about it, " I said looking at him and he nodded.

"Have you ever thought about dating again?" He asked looking at me and I shook my head. "I haven't been interested in anyone really, " I said and he nodded before looking at me. "Wait, are you into guys too?" He asked looking at me with a toothy grin and I chuckled smiling at him. "No, but I wouldn't be appalled to it. I just have met a guy that I'd date," I said rubbing the back of my neck awkwardly and his smile grew.

"Have you ever kissed a guy?" He asked looking at me and I shook my head looking at him and he leaned towards me on the desk. "Do you want to?" He asked looking at me. I looked at his plump lips before looking back at his eyes and shrugged. "Maybe with the right g-"

"Try kissing me, just to see if you like it. It'll be quick I promise. If you don't like it, then that's the end, you aren't interested in guys. " He said looking into my eyes.

Part of me wanted to say yes, but I knew that it was wrong. He's my student...then again he said that it would be quick- what no, stop. It's wrong.

"Woo-"

"Come on, teach. I won't be late ever again. Think of the kiss as a free trial, unless you want more, then you'll need a membership subscription, but for now just enjoy the free trial. " He said smiling making me laugh.

I sighed looking at him before looking at the closed door to the classroom remembering that I had locked it after Miss Kang left and looked back at him and nodded slowly before leaning towards him slowly.

Quick. I just gotta be quick...I was not quick.

His lips melted perfectly with mine, the kiss was soft and slow and he parted his lips a bit letting me slip my tongue into his mouth, exploring his wet cavern and felt him moan into it as my hand went to his hair and he climbed into my lap. This is wrong, we shouldn't be doing this...but why can't I stop? Why do I want more? Wooyoung felt so good against me and I couldn't help but moan when I felt him move his hips above my clothed crotch. He smirked into the kiss before biting my bottom lip as he pulled away and looked at me as we breathe heavily.

"Mr. Choi?-"

"Don't stop. " I said looking into his eyes and he nodded smiling widely before kissing me again.