After I left the Cullen's home last night, I stayed up late at night thinking, more like crying, over my family. Do they miss me? Do they even know that I died? I mean this life isn't so bad but I'm lonely. Yes, I have Bella and all but I don't have anyone at home. Maybe I need a dog, but I don't think Sam would appreciate it. So much has happened since I died. 

It's weird to think that I was once the most popular girl in high school and now I don't care what's happening. I don't want to go to parties and get drunk, maybe because I did that already and it's not tempting. Bella is what I really need. She keeps me calm, she the reason why I don't go out. All we do is stay at her house or mine and watch movies all night. Or either we just hang out and talk about anything. The one thing she always talks about is the Cullens. I really don't mind because they are strange people. And let's be honest, its Bella we're talking about. The Cullen's aren't ignoring me as much, yet they aren't talking to me like before.

Maybe Edward threatens them so they won't talk to us. I mean really what his problem? He should just listen to Alice and make Bella he's girl and we can skip all these nonsense. He's so determined to keep away from Bella and me. 

Bella and the gang been good. Jessica and I are getting along but once in a while, she'll become too much for me. So I'll just ignore her and I read instead. Angela is a sweetheart, so kind and adorable. Mike, Eric, and Tyler are the typical goofballs. Always making me laugh when I need it. Mike and Jessica should date already. So damn obvious that Jessica likes Mike. I'm pretty sure Mike likes her too. They'll make a cute couple, I mean they are going to the dance together. Might as well date already. 

Usually, I would go straight to Bella's class and we'll walk to the cafeteria, but today I wanted to go to the library to get a new book. I texted Bella letting her know that I'm heading to the library. 

Jasper POV:

As usual, my siblings and I sat down at our table. And like always we weren't talking much just looking around. I was looking for a short brunette lady, Amelia. I don't have any romantic feelings for her, I just feel comfortable around her. When I'm with her, I don't feel any real hunger. My thirst for human blood vanishes. Besides that, I like being with her. She's funny, smart, caring and she doesn't take any crap from others. What I also like is that my girlfriend Alice likes her and they get along. Plus my siblings get along with her. 

Nothing much has happened since Amelia been at our house. I mean why couldn't we talk to her, its not like she's the one that sticking her nose where it doesn't belong. Edward gave out a low warning growl, it didn't do much to me. I simply rolled my eyes, because it's the truth. Amelia isn't trying to find out our secrets, whereas Bella is sticking her nose where it doesn't belong. Don't get me wrong, I like Bella, I really do but serious she getting closer and closer to finding out. And if she finds out, she'll tell Amelia and I don't know how she'll react to it. But Alice says that Amelia is going to be a big part of this family. 

Once again Edward gave me a low growl, which I ignored and turned my attention to finding Amelia. I see Bella walking to her group without Amelia. Strange, they always walk in together. I wonder where is she?

"Hey La Push baby, you in?" Eric asked Bella as she sits down.

 Hearing that particular beach my siblings and I go stiff. We all looked over to their table to listen. 

"Should I know what that means?" Bella asks Eric, looking rather confused. 

"La Push a beach down at the Quileute Rez. We're going tomorrow." Mike explains to her.

"Yeah, there's a big swell coming in," Jessica said. 

"And I don't just surf the internet." Eric got up and did a weird demonstration of him trying to surf. Mike joined him, making them laugh. 

"Eric you stood up once and it was on a foam board." Jessica rolled her eye, making Eric look embarrassed. 

"And hey there's whale watching too. You should come with us" Angela says with her soft voice. 

"Its La Push, baby. La Push" Eric says it in a weird way.

"Yea I'll go if you stop saying that," Bella said teasing him, making everyone laugh. At that moment Amelia shows up.

"What is everyone laughing about?" she asks looking around with a smile. 

"Nothing we're just teasing Eric" Mike tells her.

"Oh, so I didn't miss anything new" Amelia replies with a smirk. 

"Not really, but hey we're going to La Push wanna come?" Bella asks Amelia. Amelia's face lights up. 

"Omg, really? Hellas yeah count me in." Amelia replies excitedly. Why would she be excited to go to that beach? Does she know something?

"You know that beach?" Angela asks her. Amelia nods happily. 

"Its down at the Rez, right? I heard there are really hot guys." Amelia looks over to Edwards and smirks. 

"Maybe we'll be lucky enough to see them at the beach," Amelia says poking Bella on her side. Is she trying to make Edward jealous?

"Oh be quiet" Bella looks down embarrassed. 

"Oh common, you can't say that Jake isn't hot. I mean he's freaked buff and good looking. He's from the Rez, imagine what the other boy look like?" Amelia says laughing and Bella goes red. 

"Oh, I'm sorry you don't check out boys who isn't Ed-" Bella covers Amelia's mouth with her hands. Bellas is glaring at Amelia, while she's looks amused. 

"Ew, did you just licked me?" Bella asks wiping off her hand. 

"Well don't put your hands on my mouth" Amelia shrugs. 

Bella gets up to get food and Amelia sits down on her regular seat and takes out a book about werewolves. I swear either that girl is obsessed with the supernatural or she knows something. I turn to Edward to ask him if he figured out Amelia's mind, but he left to go talk to Bella. I sigh, he should really just ask her out. Edward and Bella are over there talking and I see Amelia staring at them with a smirk. Bella just asked Edward to go to the beach with them, he looks over to us and sighs. Telling her that beach is full. Amelia walks over to the lonely a Bella. Edward sits back down and watches the girls.

"Hey what was that about?" Amelia asked a sad Bella. 

Bella doesn't say anything at first and then say it was nothing. Before Bella can say anything else, Amelia asked Bella if she asked Edward to hang with them. Bella looks shocked and then embarrassed. Amelia chucks and looks over to our table.

"Hey if he doesn't want to go. I have a friend and trust me, girl, if you think Edward is hot. My friend is hotter!" she sings out. 

Edward gives out a growl and Amelia just laughs. The bell rings, we get up to go to class, but Edward and Amelia are having a staring battle. Edward is growling low, Amelia winks at him and laughs leaving with Bella. We look at him asking what was that about. He doesn't say anything at first, just looks irritated. 

"She's going to be one annoying vampire" he mumbles walking away from us. Leaving us confused, well besides Alice. She looks excited.